Farewell 2018

May everyone have a good year ahead. 

Don't push yourself too hard, mate.

🌼

Haluuu~

I can't be the one giving advice to people about literally everything 😂 lol. I'm sorry, people. I'm just very bad at it.

So congrats 🇻🇳! Malaysia can't cutilah esok, we uni students have so much things to do wuhuhuhu 😭

*the curse of week 14 y'know*

Ciao~

*insert title on your own*

Everyone is practically dying this week it's pretty fun to watch hekhek jkjk too many submissions to be done and yet me and my roommate are laughing like crazy (after being attacked by an unknown insect just now, heloooo it bites my arm -.-) and here I am again?

God, what is happening to us? I swear this is nothing like at the beginning of the semester.

Hehe. I still remember those days my morning routine was pretty standard:  y'know~ shower, makeup, tudung and so on. "Senior year is going to be great" uh that was a HUGE lie that my brain told me everyday. I gave myself a break on No Makeup Wednesday because we worked on our gazebo all day long every week. On Thursday too, sometimes. Now it's No Makeup Everyday lol 😂 and I'm lucky if I even wear different tudung thrice a week. Yikes!

BUT NO ONE CARES ABOUT THAT SO WE'RE GOOD.

Btw I feel like we both are going to cry after this because I dunno... *sighs* But isn't it nature anyway? If you're too happy now, then later you'll feel sad ☹

And I'm a tad bit happy too because my supervisor doesn't want to see me today hikhiks. Seriously I'm just nervous all day thinking about what's gonna happen if I turn off my phone for a while. Just. For. A. While. First of all as a clingy potato that I am, I have this habit of venting out everything to my mum. That's how I stay calm in uni okee ladies and gents. I did that early this morning so boleh tak nak off phone kejaaaaaaaap je and tido lama sikit because I can't focus at all. I just need a break from something weird I learn this week.

Actually I need a break from everything but let's just pretend I can handle 'everything' except that 'something' 🙄

Not easy. Tsk.

Please, let me be okay. Let us be okay.

P/s: Oh nope, I don't need any word of encouragement from anyone, I just need your silent prayers :) hehe

Thank you, next.

I mean, bye hahahaha ^^

!مرحبا

Missing people isn't fun, rite?

Well~

P/s : Bella I take back what I said because I don't think you could handle two babies at the same time 😆

8 Letters

Easy.

I love you.

. . .

Alaaaaa 8 letters could be anything 😂 luls.

. . .

I've completely forgotten about MPG PRS. It will be held this Saturday and I don't have any suitable outfit that fits the theme. Hahaha 😆 but it's okay, I have always been the theme crasher (or breaker whatever~)

AGM on 25th Oct. I don't even care *but they might get mad at me so okay, I care..and then the little things in between, urghh... I might walk by all of them again 🙁

Tbh I don't know why I was selected for MPG. Usually they only picked those who devoted their time for that student body (read: PRS).

I don't think I'm eligible yet. Just never deserve to be included.

The only logical reason I could think of right now is, that I am close to the juniors. But naah, as if that's helping -.- of course not.

By the way, do you know the pop band 'Why Don't We'?

(it's necessary to put aphostrophe over there because that is literally their group's name.  Why don't we? Why don't we what?)

They're all cute kids! 

With beauuuuutiful voices!

I love 8 Letters so much! Now go listen to it.

Opening and closing up again, 

I've been hurt so I don't trust

Oh people are like that right?? Today they act as if they could be your entire sky, but tomorrow they just leave you like you're that black cloud that no one likes. Just because you rain and they don't  💁🏻‍♀️ lol nak jeles pun simpanlah sikit woihhh.

But it's okay, there will come the day when your heart will be strong enough to not care about any bulls*it thrown at you. Be patient, friends! (Sabar itu indah - many people said this so who should I give credit to now?)

Why do I pull you close, 

and then ask you for space

Uuuuu that got me like, chill~!

Sometimes you don't even pull someone close, they're just drawn to you.

What I mean is, don't go mad if someone falls for you, it's only natural. Feeling comes and goes anyway. Relaks lah.

*cakap senanglaa aliaa kan...*

*emm pastu kau dh takde keje ke sampai mentadabbur lagu kat sini?*

hahahha ada, ok2 bye! 😂

wut happened yesterday?

Oh nothing much. Just got myself locked out of my room and I couldn’t get in.

13 hours outside.

