Before 2017 ends

lemme just post one more entry.

HI guysssssss! So I update again today. Yay! >_<

Don't get shocked if you see me suddenly writing about my skincare routine or something that's sooooo not me like that ok? Because chances are... I'm gonna write about it soon. Swaggy people! Oh tetiba haritu kata nak stop update, ni pehal pulak?? tadehal bruhh.

Umm you know... because it's our study week right now, so I'm feeling extra extra exxxxxtra diligent to write. Like...obviously tsk. Can relate or not? hehe XD somebody should stop me now kbyee!

P/s : sorry about the short mia this morning, if you even noticed. Something came up :(

Let's throwback...

because I am bored. And I can’t sleep. Well I’m not supposed to feel bored, am I? There are like 10 days left before finals. Phewwwww... *let’s not think about that now* Anyways here’s an update! Hello again, friends :)

14/12/2017

On that date, aku berlakon y’all! 😂 *throws confetti wohoho*. Jadi watak mak, pastu ada laa seorang anak derhaka (nauzubillah). So nak dijadikan cerita, pelakon utama tetiba tak boleh datang pada hari kejadian dan aku kena ganti dia (pfft~ what a joke). Dapat tahu pulak 10 jam before shooting video (double jokes). Skrip dahlaa dalam bahasa arab pastu panjang berjela lagi, so... hmmm. Redho. Papepun aku berjanji pada diri sendiri yang aku takkan tengok video tu. Never. Nehi. La. Teringat jer pun boleh cringe 24hrs~ :3

Why year three still kena berlakon, you ask??

Because I enrolled in an Arabic class (and this vid is a part of our assessment), and since I took language class a year later than some of my friends, all the people in my class rn were basically a year younger than me... and they adorably called me 'kak Aliaa' hewhew... 😗

Ustaz said "tak kisahlah awak nak buat video tentang apapun, yang penting saya nak kelas awak dapat nombor satu." and I only half-listened to that because I thought I wouldn't involve at all for the video making or whatsoever. Plus, I was already in charge for the tickets --"

My family came to visit me also that day because Abah was going to Makkah, not with my mum but with his friends. I really really adore their friendships you know, Abah and his friends, seriously all of them are so cuteeee hanging out together doing productive things like solat hajat and something similar uhuhu #friendshipgoalstilljannah XD I think all of them were from the same secondary school, Sultan Ismail College.

15/12/2017

So... I did not go to the hall where they tayang the video. Like, obviously duhh (¬_¬)ﾉ ~ *can you believe that we only took less than 24hrs to make the whole video??*

Surprisingly, we got number two out of all other language classes (Spain, France, Thai, Mandarin). Well, wow jugaklah enn 😌. Sorry ustaz, bukan nombor satu.

Then that night ada dinner course aku. The theme was B&W. Since I didn't have any black n white outfit (that was suitable for an occasion like that), I went like this...

The theme breakers... yep I know that dress looks familiar..

why did I make that mini heart sign though? *slaps self*
 



“Sokay~ Aku bayar kott ehh sukatilah nak pakai apa...” That was what I muttered to myself aaaaaaall the way from home to the hall (because I was so scared that I might look weird) I was still the weirdest one tho, because there's nothing b&w on me... except my eyebrows. If they’re even counted.

17/12/2017

Present tender kayu balak!

I !

was

so

nervous

waiting

for

this

day.

Wutt is thiss??

We, from a logging company called Gold Skidder, had to compete with other groups to assure the judges (a.k.a lecturers) to choose our company. You know, to invest their money. LOL.

*btw our company is a legal one ok XD

before present haruslah tayang muka kerek camniii haa

*to scare our rivals ritee?

And we won.

Alhamdulillah.

It's so exciting hahaha haha ha... Not!

Ok so we actually need to present the tender for 20 minutes only (10-15 minutes presentation + 5 minutes Q n A). But, because we were 'super lucky', we got attacked by lots of people with questions homaigod I don't even want to remember it... our group stood the longest in front of the room.

But I didn't feel like it's long or anything, until I watched our video. Boy, did we really look that good??! >_<



Hats off to all my teammates. We did great!

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And also! that day, should I say this? miahahaha >_< So... his friend actually knew that I know him...amagad (emm I guess... no, ok I'm positive). I watched his friend's instastory. He happened to screenshoot my ig story that I updated that morning and then sent it to him! Which...

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Idk, thank god I saw it after the presentation hehe.
 K byee~ It seemed like he didn't know me though, but Cameron Highlands somehow reminded him of someone hmm :) *k baii*

18/12/2017

Presentation of our forest inventory. All went well I think. Prof asked questions on the basal area of our plot *cries*. We totally had no idea since we only took the basal area of the trees. Why prof whyyyyy. But we finally got it correct although it took quite some times heheh. All in all, Alhamdulillah.

19/12/2017

I fell sick again weyyyyy. Now I dunno why.. T.T

This time, I didn’t see the doctor. Because I was so weak and too lazy to move, plus the meds didn’t work well on me. It would still take me more than a week to completely recover so better not penat-penat pergi klinik kan.

