Meeting my sv~!

Assalamualaikum.

*dah lama tak bagi salam kan*

Hey guys. Alhamdulillah I finally found and met my fyp supervisor today!

Oh~ it was such a long tiring day. Quite fun actually, (for this one lecturer) because I stumbled in front of her and she laughed at me. Well, at least I made her day. Pfft XD

Last Sunday, when I whatsapp-ed my soon-to-be-supervisor, she told me that she had a seminar in KB and would only be at office on Tuesday but sadly my message did not even reach her today. So I waited, and waited, and waited. For hoursssss. In the end I was just kind of frustrated. So I went to meet my professor instead, to get something done and I gave him a chocolate. Yassss. A CHOCOLATE, which was supposed to be for my soon-to-be supervisor - (Dr. MSTBS. Pronounced however you like). Hehe.



But prof deserves a chocolate
also, he's been nice to me
for almost three years now

Then after I left his office, I got a text message from Dr. MSTBS, telling me that she just found her phone. Omg. I felt so bad. Seriously! The chocolate was goneeeee >.<

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She's too lovely and very, very kind. The way she talked about her previous students just made me smile and instantly liked her. Aww she's just... idk. Where do I get that chocolate again? T.T

She expertise in nanoemulsion which is why I want her to guide me because that topic is very interesting and it relates to my project. She accepts me right away, guys! I am soooo happy 😀

A little sneak peek of nanoemulsion; well based on what she'd said earlier, it's how we could combine oil and water without separating those two liquids. Yes, it is possible for oil to mix with water :) But it requires surfactant. But it's okay, we can get that somewhere. Later.

I'm going to start reading the thesis tomorrow morning. In her office. Because they're not yet submitted to the library as references. Shhh. But right now, I shall jot down some information about the plant extractives that might catch my attention.





Goodbye for now. Take care :)

Let's throwback...

because I am bored. And I can’t sleep. Well I’m not supposed to feel bored, am I? There are like 10 days left before finals. Phewwwww... *let’s not think about that now* Anyways here’s an update! Hello again, friends :)

14/12/2017

On that date, aku berlakon y’all! 😂 *throws confetti wohoho*. Jadi watak mak, pastu ada laa seorang anak derhaka (nauzubillah). So nak dijadikan cerita, pelakon utama tetiba tak boleh datang pada hari kejadian dan aku kena ganti dia (pfft~ what a joke). Dapat tahu pulak 10 jam before shooting video (double jokes). Skrip dahlaa dalam bahasa arab pastu panjang berjela lagi, so... hmmm. Redho. Papepun aku berjanji pada diri sendiri yang aku takkan tengok video tu. Never. Nehi. La. Teringat jer pun boleh cringe 24hrs~ :3

Why year three still kena berlakon, you ask??

Because I enrolled in an Arabic class (and this vid is a part of our assessment), and since I took language class a year later than some of my friends, all the people in my class rn were basically a year younger than me... and they adorably called me 'kak Aliaa' hewhew... 😗

Ustaz said "tak kisahlah awak nak buat video tentang apapun, yang penting saya nak kelas awak dapat nombor satu." and I only half-listened to that because I thought I wouldn't involve at all for the video making or whatsoever. Plus, I was already in charge for the tickets --"

My family came to visit me also that day because Abah was going to Makkah, not with my mum but with his friends. I really really adore their friendships you know, Abah and his friends, seriously all of them are so cuteeee hanging out together doing productive things like solat hajat and something similar uhuhu #friendshipgoalstilljannah XD I think all of them were from the same secondary school, Sultan Ismail College.

15/12/2017

So... I did not go to the hall where they tayang the video. Like, obviously duhh (¬_¬)ﾉ ~ *can you believe that we only took less than 24hrs to make the whole video??*

Surprisingly, we got number two out of all other language classes (Spain, France, Thai, Mandarin). Well, wow jugaklah enn 😌. Sorry ustaz, bukan nombor satu.

Then that night ada dinner course aku. The theme was B&W. Since I didn't have any black n white outfit (that was suitable for an occasion like that), I went like this...