I left everything inside lol 😂

Long time no see ✌🏻

Today's topic for muzakarah nuqaba' feels soooo relatable. Uwuuu ♥️

Islam is the way of life.

Well, not the topic actually, but Ustaz Khalid just knows how to twist it and make everything sound interesting. And he eventually makes us talk about ukhuwwah islamiyah instead (lari topik, a bit) 🤦🏻‍♀️

(Idk what I blabbered just now. I couldn't remember anymore lol XD)

I found it otw back to my room so 

I think it should appear here too(?)

It's true, we do need some real friends to be our backbone. Ukhwah islamiah bruh 😏 But the sad truth is they're so hard to find these days. Be one and you'll find some. It's unbelievable how the boys actually have the same problem, just like us girls! Lol. They all look very cool tho (bajet~ puihh), tapi hati tisu gak  😂

When ustaz said, "Orang perempuan ni banyak betullah problem", we all just laughed at that. Eyy, laki pun sama je ustaz, diorang tak kecoh je 😏 and I know we can't keep everything to ourselves, but really, not everyone can actually listen, and understand.

(It’s not that I don’t want to share anything with you, it just doesn’t feel alright yet, I’m sorry.)

Here's a story about a stranger who now becomes one of my favorite persons.

Kak Ina a.k.a Haslina. I love her very much. Many people say that I'm like her little sister because we're soooo close and she admits that too. Aww.. (but she's gone already, bulan 10 ni grad 😭 alaa sedihlah)

Idk how we become closer day by day, what I know is she's the one who makes effort to get close to me. At first. Me? I'm terrible, terrrrible at making friends ok. Since day one. I will never forget when we first met. Me being me, I don't easily accept people into my life, I don't even like having so many friends. But I like being w this one. Like, she cares a lot and I believe, she does that to everyone else as well. What an angel.

Tbh I'm quite the jealous type if someone else tries to get the attention from someone whom I'm very fond of (hehe). But I love this relationship wayyyy too much to even make fuss and ruin everything.

So whenever I saw her went somewhere with others without including me, I was just like na-ah, she's like my sister but she's everybody's sister too. 

Just like she always said, usrah makes us becomes one big family, I agree 💓💓

(edited: kalau naqib/naqibah tu perform laa, kalau tak kelaut jugak, eh 🤭) Haha but one thing for sure, there will be no jealousy if your intention is pure. Jadi~ jangan malas pergi usrah

*what is this? like a slap from me to me?*

Goodbye.

👎

My mum told me to go to the clinic first thing first tomorrow 😅 hahaha I thought this cough won't get any worse, seriously dunno why I end up like this again.

I remember she also said that it's normal in our family since everyone ada lelah. Hmmm... paling teruk Kakyen kott sebab sampai takleh sentuh kucing kehkeh.

So. I shall go to the clinic tomorrow, no problem Ma.

Okay but before that, how am I going to sleep tonight? 😂

I wish I'm at home. With my parents. It's not fun taking care of myself. Pshh, how did they endure doing that all these times?

Bye! Take care, people 💕

Nak putus kawan lettewwww

Can anyone remind me again why I avoid ‘befriend’ing any male?

God is testing me... in a way where I have to be polite just to keep this friendship last.

I don't wanna lose this friend, but then, what with those cringey confessions and all that??

I thought I could have a male friend who is like a girl friend y’know, ehh tak rupanya. Pfft.

-.-

Won't resume this post anymore, I'm just so pissed.

🙂

Pssst... im home

Hi. It’s 2.42 a.m right now and I think I’m really gonna lose all my followers LOL 😂

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I hate human Nam Sin very much. Just stop watching guys, 

maybe it really doesn’t have a happy ending. 😭

And please stop reading this too. Whatever I'm going to write in the next paragraph is going to contain MASSIVE (and by MASSIVE, I mean MASSIVE FOR REAL) spoilers about the latest episode. So if you haven't watched it yet, please get out of here.

Now.

But I'm still not done watching it tho...ehehhee 👉👈 in fact I am watching it right now and I HATE HUMAN NAM SIN. OMG I HATE HIM SO MUCH! I DON'T CARE IF YOU'VE HAD A BAD PAST BUT CAN YOU AT LEAST THANK ROBOT NAM SIN FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR YOU?! HE DOESN'T ASK FOR ANYTHING, HE ONLY WANTS HIS CREATOR (A.K.A HIS MOM) TO NOT ABANDON HIM ONCE YOU WAKE UP FROM THAT COMATOSE!