I didn’t tell my mum also hehe because I love doing that since forever ^^ yuhuuu~!

Haritu tak sakit kepala pun, but this time... it was the BOMB 🎆 BOMB🎆 BOMB🎆 headache. I asked Fatin to buy me a Cool Fever *thank you kurus! I am really fond of dat cool thing you know because it always makes me feel like I'm pampering myself when it's on my forehead lol >_<

Sadly I didn’t attend any lectures too that day as I slept since morning till evening, only woke up to pray and eat. Even that took me so much energy 😢 When I woke up that evening, I found a bottle of cooling water (yang cap kaki tiga tu) and a bottle of 100 plus right beside my bed. Who on earth was so nice to gimme that? 😭

Year three is the year that I mostly skip my classes and lectures, because of not being healthy. Actually not year three, it’s just the month of November and December buuuuuuut I’ve never crossed the 20% line yet so don’t worry, see ya there final exam! See you when I see you~

That day, we also had a video presentation for class wood n non wood chemistry. My group won again and I wasn’t there to celebrate sobs3x... (tbh idek that it was a competition 😂).

Uyun was the leader, she's the cutest one in front.

Dr Sitti treated them ice cream after that, and I could only see their selfies. #sadlyfe

Then at night, there was supposed to be this class for techno daie (photoshop class), I couldn’t go obviously but demm... it sure took me lots of courage to tell my partner that I was sick. I didn’t want to look like I was making excuses, although I might already look like that to him.

Every time he conducted a program under our lajnah, I was aaaaaaalways sick. Eeevery single time. Sorry, kid... it’s not like I wanted this to happen okies.

Lastly, one more photo with the leader...just because we wore

the same stripeyy shirt! Hehe. I'm a lot happier when I meet someone shorter

than me. Again, why that mini heart?? *sorry bella I surrender*

This was during our course exhibition day. We, year three students made recycled papers from the newspaper!

I had sooo much fun that day minus the fact that I had to deal with this pakcik who kept calling me for inappropriate reasons -.-

 20/12/2017

Yesterday, my last presentation for Dr. Hazim's class. I was feeling a little better so... yeah I was ready for it. It's just a mock proposal defense and I think we (me, Annur, and Fatin) did okay.

However when I explained the results, there was a little misunderstanding lol. I was so embarrassed because I'd been explaining about it so confidently like I knew everything (confidence level skyrocketed since we practiced a lot hihi). I mean I explained everything that I knew based on all the journals that I'd read about that similar research (but neeeever enough aliaa, remember that!).

He's very nice though to correct me and explained the real results with examples that were more complementary to our project. Thank you Dr. ^^ If it's not because of him, Annur and Fatin wouldn't know the correct results too. And ohhh please include myself. Hehe.

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So okay, I guess that's all for now. I hope you're doing well, readers and thank you for reading this entry. Bye bye. Actually I'm still not sleepy. But don't tell me to study or do revisions, because that would be a perfect sleeping pill right now (what's the point of studying if you just do it in order to sleep??). Manchester United have a match against Bristol City after this, but I'm not excited at all. Maybe the fever is still messing up with my brain. Hmmm. Oh well, goodbye again...

Hi again~

I think I'm not gonna blog for a long, long time buddies~

 

 

Sorry, hehe just need to inform that to you because it really upsets me whenever readers come here and then they don't see anything new.

 

So now... at least you know. That I won't be updating.

 

(I am aaaaaaaaalways healthy don't worry about me hahah XD)

 

Goodbye. Thank you for reading this short post. With love, me.

manymanymany things!

Assalamualaikum

Hi. I'm still alive.
Salam Maulidurrasul, friends :)

I should post this entry last month actually like, umm yesterday or the day before yesterday 😬... and I forgot to schedule it, so here's a new post ^^ ! Also, I know you might get confused with my timeline here, but please ignore it okay. I was am confused too 😂 

And why on earth does it feel so long since I last blogged here? 

Firstly, let's go a few weeks back. The eco-challenge explorace (18/11/17) was a success, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah 😄 Basically I don't have anything to say about this event. It was not that perfect, perfect you know, but we did our best and lots of people loved it. Hehe.. so what's more to ask.

Last Tuesday (21/11/17) was the last time I went into the forest for this semester. So happy! It's raining everyday here so I didn't like the wet feel on my hands whenever I touched the grass and trees. It's just gross... I couldn't hold on to anything.

My mum actually bought a lemongrass soap and lotion for me to repel the vampires (a.k.a pacat) whenever I went to the field. Maybe she just noticed that I got so many scars on my feet tehee sorry future husband. And I purposely left it at home 😂. No tbh I really forgot to bring it here, and that's okay because I always brag to her how I'm not afraid to that so called vampire. Dengan riak dan takabburnya... Pfft 🙊 but hey it's the truth whaaaaat >_<

Attached below is the face after I was bitten by seven vampires.
(which is a very, very small number y'all, usually it’s up to 20).
📷 : Kee

One of the reasons why I never post any picture of me with that background:

Because of the barai look ofcos. Ok stop staring!

