Bukan farewell pun

Everytime update blog, mesti tulis pasal benda yang dah lepas, macam tulis report pulak. Haih.

So semalam ada agm kelab Explorimba (still a baby club sebab September lepas baru approved) and also JT punya penyerahan jawatan. Aku join agm Explorimba sebab dah dapat makluman awal yang aku handle bahagian teknikal then baru dapat tau JT pun buat event pada masa yang sama T___T sobs... untuk JT tu lagi penting kott.

Agm tu habis awal sikittttttt so sempat aku menyibuk kat JT kejap heheh.

Everybody can tell which one is me. The one who spoils the photo kekeke XD

Some of them actually wear niqab, that's why I make it blur. (One more time insta!)

Niatnya nak pakai baju ikut tema JT (jubah hitam + tudung maroon) then pergi agm, tapi tak boleh sebab aku naik basikal takkan nak pakai jubah khennn... -.- btw, basikal dah ada brek, sebab orang lain punya pulak kekekke XD

Next week, sepatutnya kena pergi jumpa Dr. Boon tapi tetiba he's not available so... minggu sekali lagilah. Tak sure nak pergi seorang ker berteman. Kan nangis lagi habis aku >_< hahahha. Takdelah.

Byeee~!

Yayyyy ^^

I think I did the stupidest thing again today. I rode a bicycle with a non-functional brake. Craaaazy yassss, I could have had an accident! Asma (the owner of the bike) already told me so many times to get off the bicycle if I met any hill but but but.... I didn't listen obviously. 😂

It was scary mannnnnn!

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Ok well, that's not the reason why I'm writing right now, so let's skip it..

Yesterday, I got a good news... well, kinda good news I think.

I was allowed to stay inside the college hostel again this year. See, all the involvements in/outside the uni finally paid off.

Buuuuuut....

I don't want to go.

My mum called yesterday once she knew that and to be frank I still couldn't believe that it was so easy to convince her that I like where I am staying now, at a house.

I love my bed, I love my room, and most importantly I love everyone here. Who would want to leave such lovely housemates and roommates who truly know the acronym MYOB? 

I wouldn't. :) Hehe goodbye~

P/s : I dunno why I'm so rajin updating stories when this blog is on private mode.

Honeymoon week, what?

Manchester United babies are playing against Everton right now and I feel like crying because we're also against Rooney Valencia just scored, one nil! 😂 oh please I need to release this excitement as fast as possible. Help!

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Hi! So I went to Sabah last Thursday.

Sponsored by my sister (or brother in law idk). Thank you! It's my first time going there ehehe. We stayed at Kota Kinabalu and then went to Kundasang on the second day. To get the ice-cream!

Well, I think their ice-cream is so overrated. Kind of~

But this milk is so good :9

 Upload every photo here

So I can delete them from my phone :)

I'm not gonna bore you with my mundane description about what I did/got there so let me just tell you my most unforgettable moment. Kekeke 😂 Durra almost lost at the airport ya know *rolls eyes*. I won't forget this incident like seriously why was I the one who had to face that hardship?! I didn't know what exactly happened until there's a middle-aged man carrying her came to me and asked, "Sister, is this your daughter?".

I, who was holding Iskandar at the moment blankly answered, "No, not my daughter" because Durrani is indeed not my daughter but then I remembered...

"Ohhh waaaaaait! That's my daughter, MY DAUGHTER! hehe" *can't believe I actually hehe-ed like that too 🙊

He only laughed and put Durra beside me. (Durra and Iskandar wore the same shirts, no wonder that man came to me out of all people)

But still... If I was him, I wouldn't have left any little kid beside someone like me you know... I mean hellooooo I said that Durra's not my daughter at first ritee? Then suddenly I admitted that she's my daughter. Whose aunty is acting stupidly like this? >_<  I should have said something more intelligent like umm lemme think "Oh that's my niece, sorry I think she just lost her mother inside. Thank you very much for bringing her to me. Thank you 100x." to be truly trusted. Intelligent ke :P

