Meeting my sv~!

Assalamualaikum.

*dah lama tak bagi salam kan*

Hey guys. Alhamdulillah I finally found and met my fyp supervisor today!

Oh~ it was such a long tiring day. Quite fun actually, (for this one lecturer) because I stumbled in front of her and she laughed at me. Well, at least I made her day. Pfft XD

Last Sunday, when I whatsapp-ed my soon-to-be-supervisor, she told me that she had a seminar in KB and would only be at office on Tuesday but sadly my message did not even reach her today. So I waited, and waited, and waited. For hoursssss. In the end I was just kind of frustrated. So I went to meet my professor instead, to get something done and I gave him a chocolate. Yassss. A CHOCOLATE, which was supposed to be for my soon-to-be supervisor - (Dr. MSTBS. Pronounced however you like). Hehe.



But prof deserves a chocolate
also, he's been nice to me
for almost three years now

Then after I left his office, I got a text message from Dr. MSTBS, telling me that she just found her phone. Omg. I felt so bad. Seriously! The chocolate was goneeeee >.<

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She's too lovely and very, very kind. The way she talked about her previous students just made me smile and instantly liked her. Aww she's just... idk. Where do I get that chocolate again? T.T

She expertise in nanoemulsion which is why I want her to guide me because that topic is very interesting and it relates to my project. She accepts me right away, guys! I am soooo happy 😀

A little sneak peek of nanoemulsion; well based on what she'd said earlier, it's how we could combine oil and water without separating those two liquids. Yes, it is possible for oil to mix with water :) But it requires surfactant. But it's okay, we can get that somewhere. Later.

I'm going to start reading the thesis tomorrow morning. In her office. Because they're not yet submitted to the library as references. Shhh. But right now, I shall jot down some information about the plant extractives that might catch my attention.





Goodbye for now. Take care :)

Rant (skip this, it's nothing)

Okay, let's start again today. But without my weird smile this time.

As you've known, I wanted to write since Saturday (as in three days ago) but I wasn't allowing myself to be here as I was pretty emotional that day. LOLS~



But I'm okay now, I guess.

Red bean popsicle

That night on the same day, my family and I went to the mall and I remember Anis dropped her phone while she was trying to snap my photo (tryna get an ugly one heh 😏) in front of the cash register. LOL. It hit the floor, hard.

I’m actually still in awe that the screen did not crack >_<

During the incident >_< Her Oppo was really quick to capture a photo 

despite of what’s happening to it kekeke.

Yesss that's me laughing.

There were also this nice pakcik & his BIG family that night. So what about it? 

Well...

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he gave me an ice cream y’all sooo niceeee~!!!! A red bean popsicle. Sorry I cannot not talk about this lels, it was a funny moment that happened so, so fast. Like, very out of the blue. Well basically he did not offer me the ice cream, he just took one out of the box and held it out for me. Like, yeah it was for me?! Serius ah pakcik? 

Unfortunately, I did not listen to what the pakcik said. What happened to my brain and ears, only God knew. Wait, ooooh, I was busy looking at his smallest son who was looking at me, on a wheelchair. Poor baby.

I really didn't know what to do, let alone said something at him.

Anis stood right beside me, smiling, we looked at each other, and I could tell she tried very hard to keep a straight face at the moment. HAHAHA. She wasn’t offered anything btw, sorry 😂 (Side note: my tab keeps trying to autocorrect my hahaha into HAHAHA and I can't help but to backspace and retype the word, with lowercase. Soooo annoying. Asal sblum ni tak pernah jadi pun??)

I did not take take the ice cream. Seriously, I did not.

My hand did.

Hehe. 🤭 *roll eyes at self*

Well let’s be honest, I would be pretty upset if someone won’t accept my gift. You would feel the same too, don’t lie. I mean how could you reject that so called “rezeki”? Plus all of them look like very nice people.

☺

What I mean is, they don’t look like people who do drugs laa, so yeaaaaahhh all is well.

That popsicle and me.
Oh I look annoying :P

Anyways, let’s just assume that the family won’t be able to finish all the ice cream by the time they reach home. End of story.

Yeahhh my dear readers, I have so many things in mind too, but I just don’t want to think about it anymore.

At least now I know how it feels to receive a random act of kindness from people that I don’t even know. Total strangers. :)

Yeah. Sweet.

I’m gonna keep the ice cream stick in my diary!