Ko yg nak control dia, confirmlah boleh jadi jahat eiii takgunanyaaaa dia ni 😑 

Young Hoon finally spoke my mind wuhuhuhu

Kang So Bong, you'd better protect robot Nam Sin (at all cost!) because trust me you're gonna save a lot of viewers' hearts (I mean my heart) from getting shattered into pieces 😢 sobss..

If you're wondering why I have never mentioned Seo Joon Gil when he's actually the devil behind all the conflicts (and the chairman too? idk), it's because HE IS THE PURE DEVIL from the start. I don't even have to emphasize how much I hate someone like that lol.

But human Nam Sin? He has a possibility to be a nice person. I thought I'm gonna like his character but noooope, he chose to be jahat nak mampos erghh 😒 sumpah jahat giler. 

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Home is where the heart is, indeed! ❤️ Hehe.

*me walking away from responsibility be like...*

Slow and steady pfft. Goodbye!

post-meeting the sv

Assalamualaikum

Hi everyone. I just met my supervisor with Nasir. She's so funny ooemmjiii I'll forever love her! (jot that in mind aliaa so even when she's angry at you, you gotta read this again and love her the same!). Okay, so...umm.. apparently she's just asking about.. how our fyp going.

Not bad, but I won't say it's going smoothly either. Half-half. Kekkekeke >_<

I hope the layer is clear enough for you to see.
I hope it's not just hexane and water.
I hope that the betel oil is in there too.



She also conveyed a little bit of what I called as 'tazkirah'. You know, just to boost our spirit up. Also commenting about our behavior. She said Nasir has become more matured now compared to last semester, not childish anymore. I guess they might have had a private talk before because I didn't understand a single thing about that luls.

Until she talked about me, about my behavior? ummm... *damn, my heart almost popped* 

She said that I need to be more 'chill' XD kah!

Perhaps I don't even realized how I was doing before because I think , well I think I was 'chill' enough. Nope? Tapi memang aku jenis terlebih serius pun sampai orang nak bergurau pun takut hihiks :D

But anyways, I don't want to talk about how much of a 'serious person' I am because that also depends on who I am with. The same goes to all of you right?

In term of this, it's all just respect.

P/s: She actually wanted me to publish a paper, but I need to make a poster about my research first and join a conference to present that. I don't want to believe it, yet. Just, why me instead of her other supervisees? Why not all of us? T.T Ooo, what have I put myself into now?

I need my parents. Nak balik ah camni -.-

If boredom could kill,

you might be reading an entry written by a dead person already.

I am so bored.

Gosh, I'm so bored you got no idea!

If I don't have any drop of shame left in me

like this little fella over here...

I would have done something stupid already.

Already did tbh... I activated my instagram... and then accidentally made it public.
I didn't mean to do that, the button is totally at different place now and everything is just confusing.

Oh well, look at me blaming the universe as if none of it was my mistake 😂 hahaha.

But no worries, I'll shut it down again.

Should I?

Btw did my sister really follow you???????? whoever you are?!

Anyways, I'll write again tonight, insyaAllah. I don't have anything to do so I just can't wait to be in the lab again tomorrow. Spending the weekend here without any assignment *coughs* is the most boring thing ever. If you call that a 'thing' but whatever, I AM SO BORED!

excuse me, i cAN't sLeeP

I SERIOUSLY HATE FALLING ASLEEP WHEN I DON'T EVEN WANT TO SLEEP YET! 

To be precise, I hate it everytime I fall asleep in the evening *and then wake up to total darkness. At night! Whaaaaaasattt?! It feels as if I've done something wrong for the whole day. Wuhuhuuhu😧

Well yesterday was one of those days...

.

.

.

I was in lab doing the extraction since 8 in the morning bruh and only left at almost 5 pm. Whatever 😒 I'd never been that long in lab tak keluar2 lansung, what I know is my body was obviously exhausted. Alsooooo it's my first day getting a visit from Aunt Flo. Hee hee.. >____<

You know that cramp, it would have gone unnoticeable had I been lying comfortably (on bed, procrastinating), but when you're stucked in lab and just watching those condenser doing its work... for almost 9 hrs?!

the pain was real. I couldn't take it anymore... #weak

but yeaaaaaahhh...just deal with it.

Hats off to all the girls who experience excruciating pain every month. You guys are one of a kind. Not moiiii~! Well of course not me, I'm weak. Pfft 😜

I apologize in advance!