Oh wait! look at that eyebag hahaha !

*no you don't see any tears, it's just a fake smile XD
Senyum semewek bak kata Ili. 

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Zara turned seven on 22nd November! 

Yuuuuhuu happy birthday kakak 😘

You should send me some cakes too next time T.T

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There's an interesting story I want to tell you. Uh... how do I start this. Ok now my neighbourhood is no longer safe... I think(?) Last two week there was a female student harrased by two men who were holding knives. She's okay though. Buuuut it happened during the daylight (insane right??).

I am scared too because I always cycle to the faculty whenever I have meetings at night. I repeat : at night. And yes I do have a deadly, sharp machete in my bag all the time (sebab nak guna masa masuk hutan jer, pastu balik rumah lupa nak keluarkan dari beg), I swear if the guards know this I'll be arrested right away 😂 muahahha!

Aha it's not funny. The strength of a girl can never beat the man's. So... I am scared.. machete or no machete, it won't be any difference.

Once, I had a meeting in the campus after Isyak, and it's just me from my neighbourhood. I went alone, riding on my bike as usual. (Kakna Kakyen n Anis~ if you're reading this, don't tell Ma and Abah ok 💕 love you!) At the first junction of the residential area, I saw two men on motorcycles chatting to each other, but I wasn't thinking about anything negative at the moment. Until I was halfway from my destination where there was no one on my sight and the road was dark and the only thing I could hear was the sound... well the sound of my ancient bicycle. Kreek kreekk *sighs* Miraculously, that’s also when my brain decided to open its door as wide as possible for eeeeeevery bad thought it could think of. Lol. *slow claps* Damnit! 😬

I had never cycled and recited ayat kursi so fast in my life like I did that night (I almost peed). Cam orang tak betul, serius.. Nobody followed me fortunately. Phew~ 😌 #imparanoid

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Moving on. I also joined English Camp last week (23 - 25/11/17). Had to handle a bunch of adorable kids and we got number one for our performance during the cultural night! I felt sooooo happy ^^ and excited and ooooh the feeling was just unreal.

1st reason : because I was the one who made the drama script and trained them day and night.

2nd reason : they listened well to my instruction... although... well you know they could only focus for two minutes, after that we would only see their bodies there. Well, literally. The souls were already flying to neverland *rolls eyes*

3rd reason : they love me! Lol jk 😂 idk about that.

4th reason : they are all geniuses. all of them.

I wasn’t expecting myself to join EC this semester actually because... I was not a member of Kelab Darul Falah. Ok just to enlighten you a little, KDF held English Camp every semester but I only joined it now. I went for their iv during my first semester and failed miserably due to some people being biased. Whoops! ok already said that. I hadn’t gone for their iv since then. Readers, I didn't hold any grudge ok, it's just...umm I was busy with something else :P

Anyhowww~ I promise that this will be the first and last time I join EC. It was suuuuuuper tiring! 😭 I just can’t and don’t want do it anymore. #soweak

Besides, I always had some silly arguments with my partner during that camp lol. It's not obvious laa, we were just so profesional you know *flips hair*. She’s a cool and cheerful first year student. While me is a grumpy old lady hunting for perfection, and aaaaalways says no to last minute works (during the camp only... don’t misunderstand 😂)

I just wanted to settle everything fast. No time to chill.

Maybe that’s the reason I didn’t really enjoy it. Aside of not getting enough sleep. Woooooah I can’t I can’t I can’t.. I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY! 😵

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And then to add salt to my wound, I caught a high fever after that camp. I looked very healthy though don’t know laaaa what’s wrong with my face 😩 I look sick when I’m healthy and I look extremely healthy when I’m sick.

I went to see the doctor and you know what... sshhh... he didn’t believe me also when I said I was sick *cries*. Why doctor why... 😢

Afterwards... ta dah my body temperature was 39°C.

“Uishh.. 39 nii. Tinggi." I gave him my annoying i-told-u-so lopsided smile. Because he deserved that.

I told you I demam you tak percaya sangat khennn..😏 #booo

He later asked if I needed an mc, and I fabulously said NO... hehe(because I was crazy) 💆 Actually I had three midterms that particular week, so taking an mc would be useless either way... hwaaaaaaa 😭😭😭

Wukayyyy ^^! Till then people! I miss you so much~ and orange kitty a lot hehe 😛 nooooooo I can't I can't!

His birthday & something I don't really want to talk about

Assalamualaikum.

(I don't know whether you notice it or not, but this is my 200th post.)

Abah's birthday falls on 13th of November every year.

Which means he we celebrated it last Monday.

You see my happy face?

My face is blurry and Abah looks like he's not ready hahaha but I like this one a lot so... :D

 

That's because I went home.
 