And thank God.. Durra has always been scared of me sooooo she just sat inside her stroller and not running away anymore. Yay me! Then my brother in law came to me but I didn't complain yet because he's my brother in law, not my sister and I just wanted Kakyen at the moment. TO ASK HER WHY DIDN'T SHE TELL ME THAT DURRA WAS ALSO LEFT WITH ME? WHYYYYYY?! 😭😭

End up, sampai Sabah baru I told her the whole story. I was very nice to let her sleep calmly on the plane :) muehehehe. Now please buy me that Manchester United keychain that I've been eyeing for so long. Tqvm mmmuah!

No lahh, actually I couldn't get mad at Kakyen because i dunno... she's way too nice and soft and soooooo nice and nice again and she's just nice. Aju nice!

Oooo both of you -.-

End of story.

I could eat seafood btw. Just wanna let you know. Sedap sangatlah seafood kat sini plus I didn't know the price of any single item thanks to Abe Shahrul hehe. He even gave me some pocket money which I returned to Kakyen asap because I didn't know what to buy here. Literally. (But you bought some t-shirts for me too so tenkiuuu ❤)

So many sellers promoting their stalls and we chose this one.

They served a generous amount of drink too! I love it >_<

Ni seaweed mende tah... sorry my tastebud couldn't accept u sweetheart sobsss T.T

Pretty!

And one with Iskandar! Oh see, maybe I do look like a mother lol :P

Before I left my house on Wednesday (my so called house in Jeli), I posted this thing in whatsapp story.

How cheesy~ it's a chained message and whoever replied to me will have to post this photo too in their ws story.

Yeah I know, I have always hated chain-messages or photos but idk what was I thinking on that day... maybe the decision to leave my tablet inside the locker also had some influence with this >_< ehh?

These guys... They did it out of sympathy
I know it hahaha XD

I couldn't reply to all of them because... Duhh I hate chained-message okay.
Pastu kau buat alahhh ngadee 😒

Aha. Sorry, can't resist this one.



Goodbye!

SEH 17/21

I met my new juniors just now and there were only seven of them. SEVEN. JUNIORS. At first I was freaking out because I didn't know what to say. Having the senior feeling was good (errrr not. I feel so old), really but to make them feel good with their numbers just choked me up. Urgh.

An hour later, I decided that I didn't regret coming to that event. I mean it was compulsory for me since it's under JT, but meeting the juniors is my own choice. So I made a right choice, I guess. They're so happy and excited omaigaddd 😭 major love to all of you! Hehe.

I love forestry very much - I just don't like how some people so narrow mindedly looking down on this course..geddit?

Now let's not think about the future or every unsure thing okay? Somehow everything will fall into place soon. All you need is patience. And hardwork, yes definitely can't leave that one hehe. And oooh always live the moment too, you might miss a lot of things while worrying about the unknown. Come on, we can do this!

(I'm telling this to myself first then it's your turn lol).

What's not to love?

I missed MU's match yesterday oooooh my god. So upset okay, Abah had texted me but I didn't even hear the notification tone. T__T

They only drew though but it's okay, I love them.

Anyway, forget about the match... because right now I'm soooooo in love with my new house (can't live inside the college anymore lulz), because it has a BIG living room where there are enough tables for all of us to study and berguling-guling hehe. See, I told you that I wanted to live here since last two semesters. There's a Harry Potter room also, sahhhh cute! The bedroom is only for sleeping which means I can sleep earlier now ^^ annnd I don't think I'll feel scared to wake up in the middle of the night too. It's safer here (kott..)



 Lol ^^



Lololol >_<

Even my schedule is sooooo lovely. No class again on Thursday yay!!
But I died every Tuesday 😪, the last class actually ends at 7pm.

Today, lectures and tutorial classes had started and I walked to class. I WALKED.

Then I sweat. Yes ofcos I love sweating because they say sweating is actually the fat crying. But what I don't like is the fact that we'll all smell like an... exploded mammoth. (Sorry, not 'we' it's just me) Can't wait to bring my bicycle here soon.