The theme breakers... yep I know that dress looks familiar..

why did I make that mini heart sign though? *slaps self*
 



“Sokay~ Aku bayar kott ehh sukatilah nak pakai apa...” That was what I muttered to myself aaaaaaall the way from home to the hall (because I was so scared that I might look weird) I was still the weirdest one tho, because there's nothing b&w on me... except my eyebrows. If they’re even counted.

17/12/2017

Present tender kayu balak!

I !

was

so

nervous

waiting

for

this

day.

Wutt is thiss??

We, from a logging company called Gold Skidder, had to compete with other groups to assure the judges (a.k.a lecturers) to choose our company. You know, to invest their money. LOL.

*btw our company is a legal one ok XD

before present haruslah tayang muka kerek camniii haa

*to scare our rivals ritee?

And we won.

Alhamdulillah.

It's so exciting hahaha haha ha... Not!

Ok so we actually need to present the tender for 20 minutes only (10-15 minutes presentation + 5 minutes Q n A). But, because we were 'super lucky', we got attacked by lots of people with questions homaigod I don't even want to remember it... our group stood the longest in front of the room.

But I didn't feel like it's long or anything, until I watched our video. Boy, did we really look that good??! >_<



Hats off to all my teammates. We did great!

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And also! that day, should I say this? miahahaha >_< So... his friend actually knew that I know him...amagad (emm I guess... no, ok I'm positive). I watched his friend's instastory. He happened to screenshoot my ig story that I updated that morning and then sent it to him! Which...

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Idk, thank god I saw it after the presentation hehe.
 K byee~ It seemed like he didn't know me though, but Cameron Highlands somehow reminded him of someone hmm :) *k baii*

18/12/2017

Presentation of our forest inventory. All went well I think. Prof asked questions on the basal area of our plot *cries*. We totally had no idea since we only took the basal area of the trees. Why prof whyyyyy. But we finally got it correct although it took quite some times heheh. All in all, Alhamdulillah.

19/12/2017

I fell sick again weyyyyy. Now I dunno why.. T.T

This time, I didn’t see the doctor. Because I was so weak and too lazy to move, plus the meds didn’t work well on me. It would still take me more than a week to completely recover so better not penat-penat pergi klinik kan.

I didn’t tell my mum also hehe because I love doing that since forever ^^ yuhuuu~!

Haritu tak sakit kepala pun, but this time... it was the BOMB 🎆 BOMB🎆 BOMB🎆 headache. I asked Fatin to buy me a Cool Fever *thank you kurus! I am really fond of dat cool thing you know because it always makes me feel like I'm pampering myself when it's on my forehead lol >_<

Sadly I didn’t attend any lectures too that day as I slept since morning till evening, only woke up to pray and eat. Even that took me so much energy 😢 When I woke up that evening, I found a bottle of cooling water (yang cap kaki tiga tu) and a bottle of 100 plus right beside my bed. Who on earth was so nice to gimme that? 😭

Year three is the year that I mostly skip my classes and lectures, because of not being healthy. Actually not year three, it’s just the month of November and December buuuuuuut I’ve never crossed the 20% line yet so don’t worry, see ya there final exam! See you when I see you~

That day, we also had a video presentation for class wood n non wood chemistry. My group won again and I wasn’t there to celebrate sobs3x... (tbh idek that it was a competition 😂).

Uyun was the leader, she's the cutest one in front.

Dr Sitti treated them ice cream after that, and I could only see their selfies. #sadlyfe

Then at night, there was supposed to be this class for techno daie (photoshop class), I couldn’t go obviously but demm... it sure took me lots of courage to tell my partner that I was sick. I didn’t want to look like I was making excuses, although I might already look like that to him.

Every time he conducted a program under our lajnah, I was aaaaaaalways sick. Eeevery single time. Sorry, kid... it’s not like I wanted this to happen okies.

Lastly, one more photo with the leader...just because we wore

the same stripeyy shirt! Hehe. I'm a lot happier when I meet someone shorter

than me. Again, why that mini heart?? *sorry bella I surrender*

This was during our course exhibition day. We, year three students made recycled papers from the newspaper!

I had sooo much fun that day minus the fact that I had to deal with this pakcik who kept calling me for inappropriate reasons -.-

 20/12/2017

Yesterday, my last presentation for Dr. Hazim's class. I was feeling a little better so... yeah I was ready for it. It's just a mock proposal defense and I think we (me, Annur, and Fatin) did okay.

