Should talk or shouldn't talk





Hi beautiful!

I watched Reese Regan's video on YouTube about anxiety and I somehow thought that she actually spoke my mind. My feeling even. Well, except I never cried like she told she did. Poor girl I almost sobbed too watching her. But I know, I don't deserve to talk about something like that here.

Or I should only talk about something like that here... I dunno... enough said.

Anyways I'm quite busy nowadays *rolls eyes duhh* but I like to do inappropriate thing like this when I have a lot of works ahaha. It's soooo me weyyy 😂. I need to submit a secret video tomorrow (won't tell what kind of video it is because I truly suck at editing videos) and it isn't finished yet lol.

I guess I shouldn't mention about midterms, quizzes, and assignments now because they are literally my breakfast and lunch *puke water*. And oooh I forgot to tell you about one more interesting thing. Yesterday (Saturday!) I went into the forest at as early as 8 am you know muehehe please be proud of me. (let me repeat, yesterday is Saturday tau tau tau!!!) We were divided into two groups. Our purpose was non other than to do some clearance on our 10km track for AGX Eco-Challenge. Very interesting. Honestly I'm a bit nervous about our route umm... however I'm more worried about our contestants. Because, well it is in the forest obviously, plus the distance is a-freaking-10-kilometer, gaiss! Do you want to see the map?

I can't show you unfortunately, im so sorry T.T (cam nak kena lempang jer kan?)

There are too many pacat there. Sooooo many of them and they are very aggressive. Forget about pigs or other wild animals, right now I'm only focusing on that small creature called 'pacat'.

The baby pacat could get into your socks too goshhh idk how they do it. Maybe they... stretch their bodies until they become really really thin... and long(?) and then they sneakily slip into our socks. Or maybe my socks are just cheap and there is a hole somewhere. Nope,there's none. I just hate pacat, no kidding! At first cam geli-geli jer... pastu aku dah jadi meluat betul sekarang rasa macam nak curahkan semua minyak cap kapak atas pacat-pacat tagunee tu -.-

We finished at around 1 pm. I went home and bathed and prayed then I slept. I set my alarm at 4 pm because I had to go for usrah later at 5 pm. But you know,,, I was too tired.

I woke up at 4.40 pm. Everybody was sleeping too hekhek >_<. Siapa yang kata nak bangun study tuuu and janji nak kejutkan iolls tuuuu? 😝 Hehe takpe, yang penting niat tu ada. So I went to usrah but a little bit late lahh and we played a game after that.

Then last night there's a meeting for PRS. Thank God I still had a drop of strength left in me so I went to that meeting too.

Well that was my yesterday's story. Last week? I can't even remember kekeke >_< My planner is as clean as an A4 paper, such a shame rite? Seriously I just don't feel like writing now. Typing is fine !

Bye bye ^^ nak sambung buat video.

Thank you again :) lol whatevss

I will never understand why there are some people who can't see good things happen to others. 

Deep deep deep inside~ I still can't forget it though 😏 haha. It was horrible laaaaa, kiddos.
Really. Please don't try it on anyone.

My friends told me to delete the previous entry.

And now it's gone.

I mean not entirely gone muehehe...

 of course not.

I'm sorry to all of you who have read it. 

Thank you to all my friends who tegur me directly without feeling scared or anything. You guys rock! ❤ 

So it's true then, no matter how good you are to everyone, there will always be some people who try to hurt you. Every single time. 

But it's okay. As long as you're on the right path and He knows that, you're good. 

You're good :)

Thank you for making up that story. Thank you very much.