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Assalamualaikum

Hi. I'm still alive.
Salam Maulidurrasul, friends :)

I should post this entry last month actually like, umm yesterday or the day before yesterday 😬... and I forgot to schedule it, so here's a new post ^^ ! Also, I know you might get confused with my timeline here, but please ignore it okay. I was am confused too 😂 

And why on earth does it feel so long since I last blogged here? 

Firstly, let's go a few weeks back. The eco-challenge explorace (18/11/17) was a success, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah 😄 Basically I don't have anything to say about this event. It was not that perfect, perfect you know, but we did our best and lots of people loved it. Hehe.. so what's more to ask.

Last Tuesday (21/11/17) was the last time I went into the forest for this semester. So happy! It's raining everyday here so I didn't like the wet feel on my hands whenever I touched the grass and trees. It's just gross... I couldn't hold on to anything.

My mum actually bought a lemongrass soap and lotion for me to repel the vampires (a.k.a pacat) whenever I went to the field. Maybe she just noticed that I got so many scars on my feet tehee sorry future husband. And I purposely left it at home 😂. No tbh I really forgot to bring it here, and that's okay because I always brag to her how I'm not afraid to that so called vampire. Dengan riak dan takabburnya... Pfft 🙊 but hey it's the truth whaaaaat >_<

Attached below is the face after I was bitten by seven vampires.
(which is a very, very small number y'all, usually it’s up to 20).
📷 : Kee

One of the reasons why I never post any picture of me with that background:

Because of the barai look ofcos. Ok stop staring!

Oh wait! look at that eyebag hahaha !

*no you don't see any tears, it's just a fake smile XD
Senyum semewek bak kata Ili. 

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Zara turned seven on 22nd November! 

Yuuuuhuu happy birthday kakak 😘

You should send me some cakes too next time T.T

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There's an interesting story I want to tell you. Uh... how do I start this. Ok now my neighbourhood is no longer safe... I think(?) Last two week there was a female student harrased by two men who were holding knives. She's okay though. Buuuut it happened during the daylight (insane right??).

I am scared too because I always cycle to the faculty whenever I have meetings at night. I repeat : at night. And yes I do have a deadly, sharp machete in my bag all the time (sebab nak guna masa masuk hutan jer, pastu balik rumah lupa nak keluarkan dari beg), I swear if the guards know this I'll be arrested right away 😂 muahahha!

Aha it's not funny. The strength of a girl can never beat the man's. So... I am scared.. machete or no machete, it won't be any difference.

Once, I had a meeting in the campus after Isyak, and it's just me from my neighbourhood. I went alone, riding on my bike as usual. (Kakna Kakyen n Anis~ if you're reading this, don't tell Ma and Abah ok 💕 love you!) At the first junction of the residential area, I saw two men on motorcycles chatting to each other, but I wasn't thinking about anything negative at the moment. Until I was halfway from my destination where there was no one on my sight and the road was dark and the only thing I could hear was the sound... well the sound of my ancient bicycle. Kreek kreekk *sighs* Miraculously, that’s also when my brain decided to open its door as wide as possible for eeeeeevery bad thought it could think of. Lol. *slow claps* Damnit! 😬

I had never cycled and recited ayat kursi so fast in my life like I did that night (I almost peed). Cam orang tak betul, serius.. Nobody followed me fortunately. Phew~ 😌 #imparanoid

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Moving on. I also joined English Camp last week (23 - 25/11/17). Had to handle a bunch of adorable kids and we got number one for our performance during the cultural night! I felt sooooo happy ^^ and excited and ooooh the feeling was just unreal.

1st reason : because I was the one who made the drama script and trained them day and night.

2nd reason : they listened well to my instruction... although... well you know they could only focus for two minutes, after that we would only see their bodies there. Well, literally. The souls were already flying to neverland *rolls eyes*

3rd reason : they love me! Lol jk 😂 idk about that.

4th reason : they are all geniuses. all of them.