However when I explained the results, there was a little misunderstanding lol. I was so embarrassed because I'd been explaining about it so confidently like I knew everything (confidence level skyrocketed since we practiced a lot hihi). I mean I explained everything that I knew based on all the journals that I'd read about that similar research (but neeeever enough aliaa, remember that!).

He's very nice though to correct me and explained the real results with examples that were more complementary to our project. Thank you Dr. ^^ If it's not because of him, Annur and Fatin wouldn't know the correct results too. And ohhh please include myself. Hehe.

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So okay, I guess that's all for now. I hope you're doing well, readers and thank you for reading this entry. Bye bye. Actually I'm still not sleepy. But don't tell me to study or do revisions, because that would be a perfect sleeping pill right now (what's the point of studying if you just do it in order to sleep??). Manchester United have a match against Bristol City after this, but I'm not excited at all. Maybe the fever is still messing up with my brain. Hmmm. Oh well, goodbye again...

manymanymany things!

Assalamualaikum

Hi. I'm still alive.
Salam Maulidurrasul, friends :)

I should post this entry last month actually like, umm yesterday or the day before yesterday 😬... and I forgot to schedule it, so here's a new post ^^ ! Also, I know you might get confused with my timeline here, but please ignore it okay. I was am confused too 😂 

And why on earth does it feel so long since I last blogged here? 

Firstly, let's go a few weeks back. The eco-challenge explorace (18/11/17) was a success, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah 😄 Basically I don't have anything to say about this event. It was not that perfect, perfect you know, but we did our best and lots of people loved it. Hehe.. so what's more to ask.

Last Tuesday (21/11/17) was the last time I went into the forest for this semester. So happy! It's raining everyday here so I didn't like the wet feel on my hands whenever I touched the grass and trees. It's just gross... I couldn't hold on to anything.

My mum actually bought a lemongrass soap and lotion for me to repel the vampires (a.k.a pacat) whenever I went to the field. Maybe she just noticed that I got so many scars on my feet tehee sorry future husband. And I purposely left it at home 😂. No tbh I really forgot to bring it here, and that's okay because I always brag to her how I'm not afraid to that so called vampire. Dengan riak dan takabburnya... Pfft 🙊 but hey it's the truth whaaaaat >_<

Attached below is the face after I was bitten by seven vampires.
(which is a very, very small number y'all, usually it’s up to 20).
📷 : Kee

One of the reasons why I never post any picture of me with that background:

Because of the barai look ofcos. Ok stop staring!

Oh wait! look at that eyebag hahaha !

*no you don't see any tears, it's just a fake smile XD
Senyum semewek bak kata Ili. 

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Zara turned seven on 22nd November! 

Yuuuuhuu happy birthday kakak 😘

You should send me some cakes too next time T.T

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There's an interesting story I want to tell you. Uh... how do I start this. Ok now my neighbourhood is no longer safe... I think(?) Last two week there was a female student harrased by two men who were holding knives. She's okay though. Buuuut it happened during the daylight (insane right??).

I am scared too because I always cycle to the faculty whenever I have meetings at night. I repeat : at night. And yes I do have a deadly, sharp machete in my bag all the time (sebab nak guna masa masuk hutan jer, pastu balik rumah lupa nak keluarkan dari beg), I swear if the guards know this I'll be arrested right away 😂 muahahha!

Aha it's not funny. The strength of a girl can never beat the man's. So... I am scared.. machete or no machete, it won't be any difference.

Once, I had a meeting in the campus after Isyak, and it's just me from my neighbourhood. I went alone, riding on my bike as usual. (Kakna Kakyen n Anis~ if you're reading this, don't tell Ma and Abah ok 💕 love you!) At the first junction of the residential area, I saw two men on motorcycles chatting to each other, but I wasn't thinking about anything negative at the moment. Until I was halfway from my destination where there was no one on my sight and the road was dark and the only thing I could hear was the sound... well the sound of my ancient bicycle. Kreek kreekk *sighs* Miraculously, that’s also when my brain decided to open its door as wide as possible for eeeeeevery bad thought it could think of. Lol. *slow claps* Damnit! 😬

I had never cycled and recited ayat kursi so fast in my life like I did that night (I almost peed). Cam orang tak betul, serius.. Nobody followed me fortunately. Phew~ 😌 #imparanoid

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Moving on. I also joined English Camp last week (23 - 25/11/17). Had to handle a bunch of adorable kids and we got number one for our performance during the cultural night! I felt sooooo happy ^^ and excited and ooooh the feeling was just unreal.