 

Yep. I'm dead...

 

(will apologize later, don't worry.)
 

I went home but... I didn't even eat his birthday cake.
 

Because it was strawberry flavored. Duhh -.-

 

Okay that's all about Abah's birthday. I didn't write about Ma's last month so I don't want to be biased here LOL >_< enough with that.

 

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They held their first meeting which involved me yesterday.

And I asked something realllllly really stupid. Damnit bruh!

"If I can't take this position anymore, like I don't want it... is there anyone as replacement now?"

Gilerrrr ke apa T.T

Of course I regretted saying all that. I just felt sorry for the NYDP, his face was like... aww man, don't do this Aliaa... not right now... :(

...but he smiled regardless.

*im so, so embarrassed, tak tipu. Sobs..now let's cry over spilt milk everybody...

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Lillahita'ala ok, Aliaa?

Okengggg ^^

Bye.

Untitled.

Have you eaten today?

I'd been working on my obstacle for ecorace this whole morning and it was so tiring *my heart cries a lot because of that*. It's kind of weird how I could still laugh when all that I felt inside my body was... nothing. Yes, nothing. No wonder those people looked at me like I was an insane person. Actually all of us looked like zombies. Dirty zombies 😆. We took some selfies but I don't have the nerve to show that to you right now hahhaa. Takutlah korang tetiba mimpi ngeri malam-malam ni kann.. 

This will bore you readers but I'm gonna tell anyway. You know, I only ate a piece of bread this morning. Then at around 12 noon, we stopped our work and went home. I seriously lost my appetite after that so I didn't eat anything and even when I woke up at 5, I still did not feel hungry. But my tummy didn't feel good either. Idk...

These days I always think that I do sooo many man's works. Heavy works. Putting some sand into 15kg 50kg bags is considered a man's work, right? Nope? Ah I don't care. Now I'm tired. T.T

100 of sandbags were fully filled today by nine people. We were amazing, I know, thank youuuuu! (That also means I filled 10 of them. Nope, actually more than 10 *flips hair*.)

Tomorrow we need to go back to that site again and once our obstacle is done (tomorrow hopefully), we need to help other obstacle teams as well. Hahahaha haha ha.. Not funny. So Sultan Kelantan's birthday means nothing?! No way! I'm not gonna waste the holidays, I am going home no matter WHAT!

Awwwww this is so sad... *being someone who abides all the rules... l.o.l* *rolls eyes*

I can't go home, can I?

Sooo random but it means a lot to some people

Btw, I made a new facebook account last week. For the sake of the pages that I manage.

Goodbye! Please pray for my back. It hurts so much 😂 *not funny lahhh*

On that road once again

Hey guys. I just come back from my junior's house for some photoshoot session. 

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Why am I feeling so numb?

Whyyyyy?!

Sorry, I guess you don't understand what the title actually means, and I dontwanna explain either and you probably will stop reading at this point... *sigh* I don’t think I can take it anymore weyyyy because I'm afraid that I just cannot handle everything. Like bite more that I can chew? Na-ah… no no no. Oookay I admit that I could be confident at times… but when I don’t even feel like it, I am like the most anxious person ever exists. And right now, I am the latter, obviously... you see.

Hahaha ooowh god what have I been doing since I left that position?

NOOOOBODY, I repeat, noooooooobody wants to know that!

I don’t really have a long-term dream right now tbh. All I’m trying to achieve are just my short term goals. For example my quizzes, and things like that. Tim Minchin says that you don’t need to worry about what you’re gonna do with the rest of your life. And that is exactly what I am trying to do. Chill and smile XP lol.

I hope I can do well. Aminnnnn.

I phoned my mum yesterday and today (actually... okaylaa everyday), Anis said something in the background, telling Ma to tell me to wish her ‘good luck’. Sooo mengada laa uolls. So I said something quite long … which was quite touching also (ehh?)

She didn’t say anything after that but I could tell she was crying. Haha. My sister could be emotional sometimes. She's almost like me omaigosh when did you become like this? >.<, I only cry when I talk to my loved ones too because they matter sooooo much to me.

And how do I know that? Because I am a good sister *duhh* and she loves me!

Good luck you munchkin lover~ (oh yeah, munchkin is me) 

Blackey who?

Assalamualaikum

I won't tell wohohoho! Interpret the picture on your own, can you?

This girl didn't wake up last time she said she wanted to watch her babies (yappp of course her babies won! They rarely disappoint their mother now ^^ hehe) because she was too busy trying to digest an awesome article into her brain.

I stopped reading and highlighting the points halfway aaaaaaas I just realized that one of my unknown skills is reading an academic article without absorbing a single word. *cries* Chill aliaa chill.. the time just... isn't right. Yes. Soooo true. But tbh right now I could still describe Benfica much better than describing that article. I mean you ask me, where Benfica is on the map, I can show you exactly where it is. Just kidding, it's not on the map, it's a football club name :P

And if you ask me what is Kappa number, uhhh sorry. Wrong person 😗. Baby shark here dududunno anything...