I wasn’t expecting myself to join EC this semester actually because... I was not a member of Kelab Darul Falah. Ok just to enlighten you a little, KDF held English Camp every semester but I only joined it now. I went for their iv during my first semester and failed miserably due to some people being biased. Whoops! ok already said that. I hadn’t gone for their iv since then. Readers, I didn't hold any grudge ok, it's just...umm I was busy with something else :P

Anyhowww~ I promise that this will be the first and last time I join EC. It was suuuuuuper tiring! 😭 I just can’t and don’t want do it anymore. #soweak

Besides, I always had some silly arguments with my partner during that camp lol. It's not obvious laa, we were just so profesional you know *flips hair*. She’s a cool and cheerful first year student. While me is a grumpy old lady hunting for perfection, and aaaaalways says no to last minute works (during the camp only... don’t misunderstand 😂)

I just wanted to settle everything fast. No time to chill.

Maybe that’s the reason I didn’t really enjoy it. Aside of not getting enough sleep. Woooooah I can’t I can’t I can’t.. I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY! 😵

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And then to add salt to my wound, I caught a high fever after that camp. I looked very healthy though don’t know laaaa what’s wrong with my face 😩 I look sick when I’m healthy and I look extremely healthy when I’m sick.

I went to see the doctor and you know what... sshhh... he didn’t believe me also when I said I was sick *cries*. Why doctor why... 😢

Afterwards... ta dah my body temperature was 39°C.

“Uishh.. 39 nii. Tinggi." I gave him my annoying i-told-u-so lopsided smile. Because he deserved that.

I told you I demam you tak percaya sangat khennn..😏 #booo

He later asked if I needed an mc, and I fabulously said NO... hehe(because I was crazy) 💆 Actually I had three midterms that particular week, so taking an mc would be useless either way... hwaaaaaaa 😭😭😭

Wukayyyy ^^! Till then people! I miss you so much~ and orange kitty a lot hehe 😛 nooooooo I can't I can't!

Satu pasukan satu semangat 👍

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.

I joined so many programs recently. But, today I'll just tell you about 1 Team 1 Spirit (1T1S) camp which was held in Raub, Pahang, since it's the best one so far.

There were so many interesting activities, all were handled by the trainers there, *do I sound lazy to you right now?* 

• water rafting (5km but it didn't tire me at all, ekspedisi sungai lebir 50 km kott)
• night walking (6km. There were like 6 checkpoints and I just love doing this because from checkpoint 5 to the final one, we're released one by one. Weeeeheeee I loikeee! It was super duper dark and tbh I really wanted to brag about it here in my blog but then, there's nothing scary so takpelah...)
• survival kitchen (we got third place out of seven groups. Ok or not ok?)
• water confidence (Best gila!)

I love eeeeeeeevery second spent at that camp. We slept in this cute hut btw which got no fan no anything, there was only a small lamp and that was that :) still better than a tent so why not?! 😜

I definitely recommend this place to all of you - Kela Adventure Camp. Oh in fact, I already miss all the trainers now. They were all so kind and 'daddy'ish like tegas pun bertempat since it wasn't a leadership camp. And tell you what, that was the best experience I've ever had with PRS. Thank you Zap for letting me replace you 😘.

At first I was actually contemplating whether I should go or not. (I even created a poll in my instastory about going to this camp or going home) I called my mum hoping that she'd want me to go home early and of course she said yesssssss. That's when I felt like whining and I just wanted to cancel everything for her. But I gave it a second thought, 1T1S is only for those PRS members with important position and I am nobody in this organization. Nobody nobody but you~ apart from that, this golden opportunity doesn't always come easily like this.
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And I don't think I can go again next year... so, ok I will just take the chance. No regrets ^^
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One more thing... I think the president of this club doesn't like me. I don't even know the reason but it's too obvious. T.T

I tried to be nice and friendlier, I even smiled at him... but he ignored me everytime -.- sooo irritating. *I think you all know too well that I'm not being myself whenever I smile at a guy. Right??? It's a huge sacrifice that I did for this organization! They said we must exchange smiles whenever we bump into each others bla bla blahhh... now what?

Ok laa, maybe he's just shy 😂 awww shy guys are so cute, malu kan salah satu daripada cabang keimanan (which, in this case doesn't make any sense because he's over-friendly jer dengan orang lain). Shy my ass... 😒
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Tsk, doesn't matter tho. Excuse me, why do I even mention about it here?

Bye everyone! Next time you go there, please let me know! I wanna hear your review too.

P/s : ni baru start cuti midsem hohoho :D