1st reason : because I was the one who made the drama script and trained them day and night.

2nd reason : they listened well to my instruction... although... well you know they could only focus for two minutes, after that we would only see their bodies there. Well, literally. The souls were already flying to neverland *rolls eyes*

3rd reason : they love me! Lol jk 😂 idk about that.

4th reason : they are all geniuses. all of them.

I wasn’t expecting myself to join EC this semester actually because... I was not a member of Kelab Darul Falah. Ok just to enlighten you a little, KDF held English Camp every semester but I only joined it now. I went for their iv during my first semester and failed miserably due to some people being biased. Whoops! ok already said that. I hadn’t gone for their iv since then. Readers, I didn't hold any grudge ok, it's just...umm I was busy with something else :P

Anyhowww~ I promise that this will be the first and last time I join EC. It was suuuuuuper tiring! 😭 I just can’t and don’t want do it anymore. #soweak

Besides, I always had some silly arguments with my partner during that camp lol. It's not obvious laa, we were just so profesional you know *flips hair*. She’s a cool and cheerful first year student. While me is a grumpy old lady hunting for perfection, and aaaaalways says no to last minute works (during the camp only... don’t misunderstand 😂)

I just wanted to settle everything fast. No time to chill.

Maybe that’s the reason I didn’t really enjoy it. Aside of not getting enough sleep. Woooooah I can’t I can’t I can’t.. I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY! 😵

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And then to add salt to my wound, I caught a high fever after that camp. I looked very healthy though don’t know laaaa what’s wrong with my face 😩 I look sick when I’m healthy and I look extremely healthy when I’m sick.

I went to see the doctor and you know what... sshhh... he didn’t believe me also when I said I was sick *cries*. Why doctor why... 😢

Afterwards... ta dah my body temperature was 39°C.

“Uishh.. 39 nii. Tinggi." I gave him my annoying i-told-u-so lopsided smile. Because he deserved that.

I told you I demam you tak percaya sangat khennn..😏 #booo

He later asked if I needed an mc, and I fabulously said NO... hehe(because I was crazy) 💆 Actually I had three midterms that particular week, so taking an mc would be useless either way... hwaaaaaaa 😭😭😭

Wukayyyy ^^! Till then people! I miss you so much~ and orange kitty a lot hehe 😛 nooooooo I can't I can't!

Untitled.

Have you eaten today?

I'd been working on my obstacle for ecorace this whole morning and it was so tiring *my heart cries a lot because of that*. It's kind of weird how I could still laugh when all that I felt inside my body was... nothing. Yes, nothing. No wonder those people looked at me like I was an insane person. Actually all of us looked like zombies. Dirty zombies 😆. We took some selfies but I don't have the nerve to show that to you right now hahhaa. Takutlah korang tetiba mimpi ngeri malam-malam ni kann.. 

This will bore you readers but I'm gonna tell anyway. You know, I only ate a piece of bread this morning. Then at around 12 noon, we stopped our work and went home. I seriously lost my appetite after that so I didn't eat anything and even when I woke up at 5, I still did not feel hungry. But my tummy didn't feel good either. Idk...

These days I always think that I do sooo many man's works. Heavy works. Putting some sand into 15kg 50kg bags is considered a man's work, right? Nope? Ah I don't care. Now I'm tired. T.T

100 of sandbags were fully filled today by nine people. We were amazing, I know, thank youuuuu! (That also means I filled 10 of them. Nope, actually more than 10 *flips hair*.)

Tomorrow we need to go back to that site again and once our obstacle is done (tomorrow hopefully), we need to help other obstacle teams as well. Hahahaha haha ha.. Not funny. So Sultan Kelantan's birthday means nothing?! No way! I'm not gonna waste the holidays, I am going home no matter WHAT!