I just realized that I don’t really want people to come here mwahaha 😂 

wth was I doing last night...

All I can say is

Just.

Forget.

It.

Sometimes my hands work faster than my brain too.

*rolls eyes at self*

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We often forget that this world doesn’t revolve around us.

What’s happening to you doesn’t necessarily mean other people know it too.
You can’t expect them to be in your shoes and then be all upset when they can’t.

It’s true that some battles are just not for us to fight.

We’ll be okay.

Please. I know I’m not the only one feeling scared right now.

🙂

P/s : aku rasa aku ni kena stop main internet dah.
Eiii geramnya dgn diri sendiri. 👊🏻

Wifi decided to go kaput since last week

so I only get to post this today.

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Was lectured by my mum yesterday. Because of... oh well, my attitude :’)

We planned on going to KB but I refused tetiba lol. Ko dh kenapa?

I thought she’s gonna lecture some more on our way to KB, because there were only me, her, and Abah. Oh what a perfect time! Buuuuuuut nope. She literally changed the subject. And my mood as well. Have I mentioned, that I just wanna marry (someone like) my mum? She’s so understanding ya Allah. My dad only followed her lead everytime, if she’s lecturing me, then my father will continue doing the same thing -.- once she has cooled down, Abah also does the same lol. So yerp, I can’t make her mad.

Not like some of you who (are sooooo lucky) can go to the other parent when the other one gets mad. Yes, I’m talking to you : Zara, Zarith, and Zac. And Aidan?

I just hate myself sometimes. I feel like I don’t deserve to be in this family so beautiful. Why the third daughter is always a weirdo? Urghhh. Eh hellu pulis, is my period coming or what?!

#13July2018

I am really scared of my heart ahahahha.

But no, I’m not kidding!

Sometimes my feeling towards orange kitty just went out the window. I wonder if he too, felt the same.

Like, there’s still a huge part in me where I don’t want to get attached to anyone.

Ottokeng -..-

Oh I know, I know! That just means I am not ready for any relationship. Weheeeeee~! But still... my level of ‘liking him’ is quite nonsense: literally muting everybody else’s notification except for one. Except one :)

So when I logged out from messenger, if there’s one red dot

like this

I knew it’s orange kitty! 

Sumpah aku kecewa kalau tu orang lain.

#14July2018

Congratulation Belgium on winning the third place!

I started watching Are You Human Too. Hehe. That drama is so gooooood you should give it a go if you got time to kill! Kinda unrealistic tho because how come the hero is actually a robot? 

Takkan ending nanti heroine kahwin dengan robot?

That robot Nam Sin is so sweet uhuhuhu I kenot I kenot 😥 we humans just don’t deserve a creature like that. End of story. He’s like a puppy somehow. Very obedient, and handsome (what do you expect from the lead actor?) and then suddenly develops feeling dekat heroine. Ehheyyy, come on bruh, ko sendiri pun konfius suis mana tetiba buat hal smpai jadi ada feeling camtu and you still say you’re not a human?!

Geojismaaaaal!

#15July2018

There’s nothing to write plus the wifi at home was not good (read: everybody plissssssss get ready to gali kubur nak tanam dia) Plus, my mum didn’t remember my birthday anyway so my day just went by like usual.

That was it until 7 am (excuse me, every hour counts ok >_<), when we received a voice note in the family ws group. It’s Kakna’s little family singing happy birthday song to me aww man 😂 bocor rahsia. I bet they’re all otw to school hehe.

Then Kakyen posted a photo of me from ancient age ago dunno when on her ws story (and probably on ig story as well). Soooooo Kakna being the busybody that she is, said this:

By the time I received that, she threatened to post that on fb. Umm...did I just say ‘threatened’? Did I feel like it’s a threat?

HAHAHHAHAHA. Not at all.

I was much cuter in high school anyway 😜 I mean yeah before I joined kawad kaki and all that *blows nails* (uhh anyways before my schoolmates come and spill the bean, let me tell the truth... well I only joined kawad kaki for outdoor activity, nothing else) But still cute hahahhaa whatever I won’t listen to anyone saying I’m not cute. Booo~!

And then there was also my not-so-little sister who
brought mocking to another level.

P/s: I'll try to find your birthday on botol budu. Uolls tunggu oke.

#17July2018

My writing pattern is weird too oh god I just don’t know what to do with myself. 😑

Goodbye! have a gooooood day ahead!