Eyy guys, aren't you curious about my laptop a.k.a Blackey?

It will be hospitalised until the end of this week Abah said. Now I'm using his laptop which is so empty (and has no name, okaylaa Asus will do) -.- I got to choose whether I want to bring his or Anis's laptop (not hers actually, it's just she puts so many stuff in that lappy so I reckon it's hers) or our computer to uni. Ngehehehehe ^^

Of course I only want Blackey.

It has been with me for four years, just like baby Samsung. So let's pray for it to recover quickly. Thanks.

Am I not sad you ask? Oh well... I don't really feel sad since I'm not starting my fyp thesis yet XD so all is well, and I already saved everything on my sister's hard disk therefore they're safe. Except movies. And drama. And all Manchester United videos! Hwaaaaa 😫😫 No no, can't cry yet.

The day after I went back from that camp in Raub, I tried to turn Blackey on but nothing happened. Its screen was just as blank as my planner lol. So I plugged in the charger until it was fully charged and then I tried to start it again. Nope, it still wouldn't show any sign of life. Then I removed the battery and put on the charger again and woaaaaaaahhhhh I get it I get it! the light at the bottom front wouldn't come out at all! You know the led power indicator light...yes, that one.

I tried to do what youtube told me to do also (look, I was very desperate okay). Remove the battery and AC adapter then press the power button for 30 seconds. I pressed for like 15 minutes and it's useless.

So....

What the hell is happening to you...?

Blackey never caused me any problem before! Not even once. It'd never gone unresponsive, tak pernah mati terkejut, tak pernah tak pernah punnnnn!

So sad now

that it becomes like this... 😢

But then, when I look back at the purpose of turning it on on that day, which is to watch the new episodes of While You Were Sleeping (omaigad I loveeeee Han Woo Tak! 😍).

Maybe I shouldn't feel sad at all muahahhaa. Toodles!

Even facebook makes me cringe!

You liked that one post!

How come I only realized it just now? 😂

Oh well, that was meant for you anyway so... 

*lol aliaa lol*

*you know what guys, it's late and I should be sleeping right now because my babies have a game tomorrow at 4 and I, need to wake up for that!*

Maybe next time I shouldn't turn off the notification anymore mehehe~okbye!

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Correction, I should only use messenger from now on. 
No more facebook. Or new post.

TC, bruh! 

One more thing, good luck on your final year (or not yet? or am I late?!). You will definitely nail it. I mean you've done things much harder before (idk anything but engineering is hard, isn't it?), so of course you can do well too this time.

😛

Nevermind, I'm just gonna write all those things on my forehead instead. 

You, be well 😺

Satu pasukan satu semangat 👍

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.

I joined so many programs recently. But, today I'll just tell you about 1 Team 1 Spirit (1T1S) camp which was held in Raub, Pahang, since it's the best one so far.

There were so many interesting activities, all were handled by the trainers there, *do I sound lazy to you right now?* 

• water rafting (5km but it didn't tire me at all, ekspedisi sungai lebir 50 km kott)
• night walking (6km. There were like 6 checkpoints and I just love doing this because from checkpoint 5 to the final one, we're released one by one. Weeeeheeee I loikeee! It was super duper dark and tbh I really wanted to brag about it here in my blog but then, there's nothing scary so takpelah...)
• survival kitchen (we got third place out of seven groups. Ok or not ok?)
• water confidence (Best gila!)

I love eeeeeeeevery second spent at that camp. We slept in this cute hut btw which got no fan no anything, there was only a small lamp and that was that :) still better than a tent so why not?! 😜

I definitely recommend this place to all of you - Kela Adventure Camp. Oh in fact, I already miss all the trainers now. They were all so kind and 'daddy'ish like tegas pun bertempat since it wasn't a leadership camp. And tell you what, that was the best experience I've ever had with PRS. Thank you Zap for letting me replace you 😘.

At first I was actually contemplating whether I should go or not. (I even created a poll in my instastory about going to this camp or going home) I called my mum hoping that she'd want me to go home early and of course she said yesssssss. That's when I felt like whining and I just wanted to cancel everything for her. But I gave it a second thought, 1T1S is only for those PRS members with important position and I am nobody in this organization. Nobody nobody but you~ apart from that, this golden opportunity doesn't always come easily like this.
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And I don't think I can go again next year... so, ok I will just take the chance. No regrets ^^
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One more thing... I think the president of this club doesn't like me. I don't even know the reason but it's too obvious. T.T

I tried to be nice and friendlier, I even smiled at him... but he ignored me everytime -.- sooo irritating. *I think you all know too well that I'm not being myself whenever I smile at a guy. Right??? It's a huge sacrifice that I did for this organization! They said we must exchange smiles whenever we bump into each others bla bla blahhh... now what?

Ok laa, maybe he's just shy 😂 awww shy guys are so cute, malu kan salah satu daripada cabang keimanan (which, in this case doesn't make any sense because he's over-friendly jer dengan orang lain). Shy my ass... 😒
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Tsk, doesn't matter tho. Excuse me, why do I even mention about it here?