Awwwww this is so sad... *being someone who abides all the rules... l.o.l* *rolls eyes*

I can't go home, can I?

Sooo random but it means a lot to some people

Btw, I made a new facebook account last week. For the sake of the pages that I manage.

Goodbye! Please pray for my back. It hurts so much 😂 *not funny lahhh*

On that road once again

Hey guys. I just come back from my junior's house for some photoshoot session. 

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Why am I feeling so numb?

Whyyyyy?!

Sorry, I guess you don't understand what the title actually means, and I dontwanna explain either and you probably will stop reading at this point... *sigh* I don’t think I can take it anymore weyyyy because I'm afraid that I just cannot handle everything. Like bite more that I can chew? Na-ah… no no no. Oookay I admit that I could be confident at times… but when I don’t even feel like it, I am like the most anxious person ever exists. And right now, I am the latter, obviously... you see.

Hahaha ooowh god what have I been doing since I left that position?

NOOOOBODY, I repeat, noooooooobody wants to know that!

I don’t really have a long-term dream right now tbh. All I’m trying to achieve are just my short term goals. For example my quizzes, and things like that. Tim Minchin says that you don’t need to worry about what you’re gonna do with the rest of your life. And that is exactly what I am trying to do. Chill and smile XP lol.

I hope I can do well. Aminnnnn.

I phoned my mum yesterday and today (actually... okaylaa everyday), Anis said something in the background, telling Ma to tell me to wish her ‘good luck’. Sooo mengada laa uolls. So I said something quite long … which was quite touching also (ehh?)

She didn’t say anything after that but I could tell she was crying. Haha. My sister could be emotional sometimes. She's almost like me omaigosh when did you become like this? >.<, I only cry when I talk to my loved ones too because they matter sooooo much to me.

And how do I know that? Because I am a good sister *duhh* and she loves me!

Good luck you munchkin lover~ (oh yeah, munchkin is me) 

Bukan farewell pun

Everytime update blog, mesti tulis pasal benda yang dah lepas, macam tulis report pulak. Haih.

So semalam ada agm kelab Explorimba (still a baby club sebab September lepas baru approved) and also JT punya penyerahan jawatan. Aku join agm Explorimba sebab dah dapat makluman awal yang aku handle bahagian teknikal then baru dapat tau JT pun buat event pada masa yang sama T___T sobs... untuk JT tu lagi penting kott.

Agm tu habis awal sikittttttt so sempat aku menyibuk kat JT kejap heheh.

Everybody can tell which one is me. The one who spoils the photo kekeke XD

Some of them actually wear niqab, that's why I make it blur. (One more time insta!)

Niatnya nak pakai baju ikut tema JT (jubah hitam + tudung maroon) then pergi agm, tapi tak boleh sebab aku naik basikal takkan nak pakai jubah khennn... -.- btw, basikal dah ada brek, sebab orang lain punya pulak kekekke XD

Next week, sepatutnya kena pergi jumpa Dr. Boon tapi tetiba he's not available so... minggu sekali lagilah. Tak sure nak pergi seorang ker berteman. Kan nangis lagi habis aku >_< hahahha. Takdelah.

Byeee~!

Yayyyy ^^

I think I did the stupidest thing again today. I rode a bicycle with a non-functional brake. Craaaazy yassss, I could have had an accident! Asma (the owner of the bike) already told me so many times to get off the bicycle if I met any hill but but but.... I didn't listen obviously. 😂

It was scary mannnnnn!

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Ok well, that's not the reason why I'm writing right now, so let's skip it..

Yesterday, I got a good news... well, kinda good news I think.

I was allowed to stay inside the college hostel again this year. See, all the involvements in/outside the uni finally paid off.

Buuuuuut....

I don't want to go.

My mum called yesterday once she knew that and to be frank I still couldn't believe that it was so easy to convince her that I like where I am staying now, at a house.

I love my bed, I love my room, and most importantly I love everyone here. Who would want to leave such lovely housemates and roommates who truly know the acronym MYOB? 

I wouldn't. :) Hehe goodbye~

P/s : I dunno why I'm so rajin updating stories when this blog is on private mode.