Farewell BPP

Alhamdulillah, finally I can say that I'm done being a 'somebody' for this organization, like for reeeeaaaaallll this time!

*cringe* looking at my own words -.-

As usual, our very own program is only Tekno Da'ie. Each semester it will be conducted by BPP and I have joined three sessions! 

Unfortunately I didn't learn anything at all. I think my head just can't keep up with the teacher. I swear, I still have no idea how Adobe Photoshop works. 

(But shhh, don't tell anyone ok 😂)

Oooooh guys, there is actually one story I wanna tell about that program...

This semester I helped the AJK makanan to order some food for the contestants. We went to the cafe the night before that event. The usual~ Buuuuuut, what made me unhappy was that the owner asked me to follow him to the seller’s house. At 11 pm. Eh whaaaaat? Can’t he go there on his own? Like, y'know I could just list down all the things that I wanted. The same procedure everytime we order foods for events.

Seriously man, I really couldn’t see the reason behind all that. I was frantically looking for Redzuan while having serious discussion with my junior about that, but he's not answering his phone. Demnnn~ kid where you at? 😑

So, I agreed.

I know it was crazy. I was crazy.

Seriously aliaa kau giler ke apa ikut lelaki malam-malam buta?!

I was worried about my junior, and myself. 😭. No doubt, if something bad happened to both of us, I’d haunt everybody on Earth.

He was nice though.

But then all men are _________.

Eh? *what do you think?

Sorrayyyyy, I'm just kidding hahaha. You guys are individually awesome ok ^^

Tapi serius laa ni, jangan buat benda bodoh macam aku. 😒

No matter who they are, how nice they look, those who brought ladies out at night, I think... it smells fishy somewhere whatever the reason is. Oh well, lesson learnt. Hands down I could say that was the stupidest thing (out of all the stupidest things) I had ever done in my whole life.

🍓   🍓   🍓

Moving on, maybe it's not too late to say that I am forever grateful to always be paired up with good people. Last year it was Justin Bieber (yerppp Haikal), this year it is this little bro, Redzuan. Truthfully, we have no chemistry at all, me with all of them... nope. Nothing. Zero. (if there's chemistry between us, I'd have asked him to change that photo for kalam pimpinan, see, it looks like he's in a toilet. No offense~) Maybe I'm a little bit more comfortable with JB but, pfft, if you know what that means... 🙄

Once, he asked me to make one poster for *apa dia aku tak ingat*, I was so busy at the moment so I didn't say that I could do it. And then less than an hour later, I finished one poster.

(You know... me. Sometimes when people ask what my hobby is, I say it's making posters.)

He was a bit shocked at how fast I made that one. Then, *oh guys, this just broke my heart. He said that it always took him at least 5 hours to finish one poster. One design. Or anything related.

I was busy so I wasn’t thinking much about it until now, I realize that all these times whenever other pimpinan chose my design over his, it must have broken his heart, hurt his pride or something I don’t even know!

Who would have known how much effort he put to come out with one poster?! Sampai lima jam, are you kidding me?!

To me, designing is simple because, umm... I mean my poster is very simple anyway. I am never satisfied (or let alone feel proud) with any of my 'masterpiece' no matter what people say.

Anyways. Ok, relax~

I hope he never took whatever I did/said to heart hehe. I understand that we have this age barrier *alahh setahun je pun, and why on earth did you stop calling me Kak Aliaa?!*, I don’t know too why things weren’t that smooth at first but.. umm kay, maybe I was just too mean.

*sebab awal-awal tipu lah kalau aku cakap aku ikhlas naik jadi pimpinan semula herher XD

He obviously wasn't happy about that too.

Yo kid, I know I stole your girl's position and I'm sorry. But please remember that I do appreciate every effort you did to make our bureau looked like it didn't lack anything. Arigatou gozaimas~

So, farewell BPP. It's been two good years :)

🍓   🍓   🍓

And also Jawatankuasa Teman ☺ of course. How can I forget that?!

Being in this organisation is one of the best thing that have ever happened to me in UMK. It's small, but a responsibility is still a responsibility.

I still can't believe that a few months back I had to take the same position once again. I was scared at first. Everybody was new and younger than me, so I thought 'how am I suppose to befriend these people, they're so foreign oh God please help me'.

Of course He heard that hehe.

Thank you for making everything easy for me and I'm so sorry for my mean side lol. Especially to the nydp.

They're so cuuuuute 😂 

ah yes, there's no me because I took this photo. 