P/s : Kakna freaked out asking me if I felt dizzy or anything after finishing the ice cream. Psshhh, I can’t even remember their faces now tbh. 🙄

Her wedding

Whenever my eyelashes fall into my eyes, I always feel like it is almost the end of the world. Ok that’s quite an overstatememt.

I only feel like crying, a bit...

(but heyyyy that’s something okay because Nur Aliaa doesn’t always cry)

but the problem is I just CANNOT DO THAT, tears won't come out! 😒 smh I can't believe it!

I feel kind of betrayed tbh. Like, aren't the eyelashes supposed to protect the eyes?

You know in movies, when something got into the actors or actresses’ eyes, other people will come to blow their les yeux (french word for eyes) and everything will be fine. Within seconds. Wow.

I say,

RIDICULOUS. 😒

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Kriesha Chu - Like Paradise

Have you ever felt like you don't know if you like or hate a song but you know the lyrics anyway and just can't stop singing it? There, I put the song as the title. Check out the music video, it is one of the prettiest mv I have ever seen! ❤

Kriesha Chu is no doubt one of the prettiest GIRL

 I have ever seen too. *girl crush*

I was supposed to post this yesterday but look how much I procrastinate. So, how are you, guys? ^^ (I know, it's creepy asking this in the middle of the night)

Btw this is a 'lil' secret' entry so don't fret if you can't/don't understand anything because that is how it supposed to be, thank you very much *stares at title* hahahha yes I know what I'm doing 😂

Also,

they lost again!!!!!!! My poor babies 😭😭😭

The chance to win the league is totally gone now T.T sobs...

Anis asked me today (yesterday) if Manchester United lost last night and I just nodded happily. Yerp. Happily. Why did I do that?? 😭 *honestly i don't even know how I look when I nod, but 'happy' is definitely not the right word to describe my actual feeling, MU kalah kot how can I be happy??*

But still. I was amazed that my little sister (who remembers every kpop lyrics by heart) actually took time to care that MU lost? Aww.

So suspicious. 😒

Anyways, that's not my story right now. There's something weird happened yesterday.

I got a dm from orange kitty's friend.

*goosebumps*

Why on earth did he reply to my instastory?

It was very weird. And scary.

And all I could think was 'OMG orange kitty must have something heartbreaking to say and he's making James Bond to say it to me'.

T.T

I think my feeling at that time was just the same kind of nervousness when his senior messaged me years ago. I got so scared HAHAHAH xD

Turned out it's just because of Kriesha Chu's mv. Phewwww~

I kenot guys. Instagram isn't a good place for me anymore. 🤭

But need to wait until Saturday tho before saying goodbye again. Boo to instagram and its one week deactivation thingy~ 👎

Ayyo it's already 1 am, I need to sleep now. Goodbye!

I'm back to annoy you

Assalamualaikum.

 



Hey guys! It feels nice to 'see' you again. Hehe (with the blog address being bubblyhiddenrose.) Well 'see' because I can't really 'see' you and... you can't really 'see' me so I should probably write 'read' but I can't say it feels nice to read you again because that's weird so yeah.

You can't see me.

Honestly I am not ready for people to discover this blog. Wa-lah~! that's why I did what I did.

People that I mean here are none other than my anak-anak usrah wuhuhuhu T_T

Last week I was just halfway from finishing an entry about Mix Nine when suddenly my phone beeped, signaling a message was received. It was from this cutie pie saying that she knew about the condition of my hand from my blog. Whaaaaaaaat?

All I could do at the moment was stare at Hangyeom's photo that I'd done uploaded. She knew.

Who else knew then????

Please note that : I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO PAY A VISIT TO THIS BLOG AND I'M SO THANKFUL THAT YOU GUYS HAVE NEVER SAID BAD THINGS HERE THAT IF I COULD POP OUT OF YOUR SCREEN I JUST REALLY WANT TO HUG EACH OF YOU, MY LIL' PENGUINS!

I am just not ready for real people that I meet everyday in uni to discover that I still can't get over k-pop. Forgive me, kids if you find me different in real life T.T

I mean, people who are close to me don't even come here even when I already write the address on their forehead in their notebook lol, but why do the most unexpected people come? -.-

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You know what? Forget what I just said.

Let's pretend I haven't even started to write in this post.

Goodbye. See you soon!


I'll still upload that Mix Nine post hehe. 

How I chopped my hair off ^^

Kudos to each of you who can still figure out my new address. Eyy~ you guys must love m so much aite? XD

So today, my mum was joking with me saying that I should try cutting my hair while it’s on ponytail.