SEH 17/21

I met my new juniors just now and there were only seven of them. SEVEN. JUNIORS. At first I was freaking out because I didn't know what to say. Having the senior feeling was good (errrr not. I feel so old), really but to make them feel good with their numbers just choked me up. Urgh.

An hour later, I decided that I didn't regret coming to that event. I mean it was compulsory for me since it's under JT, but meeting the juniors is my own choice. So I made a right choice, I guess. They're so happy and excited omaigaddd 😭 major love to all of you! Hehe.

I love forestry very much - I just don't like how some people so narrow mindedly looking down on this course..geddit?

Now let's not think about the future or every unsure thing okay? Somehow everything will fall into place soon. All you need is patience. And hardwork, yes definitely can't leave that one hehe. And oooh always live the moment too, you might miss a lot of things while worrying about the unknown. Come on, we can do this!

(I'm telling this to myself first then it's your turn lol).

What's not to love?

I missed MU's match yesterday oooooh my god. So upset okay, Abah had texted me but I didn't even hear the notification tone. T__T

They only drew though but it's okay, I love them.

Anyway, forget about the match... because right now I'm soooooo in love with my new house (can't live inside the college anymore lulz), because it has a BIG living room where there are enough tables for all of us to study and berguling-guling hehe. See, I told you that I wanted to live here since last two semesters. There's a Harry Potter room also, sahhhh cute! The bedroom is only for sleeping which means I can sleep earlier now ^^ annnd I don't think I'll feel scared to wake up in the middle of the night too. It's safer here (kott..)



 Lol ^^



Lololol >_<

Even my schedule is sooooo lovely. No class again on Thursday yay!!
But I died every Tuesday 😪, the last class actually ends at 7pm.

Today, lectures and tutorial classes had started and I walked to class. I WALKED.

Then I sweat. Yes ofcos I love sweating because they say sweating is actually the fat crying. But what I don't like is the fact that we'll all smell like an... exploded mammoth. (Sorry, not 'we' it's just me) Can't wait to bring my bicycle here soon.

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I am paired with Azifah for usrah this year, you know the angel sent from heaven? Hehe.. I love love looove this girl. Last semester when she told me that I should become a naqibah again, I kindly declined her offer because... I just didn't want to do it anymore.

Why?

I was not a good naqibah, that's what I thought and I pitied my anak-anak usrah. See, this girl was done surrendering, like TOTALLY.

But she was so good at convincing me. Long story short, I agreed to join again, but with one condition. She must not leave me alone. Never. (So silly of me to give such condition, ofcos no one will leave me. It's usrah we're talking about not a random backstabbing organization) Honestly I almost forgot about that after listening to Ustaz Khalid's talk during our muzakarah just now. Everything was so inspiring and I felt good once again. Thank you for this feeling, Allah, I will be forever grateful for each moment I spent with them.

Only certain people get to be called 'angel sent heaven' by me and they're included. ❤

H.E.L.P

Assalamualaikum

Seperti yang aku bagitau dalam post sebelum ni, actually post yang zaman bila lagi ntah, aku nak cerita pasal Heritage English Learning Program (HELP), program yang aku dapat elaun tu, yang kena mengajar bahasa inggeris budak-budak darjah 4 dengan 5 tu, hari Jumaat Sabtu tuu. Tapi sorry ler tak boleh cerita semua, sebab aku dah lupa 😂

Bulan ni insyaAllah akan diadakan majlis penutup. Tapi aku tak tau bila hehe. Phone aku problem sekarang so aku tak tahu apa-apa. Tapi tak payah risau sebab aku yang bijak ni sudah pun menyebarkan nombor mak aku kat semua orang. Bagus enn.. japgi ada yang call minta duit raya XP

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Untuk program ni which is under Dato' Pa, aku ditempatkan di SK Kalai bersama 11 orang lagi fasi. Semua students ada lebih kurang 100 orang. Ramai okee. Pastu akan ada seorang teacher untuk lead lecture. Fasi-fasi ni cuma membantu anak murid buat latihan je. Pastu adalah lagi aktiviti-aktiviti lain untuk pastikan diorang tak rasa bosan. Aku rasa tugasnya lebih kepada fasi lol.