Bye everyone! Next time you go there, please let me know! I wanna hear your review too.

P/s : ni baru start cuti midsem hohoho :D

Should talk or shouldn't talk





Hi beautiful!

I watched Reese Regan's video on YouTube about anxiety and I somehow thought that she actually spoke my mind. My feeling even. Well, except I never cried like she told she did. Poor girl I almost sobbed too watching her. But I know, I don't deserve to talk about something like that here.

Or I should only talk about something like that here... I dunno... enough said.

Anyways I'm quite busy nowadays *rolls eyes duhh* but I like to do inappropriate thing like this when I have a lot of works ahaha. It's soooo me weyyy 😂. I need to submit a secret video tomorrow (won't tell what kind of video it is because I truly suck at editing videos) and it isn't finished yet lol.

I guess I shouldn't mention about midterms, quizzes, and assignments now because they are literally my breakfast and lunch *puke water*. And oooh I forgot to tell you about one more interesting thing. Yesterday (Saturday!) I went into the forest at as early as 8 am you know muehehe please be proud of me. (let me repeat, yesterday is Saturday tau tau tau!!!) We were divided into two groups. Our purpose was non other than to do some clearance on our 10km track for AGX Eco-Challenge. Very interesting. Honestly I'm a bit nervous about our route umm... however I'm more worried about our contestants. Because, well it is in the forest obviously, plus the distance is a-freaking-10-kilometer, gaiss! Do you want to see the map?

I can't show you unfortunately, im so sorry T.T (cam nak kena lempang jer kan?)

There are too many pacat there. Sooooo many of them and they are very aggressive. Forget about pigs or other wild animals, right now I'm only focusing on that small creature called 'pacat'.

The baby pacat could get into your socks too goshhh idk how they do it. Maybe they... stretch their bodies until they become really really thin... and long(?) and then they sneakily slip into our socks. Or maybe my socks are just cheap and there is a hole somewhere. Nope,there's none. I just hate pacat, no kidding! At first cam geli-geli jer... pastu aku dah jadi meluat betul sekarang rasa macam nak curahkan semua minyak cap kapak atas pacat-pacat tagunee tu -.-

We finished at around 1 pm. I went home and bathed and prayed then I slept. I set my alarm at 4 pm because I had to go for usrah later at 5 pm. But you know,,, I was too tired.

I woke up at 4.40 pm. Everybody was sleeping too hekhek >_<. Siapa yang kata nak bangun study tuuu and janji nak kejutkan iolls tuuuu? 😝 Hehe takpe, yang penting niat tu ada. So I went to usrah but a little bit late lahh and we played a game after that.

Then last night there's a meeting for PRS. Thank God I still had a drop of strength left in me so I went to that meeting too.

Well that was my yesterday's story. Last week? I can't even remember kekeke >_< My planner is as clean as an A4 paper, such a shame rite? Seriously I just don't feel like writing now. Typing is fine !

Bye bye ^^ nak sambung buat video.

Hello beaches!

I wasn't allowed to go to Penang, so my mum let me go to the beaches. Yay!

I followed Asma and her housemates. We went to Pantai Senok, Irama and D'Aur Beach Resort. I never know that most of the beach(es) here in Kelantan are so beautiful! And yes guys, it was my first time going to that famous Pantai Senok lol so malulah kata pure Kelantanese 🙊

This is the best picture from my trip so... yeah pathetic.
I was like "Kemonnnn angin, you wanna ruin my tudung rite? GO ON! DO THAT!!"

Thank you for inviting me, peopleeeeee!!!



Whose friend is this?

This is Asma guys. The owner of the bicycle with disfunctional brake tuu. Remember her? Comel khenn? Kurus lak tu...



 

At this point, I just couldn't care less about my tudung ヽ(^。^)丿

Ewah-ewah ^^ hahaha

My family would definitely say

"in what way are you wearing that shade? eyy wait whose shade is that?" 😴 *not mine obviously*

But whatever, we literally shooed a group of kids away to get our photos here. Hehe sorry kiddos, your sisters datang dari jauh kott. Kasi chance ok?

P/s : I'm not ready for final year. No kidding. Oh btw I hope the title doesn't sound too rude... oookay it's not rude but it does sound rude 👋

You...

Of course you do! (jk)

My fever lasted two weeks later (not a surprise) because I didn't take any meds :P In fact, I'm still coughing till this day. Batuk 100 hari my mum said. But no worries because this thing always happens. Moreover I already have someone taking care of me.. hehe - It's me, ofcos!!! I got my own back ^^

Btw I miss you too, readers.

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And that

 ...is my diary. You will find a black paper at the very first page where I wrote my password for every social media that I have. Correction : actually there's only ONE password - for an app in my phone where I keep all my passwords kekeke. Just in case I die you know (Izrail comes to see us more than once a day ok), someone can deactivate all of them for me. My family especially, but while I'm still breathing now, don't you dare to touch that book. Ever.