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I am paired with Azifah for usrah this year, you know the angel sent from heaven? Hehe.. I love love looove this girl. Last semester when she told me that I should become a naqibah again, I kindly declined her offer because... I just didn't want to do it anymore.

Why?

I was not a good naqibah, that's what I thought and I pitied my anak-anak usrah. See, this girl was done surrendering, like TOTALLY.

But she was so good at convincing me. Long story short, I agreed to join again, but with one condition. She must not leave me alone. Never. (So silly of me to give such condition, ofcos no one will leave me. It's usrah we're talking about not a random backstabbing organization) Honestly I almost forgot about that after listening to Ustaz Khalid's talk during our muzakarah just now. Everything was so inspiring and I felt good once again. Thank you for this feeling, Allah, I will be forever grateful for each moment I spent with them.

Only certain people get to be called 'angel sent heaven' by me and they're included. ❤

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Assalamualaikum! 

We, my family and I went to that place again last month. Shhh. That place which name shouldn't be said due to its bad effect on you guys kekeke. The sweetest thing about it is that we went there as one whole family! ❤️ But I might be forgetting everything already which is lucky for you haha. Oh wait! I remember B ate lotssss of strawberries, I couldn't even look at her without feeling like I wanted to puke. Also remember that I took so many photos of abg. Zul. I swear he was eeeeeverywhere! I did try to shooooo him away of course but it became a legit failure BECAUSE HOW COULD I DO THAT WITH ZAYN AIDAN IN HIS EMBRACE?!

We went to Mossy Hill, Big Red.. oh okay you don't want to know that sorry. Hik hik >_<

Let the pictures speak then~


Meet one year old baby Iskandar!
He's so adorable! tq kakyen for giving birth to this precious jewel >.<

Baby in an attempt to make a duck face.
And me trying not to fall asleep.

We went out for some steamboat at almost 10 pm kottt.

*sleeps*

Family photo! Yes it's blurry and I looked so short omg
but everybody was there so let say Alhamdulillah with me hehe. 
Fyi, our raya photoshoot this year had been a total disaster, 
I'll write a separate post about that ok.

Please, appreciate this one. Thank you.

AFHA + Zara + Zarith + Durrani + Iskandar + Zayn Aidan.

Abg. Zul took this photo that's why it's so senget aigooo.. and 
how come Anis looked like she had the same height with me?

I just love this pic! Geng bongsu tak berapa nak bongsu XD

Kakna, what were you pointing at?

Idk how to caption this one.

Blue sky?

Kids and their parents?

#DURRANiSKANDAR family. Kakyen uses that hashtag all the time :)

The unofficial photographer for this trip. She took bad photos too 
but other people were worse than her somehow kekeke XP

We also went to Cameron Square and I tried some of the games there lol *won't tell you which one* because my nieces urged me to. Basically the purpose of doing that was for them to be amused watching their Lion Makteh and for me to look like an idiot. T.T eyyyy

I followed Kakna's family on the last day because the rest wanted to go home already. Sooooo off to tea plantation we went! Kakna (or abg. Zul idk) ordered these:

*drooling*

Mine was the chocolate one (not the muffin) but idk how I ended eating all of them. The drinks too (there were hot chocolate, milk tea, iced-lemon tea and plain water) because KakNa only took a slurp and B also took a slurp and everybody was just so cerewet.

Went home and I lost my voice. Ha-ha not kidding. I totally lost my voice followed by a terrible cough. Then I got a high fever. Then wala!... mood swing.

LION got a mood swing bebeh, party's overrrr!

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KakNa baked a marble cake a day before raya haji, and look what happened four days later.... hehhe..

No fungi or mould forming. But nobody wanted to finish it.

Guess what? it was so hard. *who's the baker? pahahhaa* Btw if you're wondering why only half of the cake left and which monster actually ate the other half, well...

I did. I did.