Ni masa minggu kedua, aku tengah struggle nak ingat nama adik-adik comel kat situ,
siap tulis nama ikut warna baju kott. Pastu esok lupa balik kakakakka XD



Kelas bermula pukul 8 pagi sampai 5 petang. Aku kan... kan awal-awal tu dah tak berapa berkenan dengan program ni sebab terpilih (ehh pastu rajin pulak ko mohon then siap pi iv bagai -.-), bila tengok jadual yang packed macamtu jadi bertambah murung XD

Maaflah tak jelas lansung gambonye~

Tapi syukur kepada Allah sebab pada minggu first aku dah boleh adapt dengan suasana kat situ. Budak-budak semua friendly namateyy ^^ Aku ingat lagi hari first masa semua lelaki pergi solat Jumaat, fasi yang perempuan ni kemain bersungguh-sungguh appoint aku untuk bagi tazkirah dekat budak-budak. So okaylah aku start. Sebab memang ada dalam jadual pun.

"Nanti rotate tau?" kata Aliaa kepada sahabat-sahabatnya. Semua setuju 👍🏻

Pejam celik pejam celik, sampai minggu last aku jadi ustazah tak bertauliah -.-

Tapi seronok! Sebab semua orang nak dengar apa yang kau cakap ^^

We divided those kids kepada lapan groups ; GREEN (3), YELLOW (3), RED (2).

Dah boleh agak kan function colour tu? Hehe. Kalau Green memang budak-budak yang pandai, Yellow pun sama but slow sikit jer, then kalau Red ada yang tak boleh membaca dengan lancer lagi. Saaaangat menguji kesabaran.

Kadang-kadang ada jugak timbul perasaan nak ajar group Green jer every week, tak nak lansung ambik Red. Jahatnya iolls 🤦🏻‍♀️

Tapi kan,

Group Red tu kot yang buat aku appreciate cikgu-cikgu kat luar sana. Hahaha. Daripada ajar diorang guna kamus, sampailah diorang boleh faham apa yang soalan tanya. Kena marah pun tak pernah nak ambik hati T.T sobsobs...

Barisan fasi yang sengal ❤️

Terlebih nur pulak hehe

Fasi-fasi ni jugak selalu buat games (macam-macam games, bagus kan?  sebab teacher suruh sebenarnya pahahaha) untuk adik-adik sebab nak bagi diorang have fun sambil belajar. Yelah takkan aku jer yang nak murung sebab kelas pukul 8 sampai 5, mesti diorang pun murung ni.

But,

end up, diorang rindu (T.T) cepat giler rindunya.. Duhhh kids, tolonglah jangan bagi kitorang hard times tambah-tambah dah nak dekat minggu akhir kott.

Masa minggu yang takde kelas, siap whatsapp lagi fasi-fasi tanya asal minggu tu takde? Rindu nak belajar lagi.

Whaaaat? Takkan diorang tak happy lansung kelas takde? Weolls happy giler kott especially tuan punya blog ni sebab beliau dapat balik rumah weheeee! 

Haritu (bulan Mei tak silap) masa si koordinator bagi ucapan, dia ada cakap "This is like... the last time you will be able to see these kakak² and abang² faces.. sebab diorang dah nak exam, jadi dah tak boleh datang mengajar korang. So minggu ni buat yang terbaik, jangan nakal-nakal, dengar kata diorang okay?"

Aku dah berair mata, sikiiiiiiiit lagi nak menitis... Apeniii Aliaa this is soooo not you! 😂

Pandang kanan, fasi sebelah aku dah menangis. Whayyyyy?

Last amendenya koordinator?~ aku orang Kelantan kott mestilah boleh terjumpa kat mana-mana ishh.

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Aku pernahlah missed kelas sekali, sebab clash dengan field trip.

Lepas tu ada sorang budak lelaki ni tak datang kelas jugak esoknya. Darjah empat.

Kawan aku semua mati-mati ingatkan dia tak datang sebab aku.

Betul niiii?

Iyerrr, sebab budak tu asyik tanya mana Kak Aliaa.

Duk cari kau jer siap cakap nak kau ajar dia.

Awwww.

Whatevs~ I think he was absent because he went balik kampung or something.