Nobody has seen it though.

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Moving on. My friends invite me to join their trip to Penang this upcoming weekend. OOOOOhhhh I soooo want to go (actually not sure yet)! I even ask Asma, Uyun, Syura, Finaz and lots of people to come with me and I just can't wait anymore ^^ . Everybody is like 100% sure that I'm gonna join it. But...

Hehe 👉👈

Little did I know,

my mum doesn't allow me to go.

"If you want to go, then I want you to come home this week" - Ma

I just came back from home last Saturday kott...

Love you MUUUUUUUM! Now I don't need to do solat istikharah regarding this issue anymore.

My friends sure are disappointed wuhuhu... I'm so sorry (for being too excited lol XP).

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Well truth is, I just dontreallywannajoindaurahpembangunannuqaba... that's why I try to run away to Penang. Kononnyeee~ What a bad, bad girl. Hahaha XD omg what's got into me??

Goodbye!

Bukan farewell pun

Everytime update blog, mesti tulis pasal benda yang dah lepas, macam tulis report pulak. Haih.

So semalam ada agm kelab Explorimba (still a baby club sebab September lepas baru approved) and also JT punya penyerahan jawatan. Aku join agm Explorimba sebab dah dapat makluman awal yang aku handle bahagian teknikal then baru dapat tau JT pun buat event pada masa yang sama T___T sobs... untuk JT tu lagi penting kott.

Agm tu habis awal sikittttttt so sempat aku menyibuk kat JT kejap heheh.

Everybody can tell which one is me. The one who spoils the photo kekeke XD

Some of them actually wear niqab, that's why I make it blur. (One more time insta!)

Niatnya nak pakai baju ikut tema JT (jubah hitam + tudung maroon) then pergi agm, tapi tak boleh sebab aku naik basikal takkan nak pakai jubah khennn... -.- btw, basikal dah ada brek, sebab orang lain punya pulak kekekke XD

Next week, sepatutnya kena pergi jumpa Dr. Boon tapi tetiba he's not available so... minggu sekali lagilah. Tak sure nak pergi seorang ker berteman. Kan nangis lagi habis aku >_< hahahha. Takdelah.

Byeee~!

Yayyyy ^^

I think I did the stupidest thing again today. I rode a bicycle with a non-functional brake. Craaaazy yassss, I could have had an accident! Asma (the owner of the bike) already told me so many times to get off the bicycle if I met any hill but but but.... I didn't listen obviously. 😂

It was scary mannnnnn!

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Ok well, that's not the reason why I'm writing right now, so let's skip it..

Yesterday, I got a good news... well, kinda good news I think.

I was allowed to stay inside the college hostel again this year. See, all the involvements in/outside the uni finally paid off.

Buuuuuut....

I don't want to go.

My mum called yesterday once she knew that and to be frank I still couldn't believe that it was so easy to convince her that I like where I am staying now, at a house.

I love my bed, I love my room, and most importantly I love everyone here. Who would want to leave such lovely housemates and roommates who truly know the acronym MYOB? 

I wouldn't. :) Hehe goodbye~

P/s : I dunno why I'm so rajin updating stories when this blog is on private mode.

Honeymoon week, what?

Manchester United babies are playing against Everton right now and I feel like crying because we're also against Rooney Valencia just scored, one nil! 😂 oh please I need to release this excitement as fast as possible. Help!

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Hi! So I went to Sabah last Thursday.

Sponsored by my sister (or brother in law idk). Thank you! It's my first time going there ehehe. We stayed at Kota Kinabalu and then went to Kundasang on the second day. To get the ice-cream!

Well, I think their ice-cream is so overrated. Kind of~

But this milk is so good :9

 Upload every photo here

So I can delete them from my phone :)

I'm not gonna bore you with my mundane description about what I did/got there so let me just tell you my most unforgettable moment. Kekeke 😂 Durra almost lost at the airport ya know *rolls eyes*. I won't forget this incident like seriously why was I the one who had to face that hardship?! I didn't know what exactly happened until there's a middle-aged man carrying her came to me and asked, "Sister, is this your daughter?".

I, who was holding Iskandar at the moment blankly answered, "No, not my daughter" because Durrani is indeed not my daughter but then I remembered...