And that’s exactly what I did.

You can’t joke with a girl like me yaww *winks*

She was like ‘Seriously? Are you going to do that for real?’

Of course I am. *carefully cut my hair in one go*

Once it was done, I quickly checked myself up in front of the mirror and I just couldn’t help but squeal : OMG SHIN RYUJIN IN THE HOUSEEEEEE! OMAIGAD! *peghasaaan*

It looked surprisingly good! 🤭

Idk I've been with my long hair for a veeeeery long time it gets bored. I love this change :)

Wukay, maybe that's all for this post. Goodbye peeps!

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LOL JOKING.

I am not done yet ahahaha :P

So, I've decided to delete the previous entry, DearYou #2. There is a little misunderstanding and I feel very guilty about it.

I just realize that I am soooooo bad at rejecting people T.T. During high school. And matriculation. God. I mean, I was so, so bad. Now not anymore...


kottt...

I literally got mad at him for telling me that he liked me. Idk when that happened. 2013? 2014? Then he was mad at me for rejecting him. Hellooooo, of course I would get mad at you back for getting mad at me. Girlssss~

Anyway, I'm sorry that you have waited for almost six years. I'm sorry that I am never into you.

I like someone else (although I dunno where the fate is going to take both of us), but even if that 'someone else' doesn't exist, I still won't like you.

Wrong move. I hate the purposeless messages. I hate the way you come to me. I hate whatever happened to myself back then.

You definitely deserve someone better... lol ayat takleh blah hahaha XP. It's true whaaat, I have seen so many girls liking you since high school. I am not lying, I even admire you as A. Pure. Genius. A. Boy. Who. Always. Be. The. Teachers'. Favorite. Never. Gets. Bad. Grades. (you must not know the term failure, aren't you?) So yeah, open up your heart. Six freaking years, mannnn~! What did I do to you?!

Nothing.

I don't know what frustrates me more, either the fact that you can't get over me after all those years, or the fact that I have never said anything at all to you, to deserve the waiting.

What the heck did I do to make you stay?

Were we even friends?????

Uh sorry, here comes the emo Aliaa again. *okay breathes in, breathes out*

But it did. It did frustrate me.

Again, I am so sorry.

Adios!

Little sad things

You know what is sad?

When the opposing team scores soo, soooooo early I don't even get out of my bed yet but we're already 1 goal down. Warghhhh.

And what sadder is (me, because) my father just watched the recaps of the match. 

"Yaa tengok ni! tengok ni, Man U kalah eh smlm?" He fake-laughed excitedly.

You already know it ehhhh tanya lagi. Ehhh ehhh ehhh abah ni 😒

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I am pretty sure everybody knows about the so called Super Blue Blood Moon phenomenon that occurred last night.

Our prophet Rasulullah s.a.w used to pray every time the sun/moon eclipsed. People in that time didn’t know when an eclipse would actually occur, that’s why when it did happen they would do what Rasulullah had said :

“The sun and the moon are two of the signs of Allah; they do not become eclipsed for the death or life of anyone. If you see that then call upon Allah and magnify Him, and pray, and give in charity”

They were also afraid that it was a warning of an upcoming disaster because... well, it was a rare event after all, so they would quickly turn to Allah and pray to him.

Nowadays tho, you know with the advance of technology and all, we are always notified when an eclipse is likely to happen. So the fear is gone. Pshh. Now we only see it as a natural phenomenon. Part of me finds it good actually because me being me, if nobody told me about that then I will never know what’s happening outside of my house 😂 muehehe.

And the other part is just sad.

Allah is the All Knowing. He is the All Wise.

Who knows what might happen if all muslims, as in nobody among us actually prays when the eclipse occurs? It could be due to the Muslims’ prayers that He wards off bad things that are about to happen, which are known only to Him, of course.

Now we know whenever an eclipse is about to occur, but, ulama’ said that it still doesn’t change the ruling. We still have to do what Allah has commanded us to do at the time of an eclipse. Pray. I mean He doesn’t necessarily command, but Rasulullah s.a.w prays, so why don’t we do the same thing?

Last night I watched it until 10 pm then I gave up, there were too many mosquitoes outside. So I went inside and slept. Lost the chance to see the beautiful moon at its brightest.

My phone camera surely doesn't do its justice. Hehe.

At least, I could still see it. Even just for a moment. Manchester United already lost the chance to win the premiere league btw. I am not happy. Abah has won again. *sighs*