Because it still tasted yummy, I kid you not! (can't be a judge for any cooking show this girl hahahhaa)

Ok moving on~

Kak Ummi got engaged on 2nd Sept but I didn't attend it. I still had no voice on that day. It would be so weird to just keep quiet and refrain myself from roaring coughing as loud as I wanted. Congratulation to you, my beautiful cousin! 😘

Third day of raya haji, I'd got some visitors. Nurayunie binti Nafi, Hasni Syahira binti Abdul Ghani, Elunihayati binti Abdul Hamid, and her little cousin. (What's with the full name you may ask? Hihi... you know, just in case someone is searching for any of them, their secret admirer especially, you can find them here! Thank me later, bruh. On your wedding day ;P)

Honestly I was very tired. I didn't even want to get off my bed let alone meeting other people and I would seriously eat those who tried to wake me up then my mum told me that my friends came, sigh...

GOSHHHHHHH which friends?! Please tell them I just died, pleaseeeeeee.. 😫

I'm so sorry hahahha, I love all of you but the fever was killing me... and my mood.

Those three are the queens of impromptu visits so it's nothing weird to my mum. And I thought they only come to see me lol then Luni shoved my face with her external hard disk - for movies. K fineeeee gal! You only want the movies, tsk.. I'll give you my laptop. XP nah hamek kau..

Later, they dragged me to Zulaikha's house for her nephew's aqiqah. I refused ofcos.. buuuuut before I knew it...

...we were all having lunch there. Pretty funny, huh?

I think they're also secretly the queens of convincing others. My friends are so talented...haihh.

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Remember this date Aliaa (7th Sept 2017), you quitted instagram. Oooooo I'm so proud of myself *cries*! So proud that my blog also went private tehee~

This was posted on the 1st Sept. What the hell was I thinking?! Duhh I shouldn't say goodbye if I want to go away, just leave laa aliaa eh kemon~... Leave and let them wonder where you go~ -.-

I had deleted that post tho... Today, no regrets.

Because it captioned this picture and I just realize that I don't like the one on the right. Who on earth smiles like that?

*hands up*

Me. Nobody nobody but me.

Also... Oh actually I'm up to nothing today Just done scrolling some threads in twitter (yasss I got tweet tweet now ^^) because every class was cancelled today (there's an event idk what it is so don't ask) and you know, it really bugs me, like TOTALLY bugs me seeing how some people are shamelessly talking bad about others. Putus tunang. Buat thread in twitter. Gf/bf curang, buat thread. Cerita hantu, sihir semua buat thread. It's like a trend! Don't get me started about the language that they used. So rudeeeee! Bod*h. B*bi. B*tch. Sh*t. F*ck were like their common words!

So sad.

Okay, so I used to do that too in my blog. Literally throwing everything that my heart said about certain persons, except I didn't curse like that... or not at all, you know that huffaz guy and the gossip girl. They did something I didn't like, so I got my revenge and did something wrong by writing here. Not intelligent at all haha >_<

Maybe it's the devil in me. But I don't feel anything about it except serendipity LOL. Btw, I don't trust anyone and that's why lerr I will always prefer my blog over someone else (except my family), just in case you're asking... because,

1. I think it’s proven that humans are so good at backstabbing half of their own population. WE ALL SEE THAT COMING, admit it 😏 akhir zaman kott.. 
2. This blog isn't well known, thus the story won't spread far. Heck, no one will ever spread it because they will get bored even before they finish an entry HAHAHA XD
3. People rarely ask me about those persons. Buat apa tanya because even when they do, never in a million years will I tell them a word. (me being too secretive just annoyed my friends seriously. I'm sorry heheh.)
4. There's no button for 'retweet' or 'like' here. If you don't like what I wrote, then just go click the 'x' button where it always is. Simple. Why spread something rude if you know it's rude? 

Sooooooooo it's fine. I guess.

Oh I'm not saying that I'm right okay (The REAL right thing to do is to keep quiet, be patient, and pray to Allah so He will give hidayah to those people of course). Everything in life has limits and you set your own limit. We are all grown up now, takkan semua benda nak diajar macam budak tadika lagi. Come to think about it, we'd spent like 11 years from primary till high school learning about morals.