"Ohhh waaaaaait! That's my daughter, MY DAUGHTER! hehe" *can't believe I actually hehe-ed like that too 🙊

He only laughed and put Durra beside me. (Durra and Iskandar wore the same shirts, no wonder that man came to me out of all people)

But still... If I was him, I wouldn't have left any little kid beside someone like me you know... I mean hellooooo I said that Durra's not my daughter at first ritee? Then suddenly I admitted that she's my daughter. Whose aunty is acting stupidly like this? >_<  I should have said something more intelligent like umm lemme think "Oh that's my niece, sorry I think she just lost her mother inside. Thank you very much for bringing her to me. Thank you 100x." to be truly trusted. Intelligent ke :P

And thank God.. Durra has always been scared of me sooooo she just sat inside her stroller and not running away anymore. Yay me! Then my brother in law came to me but I didn't complain yet because he's my brother in law, not my sister and I just wanted Kakyen at the moment. TO ASK HER WHY DIDN'T SHE TELL ME THAT DURRA WAS ALSO LEFT WITH ME? WHYYYYYY?! 😭😭

End up, sampai Sabah baru I told her the whole story. I was very nice to let her sleep calmly on the plane :) muehehehe. Now please buy me that Manchester United keychain that I've been eyeing for so long. Tqvm mmmuah!

No lahh, actually I couldn't get mad at Kakyen because i dunno... she's way too nice and soft and soooooo nice and nice again and she's just nice. Aju nice!

Oooo both of you -.-

End of story.

I could eat seafood btw. Just wanna let you know. Sedap sangatlah seafood kat sini plus I didn't know the price of any single item thanks to Abe Shahrul hehe. He even gave me some pocket money which I returned to Kakyen asap because I didn't know what to buy here. Literally. (But you bought some t-shirts for me too so tenkiuuu ❤)

So many sellers promoting their stalls and we chose this one.

They served a generous amount of drink too! I love it >_<

Ni seaweed mende tah... sorry my tastebud couldn't accept u sweetheart sobsss T.T

Pretty!

And one with Iskandar! Oh see, maybe I do look like a mother lol :P

Before I left my house on Wednesday (my so called house in Jeli), I posted this thing in whatsapp story.

How cheesy~ it's a chained message and whoever replied to me will have to post this photo too in their ws story.

Yeah I know, I have always hated chain-messages or photos but idk what was I thinking on that day... maybe the decision to leave my tablet inside the locker also had some influence with this >_< ehh?

These guys... They did it out of sympathy
I know it hahaha XD

I couldn't reply to all of them because... Duhh I hate chained-message okay.
Pastu kau buat alahhh ngadee 😒

Aha. Sorry, can't resist this one.



Goodbye!

SEH 17/21

I met my new juniors just now and there were only seven of them. SEVEN. JUNIORS. At first I was freaking out because I didn't know what to say. Having the senior feeling was good (errrr not. I feel so old), really but to make them feel good with their numbers just choked me up. Urgh.

An hour later, I decided that I didn't regret coming to that event. I mean it was compulsory for me since it's under JT, but meeting the juniors is my own choice. So I made a right choice, I guess. They're so happy and excited omaigaddd 😭 major love to all of you! Hehe.

I love forestry very much - I just don't like how some people so narrow mindedly looking down on this course..geddit?

Now let's not think about the future or every unsure thing okay? Somehow everything will fall into place soon. All you need is patience. And hardwork, yes definitely can't leave that one hehe. And oooh always live the moment too, you might miss a lot of things while worrying about the unknown. Come on, we can do this!

(I'm telling this to myself first then it's your turn lol).

What's not to love?

I missed MU's match yesterday oooooh my god. So upset okay, Abah had texted me but I didn't even hear the notification tone. T__T

They only drew though but it's okay, I love them.

Anyway, forget about the match... because right now I'm soooooo in love with my new house (can't live inside the college anymore lulz), because it has a BIG living room where there are enough tables for all of us to study and berguling-guling hehe. See, I told you that I wanted to live here since last two semesters. There's a Harry Potter room also, sahhhh cute! The bedroom is only for sleeping which means I can sleep earlier now ^^ annnd I don't think I'll feel scared to wake up in the middle of the night too. It's safer here (kott..)



 Lol ^^



Lololol >_<

Even my schedule is sooooo lovely. No class again on Thursday yay!!
But I died every Tuesday 😪, the last class actually ends at 7pm.

Today, lectures and tutorial classes had started and I walked to class. I WALKED.

Then I sweat. Yes ofcos I love sweating because they say sweating is actually the fat crying. But what I don't like is the fact that we'll all smell like an... exploded mammoth. (Sorry, not 'we' it's just me) Can't wait to bring my bicycle here soon.

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I am paired with Azifah for usrah this year, you know the angel sent from heaven? Hehe.. I love love looove this girl. Last semester when she told me that I should become a naqibah again, I kindly declined her offer because... I just didn't want to do it anymore.

Why?

I was not a good naqibah, that's what I thought and I pitied my anak-anak usrah. See, this girl was done surrendering, like TOTALLY.

But she was so good at convincing me. Long story short, I agreed to join again, but with one condition. She must not leave me alone. Never. (So silly of me to give such condition, ofcos no one will leave me. It's usrah we're talking about not a random backstabbing organization) Honestly I almost forgot about that after listening to Ustaz Khalid's talk during our muzakarah just now. Everything was so inspiring and I felt good once again. Thank you for this feeling, Allah, I will be forever grateful for each moment I spent with them.

Only certain people get to be called 'angel sent heaven' by me and they're included. ❤