Apapun aku dah perasan muahahahha XD

Btw, nama dia Aiman Danish 😃 ke tak? Aku keliru sebenarnya sebab ada sorang lagi nama Ieman Danish. Muka diorang hampir sama, pastu bestfriends pulak, dua-dua pakai kopiah, duduk sebelah-sebelah. Sejuuuuk mata akak tengok kome dua orang.

Si Aiman/Ieman tu markah paper English dia meningkat giler tahu? Masa exam bulanan, dari gred C ke A. Dah pandai buat karangan semua. Aku terharu plus gembira plus macam-macamlah >_< sebab...umm.. dia kan selalu cari aku..ahaks.

Kakyen : Dia score sebab cikgu dia pun ajar jugak. Bukan sebab uolls.

What a mood spoiler my sister -..-

So, nak kata apa eh? Alhamdulillah aku dapat jugak peluang mengajar budak-budak kat sini (walaupun tak dapat Ipg dulu uhuk uhuk). Sokay, no regrets. Lagipun aku tak rasa profesion guru ni sesuai dengan aku. Tak tipu ok. Aku garang, kurang tahap sabar tambah-tambah dengan budak-budak degil.

Aku kan Lion..lupa eh?

Oh mesti lupa kan sebab aku tak macam Lion? :D AHAHHAHAHAHAHA love you!

Ps : Tetiba aku rindu dekat ustaz Ezani, entah mengajar kat mana sekarang. Ni ustaz yang ajar aku bahasa Arab masa form 1 dulu... pastu dia pindah, yang selalu panggil aku Aina (tak kisah pun sebab memang orang selalu ingat aku nama Aina), yang baikkkk sangat macam ayah-ayah kita, yang buat aku sayang giler bahasa Arab :)

  

Before start kelas wajib ikut dia baca niat belajar ni dulu sampai aku dah ingat.. I mish!

Sesiapa yang bakal menjadi guru (aku tau ramai), bolehlah amalkan.
InsyaAllah semua akan dipermudahkanNya. You can do it!

*insert crying+laughing hysterically emoji*

Assalamualaikum

Yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy~! Finally guys, I am late I know.. but I just want to say how happy I am to have another girl replacing my position in this organisation! (not gonna explain further because it's not important).

Okay, so it has been a year collaborating with JB (k fineee he doesn't look like JB at all). A year! Umm...now you know which organisation that I'm talking about ritee? 😁

What else can I say other than it was a good experience? Tehee~

Even though... oh well I felt a bit annoyed at first because the seniors kept saying that it would be awesome for us to work together. Awesome? Seriously? Heh I still don't get it, because he told me that he didn't know anything  -.-"

This partner of mine a.k.a JB (should stop calling him that, sorry readers) a.k.a Haikal is from geoscience course, which is known as the busiest course in my university *roll your eyes now*, and I know... I know that I'll be left alone later on. Duh~ I even prepare myself for that. *wink wink*

My friends also tell me (annoyed again): "Dear Aliaa, you have to get ready to be veeery busy because Haikal is going to have a lot of field works bla bla blah. So do your job and manage your time properly okeng???"


And I thought : Hello~ as if I won't have any work to do -,-


Err..


Fine.


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But you know what?

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I WASN'T LEFT ALONE! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~! XD

Thank you very much, team leader. Hehe.

I'm sorry for being unaware about your existance all the time. Well~ I do that to all people *blows nails* tbh I really thought that he's busy 24/7, that's why I never tell or ask him to do anything. But really, there is still a little bit of this and that that I can't do on my own. I lack lots of things and I know it. So... thanks again for these one, two...ten months ehh? I guess.. lol whatever, I have Wani okay. Now everything has ended and that's what matters..yess! 😂

Searching for JB, aren't you?



I felt a bit sad during the interview day (in May) and somehow regretted that I didn't try this once more. Anyways.. Good luck to the new girl (and boy) ^^

P/s : Everybody loves JB. As expected 😒 All my friends love him you know.. plus he's quite famous too (yeah, shocking). They always compliment him and oooh, they also thought that he's going to be the next NYDP. No wonder I was always jealous. He's the good one and I automatically become the black sheep... psshh.

Goodbye!