For the last time :)

Believe me when I say that interrupting people in the middle of their own chaos and business could never be easier than this one.  😂 Thank you, for being very welcoming. They are the best.

Thank you ❤

Quick update

Dah habis semua papers! Alhamdulillah ^^

Pagi tadi Forest Resources Econs! Subject killer sumpah tak tipu. Her her...

tawakkal jer mampu sekarang.

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That was last Monday, Idk why they suddenly wanted to gather. Rindu kott 😉

I know I have many friends, yeh yeh... but if I’m being dead honest rn, I just don’t know who can be trusted. Like, for real. I always trust the wrong person lol, which end up making me feel like shit *yap I'm not gonna sugarcoat that 😌

Sebab tu aku down giler haritu.

Satu jer nak cakap, aku tak boleh brain betul orang yang jenis “takpe takpe 😊” kat depan kita then belakang kemain mengata. Fuhh...

Yes, you can go away. Arigatou~

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Me, ranting on my blog is a normal thing, no need to worry. I mean, that's one of the reasons why this blog is still active. You're just too sweet, I don't deserve that hahaha XD

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JT ada penyerahan jawatan esok. Petang esok ^^ tak sabar nak tengok siapa ganti ni weeee!

Bye!

😭

Halluiuui~ say hello to my roommate.

Lol why am I even putting that for intro.

Today is a bad, bad day. Super bad day.

Oooo...seriously, I don't know who should I go to for this.

If I did something wrong, please just say that straight to my face. Tell me what I did wrong instead of talking behind my back.

What's so hard about that?

Alright children, we shall get back to studying.

Oh rite, I need to talk to someone first. 

Did you know who scored for Belgium? 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ Babyyyyy

Bad week, bad papers

I had the worst exam the day before yesterday. Others felt the same, I knew it. Because only God knows how much I'd revised eeeeeeverything from the py questions, lecture notes and tutorials. *just kidding! maybe not everything kekeke XD

So tell me, how do you answer things that you have never heard in your class before? Which spare part of an alien machine could I use to replace the expensive part of that alien machine? I seriously had no clue at all oh my god... T.T

 Understanding all these schemes was hard enough (and there were like tons of them).

 

Maybe I'm just being a whiner right now but seriously tho... I am really giving up on half of them. I can't even see myself working with all those machines so... -.- 

Then, what made my day become extra-worse was that I caught a high fever later on... way to go girl 😪. The weather in Jeli is pretty cold these days and I really love it hohoho. Love it so much that when the rain hit me, I didn't even bother to take a bath afterward. One word. Idiot.

Fortunately there was no test yesterday, so I could rest a lil' bit. Phewww.

Today was Arabic II.

It's not as easy as ABC anymore, *sighs* well, to me at least. Although I answered all the questions, I knew what I did wrong. And it's obviously wrong! Jama' taksir bruh, that one was definitely a killer, once your eyes caught the new term and your brain couldn't recall anything, ha! you're doomed. RIP.

So, enough with that y'all... please, allow me to bury all the memories regarding the previous papers and let's focus on the future.

Forest Plantation Management

Forest Economic Resources

May Allah ease.

😉

P/s: Im more into Germany ofc, but then there’s this kid saying Korea’s keeper looks like a pondan... omg can u just shut up and watch ur Germany without saying bad thing about others?! basically I’m happy Korea won, just because of that kiddo lol.

Belgium leggo! 

Raya 2018

Rasa macam sekarang aku dah hilang minat menulis bloglah. Ni daripada start perlawanan antara Belgium *crush tak main pun, ke sebab injured kena tackled dengan De Bruyne aritu pshhh* dengan Panama lagi aku taip tapi tak jugak siap-siap. Rasa malasssssss sangat ya Allah. Oh btw, instagram dah lama di'deactivated' yer bukannya aku block orang, sekian terima kasih.



Pastu sebelum baca entry kekonon raya ni, please jangan tanya tema raya tahun ni kaler apa sebab weolls takde baju raya. Weolls team pakai baju raya tahun-tahun lepas. Jubah hitam pun ye jugak. Weolls team tak berapa ada mood nak raya. Tapi weolls team still dapat duit raya kekekkeke XD

First day, balik rumah nenek aku. Macam biasalah every year.



Then second day... my family buat open house. Entah mak aku kata bukan open house pun (sebab katanya everyday open house iyerr Ma pape je >__< muahaha) tapi... adalah laksa tiga kilo, nasi dagang yang ma buat, abah punya bihun goreng special dia tu.