Cannot relate eh?

Seronok maki-maki orang macam itu zikir harian kita?

Pity us.

I am very new to twitter btw and don't know much yet. But rather than finding it addictive, I think it's just a waste of time just like instagram... but don't worry, you can blame me - for wandering aimlessly at some random crappy timelines :P

Please people, don't be too stupid to blabble everything on social media. You could trigger others to create a lot of assumptions. Like, what I'm going through right now... I want to tell you, I don't care anymore 😒

Allahuuu, I thought that my course is tough enough but these people are even more complicated. Sangaaaaat!

If you hate someone, can you not pull me into it also? The funny thing is that : if I didn't even budge from your... hasutan? (pfft) you suddenly said that I was already influenced with your enemy. Wutt?! God, it's so annoying.

Why do they even have an enemy in the first place? (actually enemies 😑).

So there are two sides here. Two gangs. A and B. I am in between. It's not even my choice to be in between but my life is so sad lol :P and things happen and before I know it, I was there. Surpriseeee!

This is the circle of friends that I'd mentioned long time ago. They never changed.

I know my classmates know everything too since they've witnessed everything in the class and they're sympathy of me. But they can't do anything.

No one actually likes one of the girls from gang A. I repeat, no one. Including me, but mind you I'm still trying so hard to teach myself to dislike only her mean attitude ok. Pheww... I can do this! so hard, mannnnn!

The judgmental look from both gangs totally doesn't welcome me as long as I'm still in between of them. Personally I like gang B better because they're nice, both parties are nice (err... noooo) but I'm much fond to the attitude of gang B. Plussssssss what I dislike about gang A is that they treat me like I must choose one side only. Which is crazy. Kerja giler.

Syurga neraka bolehlah nak pilih satu, ni kawan sayang~ you can't eliminate just anyone from your life unless you've got that pass/ticket to heaven or something then... just do what you want. But remember, we have Rasulullah s.a.w as our role model and he... forgives the worst of people.

No one is guaranteed the heaven, now get your feet on the ground, peeps.

Regarding this thing, I will truly appreciate it if they don't tell me anything at all. I'm doing my own thing, whatever it is that they're thinking I'm doing doesn't matter at all. Please, please, please take a real good care of your heart. Fix it. Don't damage it with your sad thoughts about other people, stop overthinking. Okay?

Being a pitiful victim sucks but it feels funny too hahaha XD. Entahlah, this is sooo the end of the world, isn't it? But I'm glad He chose me, because I am forever in need of His guidance :)

Last semester I walked to class alone every morning, all the way from my room because that's the only time I could actually be alone and I always felt like crying. Why did I end up staying with them?It's obvious to my heart that I was not happy being with those people, not at all. But then when I looked up to the sky, the miserable feeling just went away like breeze. That moment, I know He was there and He would help me get through this. Goshhhh...

I'm sorry if everything that I wrote above is also stressful for you.

Now! let me show you these Android names, tetiba kannnn hahaha 😂 they're so cute !

Cupcake

Doughnut

Eclair

Frozen yoghurt

Gingerbread

Honeycomb

Ice cream sandwich

Jellybean

Kit Kat

Lollipop

Marshmallow

Nougat

Oreo

Give me all of them!!! Dapnyeee 😚

Next will be P and it could be a pineapple pie or a peach cobbler! :D Till then...

Oh btw Ifah sent a nice message to me awww. Why this girl?! 😍 always at the right moment.

🌹"Jangan pernah mencampur adukkan antara dia dan sikapnya. Karena dia akan tetap menjadi dia sementara sikapnya akan berubah tergantung dari sikap kita kepadanya. Kamu berhak membenci sikap seseorang tanpa perlu membenci orang tersebut."🌹

🌸Habib Ali Zaenal Abidin Bin Alwi Alkaff🌸

She didn't know anything, I swear this girl could read my mind.

Goodbye everybody. Hikhik. ^^