Gold and silver, I keep both

It has been 6 hours and the electric isn't functioning yet.

 I kinda love the silence right now tho 😂

Last week while I was still in UMK, I followed this one lecturer to SMKA Wataniah.

Dapat makan free all day yayyay!

Me and my friends were just helpers, like if the students were curious or confused about how to improve their projects then we could explain *well, hopefully we could laa hahahaa 😆

Oh I haven't introduced you to my new roommate yet, right?

Tada.

 

The prettiest girl in uni hehe. *heyy I'm just stating the obvious~

I'm sure whoever sees her will fall for her within seconds.

Admit it people! She's shoooo cute, ain't she?!

But anyway,

I don't fall for my own roommate of course, 😂 how ewww that would be can you imagine?!

Getting to know her is super fun, that's all I can say. We're both shy of each others don't know why hahaha. Sebelum ni tegur-tegur macam tu je sebab dua-dua PRS. Then bila tetiba jadi roommates ni, we find it so awkward XD

The 'awkward' phase has gone though. 

We're showing our true colors already. Dia cakap banyak sangat ya ampun -.- woody woodpecker versi cute giler. Serius. Kalau lelaki jenis senyap haa elok sngatlah kahwin dengan dia ni, meriah suasana hidup nanti. Ok tu je kot berita hari ni. Bye.



There's always first time for everything

Oh haiii yooo~!

Last week friends, I went home by bus for the first timeeeeeee (since I studied in UMK).

Actually masa kat matrik dulu ada la dua tiga kali balik dengan bas but that time memang straight sampai Pasir Mas so takdelah aku paranoid nak sesat ke terlajak apa semua.

Bottom line is, it was such a gooooooood experience! Next time I guess I'll be going home by bus again hehe >_< I love it! *excuse my ‘jakun’ness 😅

Hi, whaddup?

 

 

Ergh, you know you haven't gone home for a very long time (jk, not that long) when your niece mistaken you as your sister's friend. Whaaaaat?!

 

Oh yes, that's what happened to me. Durrani was like "Ciksuuuuu, kawan tu.." while pointing her finger at myself.

 

Sobs...

 

It took me hours to make her say Makteh again. SO sad okay...

*chillax aliaa, maybe she's just being forgetful, but no way she's only 4 :(

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I have been a little stressful lately, but you might not see that on my face. And actually that's the thing that makes me stressful. I'm pretending what I'm not actually feeling.  
The best thing I could do is just vent everything out to my mum.

ahahaha not the best thing obviously, I only make her worried. :(

 

Seriously, I feel so guilty whenever I end a phone call with her without saying I love you... it has been my routine since I was 13. I know, I'm the cheesiest *did I make you puke?? ehem, sorry didn't mean to* among my siblings but heyy mum doesn't call me sayang for no reason ok XP

Anyways, abah rarely replies to that tho but I don't mind because he's the dad, and my dad is like that. Dia malu kott :D

Doesn't matter at all to him. Tehee.

 

Different case with my mum, she knows me too well. She even knows that whenever I don't say I love you, it means I end the conversation while crying (puahahahahahaha!) which is so true most of the times. Haih. So ashamed of myself. But wait, wait... not most of times... it's just like, 99.9% of the times. Yeh. Ehmergerddd...

Please, remind me not to do that ever again (next time). It just broke my heart, dunno why.



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Btw, I'm not supposed to go home during this midsem break, which is this week.

My plan is to spend time here in UMK to study a bit and probably prepare for my proposal defense...

but,

my gorgeous fam comes to take me home. Which, of course is the best thing ever. What I'm feeling right now is just happinessssss! Hehe, two days at home and I'm ready to take on the world. Lol.


I'm back at UMK tho. Resuming my not-so-many objectives.

All is well now.

Before this it was all just 'homesickness'.

*I could almost hear what you're gonna say Bella, "ewww. homesick? whaddayou talking about?*

>_< 

❤

Also, whatever happens in the next days, weeks, months or even years (hehe)... I won’t let anything change my smile. 

Well, hopefully.

This few days I have seen many friends of mine stressing out over the proposal report. Assignments. And more reports. Midterm tests. More assignments. And the list goes on.

I am there too... full of tranquility.

This week also, I found my friends crying at the library, two days in a row, different people each day... but at the same place. 

The library. 

They, on the other hand, found me swaying from side to side at the faculty building, singing something I can’t even remember now.

Hahaha XD

God...seriously...

Full of tranquility is it?

（〜^∇^)〜

but if my voice sounded like it came straight out of a broken radio, then... I guess this isn't tranquility,

I am just in denial.

*sniffles*


🙂

❤

Whatever happens in the next 70 minutes,

I'll still wear my Manchester United shirt to class tomorrow.

 

 

❤

Oh, hi.




 

Futsal kelaut XD

Assalamualaikum semua.

Semalam kitorang punya last game untuk futsal.

Asal rasa sedih lak tetiba hahaha :'D

Let me first tell you some facts about our team hehe :-

• All of them got better in each game I'm so proud!!. *sending them bunch of lovesss 💕 *
• We only played for fun hehehe
• and most of the players were from year three.
• We also had never gone practicing, (kalau senior-senior dulu tau niii haa) not even once okay. Well, our one and only ‘coach’ got busier so... yeah, you get what I mean?
• which made me thinking whether we were just sort of lucky all these times or whatnot hahaha >_<
• The keeper had never conceded a goal btw *coughs* ehemmm *coughs*
• Our defense was sooooooo GOOD! Seriously you won't believe it if you don't watch us played! Salwa and Asma, thanks a lot both of you. Muehehe 🤭 *now you could actually say that the keeper didn't do much help..urr*
• We have to admit that we didn't really know the rules of this game but hey it's fine. That's what the referee was for rite?
• Our motto: "Ini semua dunia!" so losing or winning ain't that important to us. Or to me, whatevs~ Pfft. I created that motto btw just because... umm, I was too scared.

 But really I can't stop talking about our defense. Both defenders were too good. Salwa always said sorry whenever she and Asma slipped or missed the ball, it's like she felt as if it was her fault if she wouldn't be able to protect me, and the goalpost. She's overthinking obviously.

I mean hellooooo~ at least give me some work to do, girl 😂

#themostrelaxedkeeperever

Wukay guys,  I guess that's all for now. Goodbye.

P/s : tbf I'm not sure if we will still have a game later on, see I'm not even keeping up with the game charts, I mean schedule, like we only lost once (*coughs* keeper was another girl, not the one writing this post *coughs*), and then we drew. Not bad laa tak pernah turun practice kott.. kbye.