Pastu minta ajak kawan-kawan.

Aku kan, pagi tu tengah sakit gigi sangaaaat, serius rasa macam taknak cakap dengan orang lansung. Bagitaulah ma dengan Anis dengan niat nak minta simpati, “Yaa sakit gigi ni, jadi Yaa takde mood. Duk dapur je eh”. Takde orang peduli okeeee 😭 geram betul.

"Jemputlah masuk. Mekasih datang beraya."

*korang apetau aku sakit gigi?! hwaaaa 😭



Pastu macam mana entah tetiba ada mood *biasalah perempuan*, bolehlah kot ajak kawan-kawan dua tiga kerat. Pastu kakak aku 'ter'dengar.

“Wuuu kawan. Kawan istimewa kerrr, kawan mana?” 

Kawan besye-besye jer. Kawan istimewa mana pernah dimention dekat uolls -.-

“Sayang ajaklah dia, ma pun teringin nak kenal ni”

Ha ha ha yang tu tak lawak 😑

“Kawan istimewa?”

helloooo~

“Meh no dia, kalau Yaa malu nak call, mai Kakyen call”

Aku pun tak tau sejak bila Kakyen jadi mcm tu. Biasa dia tak amik port sangat sakat2 orang ni haizz -.-

Hari raya ketiga, Kakna ajak gi Pengkalan Kubor. Yang ni aku ikut sebab dah lama giler tak pergi sana. Pepagi buta lagi dia masuk bilik aku jerit RAYA RAYA RAYA 😣 kecoh jer dia sorang en haha..oh before that, ada photoshoot raya sikit. 'Photoshoot' laa sangat *tangan ke bahu, mata ke atas 🙄* Yang salam sambil tersengih tengok kamera semua tu sila abaikan.

Kitorang drama kott, salam-salam pun sampai meleleh ayaq mata huhuks... :'D anis dengan kakyen lah, aku tak.

Anis and I agreed that we didn't look good in that fam photo so I put that sticker on our face.

Apesal laa aku rasa macam semua gambar nampak buruk warghh!



Raya keempat. This is so random tho. Ada orang mesej bagi ayat pickup line. Tiberr. Adik aku tolong reply.

Aku sukaaaaa betul dengan orang yang mudah faham mcm ni. Also ada senior masa aku kem kepimpinan form 4 dulu tetiba mesej. TETIBA. Aku pernah ngorat dia ni tau after kem tu tapi tak dilayan kakaka XD ngorat as in wish birthday through inbox jerlah. Zaman tak berapa nak matang gitulah kan. Ewwwwww~~ mana I nak sorok muka?

I pray that Allah will give the best for me, Aminn.

For you as well :)

Wukay. Selamat hari raya gais wa gaisah sekalian. Minta maaf kalau sesiapa yang pernah baca blog ni ada terasa dengan apa yang aku tulis. Minta maaf sangat2. Nak finals minggu depan ni fuhh, selitkan sikit doa untuk aku moga dapat jawab exam tau tau tau ^^ hehe babai~

Assalamualaikum

Me and my unintelligent decision :3

Hi! Can you guess where I am writing at right now?

Those lights look dimmer at night wth 🙁

In yuu-emm-kayy, yassss! I have stayed here since the last two days for whatever reason you can think of herherrr 😜, come on guys, do I deserve a standing ovation for that?

A week left before Eid

So sad isn't it? Ramadan will leave us in less than 10 days T.T

I'm pretty sure everybody feels the same, that this year is moving very, very fast. I don't even mention Ramadan in any of my entry yet *sighs*, to anonymous who commented Selamat Berpuasa recently, thank you very much 😊

This upcoming September, insyaAllah I'm going into my final year of degree already. Yass! Eyy wait, seriously this steam distillation thing is frightening me, look at the water demmit it's trying to go up and destroy everything!

Give me a second...

It is okay to fail this one, phew, but helloooo~ who wants to do a fruitless thing, right? We all want the products of course, I want my Piper betle extract T.T

Yesterday I felt a little bit secured and relaxed because En. Fifi, the lab assistant was with me. He has handled many lab experiments and the fact that he also reads various journals/articles really make me go ‘woooowww, he can be trusted’ kekekke XD

But now, I'm all alone doing this. Alone in the lab.

creepy...

Actually we're supposed to start conducting our fyp during the semester break in July. The reason I am starting earlier than anybody else is; of course because my supervisor told me to do so. We both know it is going to take a lot of time (not really tbh, if everything succeed in one go then it won’t be long), and she wants to make myself comfortable with  all the apparatus, so... it's all good! She definitely knows better :)

Goodbye 🌹

*change to what??

It would be nice if a simple message like that could always

make my heart flutter till forever ends :) muahahahaha .

 K nevermind nevermind.

 

 

So...

 

That was during iftar on Monday.

 

 

If you're wondering why I said 'shooo scared'... oh well, it was a long story but let's make it short.

 

Actually, I think, I shouldn't tell anyone about that hahaha XD I'm sorry, now that I think about it, maybe it's best not to spill things like that to people, regarding our health and everything.

 

Just gotta remind myself that everything belongs to Him. Sorry.

 

Ok, so... I will go home on Friday (tak tanya pun 😊 pfft okeh). Tomorrow I'm still going to do some lab works for my fyp, yeah it's quite disturbing seeing most of my friends already going home for Eid, thanks for asking. But Friday is just around the corner, so, no worries ^^

 

Bye.

RIP Lenovo :(

The sad, unexpected thing about your electronic device is that it won't tell you when it's gonna go kaput like mine right now.

Last year it was Blackey, and now my tab. Just, gurrrrrl why? What did I do wrong?

Look, it's been restarting itself over and over again since 5 am and I couldn't even turn it off. It just won't respond at all. Kerr nak kena baling kat dinding?

Nevermind, I’ll just wait till the battery runs out.

On a bright side, I still have baby Samsung with me (which has been abandoned since early this year, because, its screen cracked, because, well I accidentally let it slipped from my hand). Meh, shouldn't call it baby anymore, it's too old for a phone's age; five years already so you're officially a makcik Samsung hehe XD

A little info about that tab, it is so very, very cheap :) my dad bought it during a Big Bad Wolf booksale, and yes it belonged to him at first. But~ dad’s so nice so he lent it to me because makcik Samsung's battery was having a mental breakdown atm so, yeah... my dad is the best...

and I never gave it back to him XD muaaaaahhhahahahahaha [long story short - Aliaa's version].

Honestly, after all these years using that tablet, I'm getting too used to it that I don't know how to use smaller phone anymore. *eww whadda you talkin’ about??? I mean, I really find it difficult to press their smaller keypads and to even hold the phones. In fact, makcik Samsung slipped off my hand because of that particular reason. So pleaseeeee, never ever let me hold your phone. You’ve been warned, guys :(

I am the worst, no lie. Dasar kuangsam tak sedar diri, dulu main snake kat phone Nokia 3310 takde slipped off from your handssssss pon 😑~ okay I get it, whatever hehe.

Omg I even took it for granted before sobssss... 😭

I know it’s cheap and... umm, durable? Idk, so I didn’t really care if I left it anywhere for a long time. Now I realize that it has eased so many tasks of mine.😭 I could use it for messaging. Made phone calls. Played Kahoot in class. Read lecture notes. And even updated my blog. Just, y’know so many things could be done with it. Blossom Blast? Ehee, that’s on my ipad, I never played games using the tab.

While everybody else was using ipad during class, I only used my tablet, depended on its capability.

In a nutshell, I love love loooooove it and hopefully it can be repaired asap. Tapi kamera dia memang tak lawa. Serius, tak lawa dia tu memang takleh bawak bincang 😆 hehe. Bye uolls.

During your farewell party,

I was not feeling sad at all.

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But today is just weird.

I've never been so emotional evaluating my lecturer.

Well, just because it is Prof Hashim. 😭

I mean, I was okay at first... until Uyun whatsapped me...

asking me to calculate the cash flow and net present value for our project assignment because nobody in our group knew how.

Truthfully, I don't know how to calculate the NPV as well hehe,

there are several formula it's confusing -.- 

*ada dua jer sebenarnya kehkeh XD

Then it hit me, god... I just can't T.T

I'm gonna miss my prof so so bad.

He seeeeeriously didn't know how much he reminded me of my late grandpa.

Didn't know how much he meant to some of us.

Did he?

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In the end, I cried doing the evaluation. Pfft 😂

How am I going to calculate all those weird things?!

*assignment nak kena submit Ahad depan and I still don't know the calculations and all my friends are relying on me soooo, I better get going byee~!

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I know, I better see him asap XD because again, what is it that he doesn't know?