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*before March ends, I should probably write something*

Hi~~~! I know you miss me because I've been missing my blog so, so much! 😭 I know it’s not even a month since my previous post, but I used to check my blog everyday, and now when I can’t do that it feels like I’ve been abandoning it for a long time. Truth is, it’s not that long..blegh.

My friends always notice whenever I wear some lipstick now hihiks *eyy gurlll I know you're a fan XD*. Just this morning, Atika said, "Yaa, you know how to put on lipstick these days... wauuuu~" to which I replied with, "Of course! This semester I don't have to go into the woods anymoreeeeee, so I can be pretty again. Hehe. Cool or uncool?"

She gave me a weird look.

And I jerked my eyebrows awkwardly.

Umm hmm... because we were awkward. 🙊

B.T.W...

SO much things have been happening. I got back to instagram, and then I left it again *just because... it's fun to do that*. Went to Bukit Tinggi with the fam in the midst of my busy-ness.



For three daysss! It was so fun I'm so glad I'd written a lot of letters of absence to my lecturers and it's worth it. But, I don't think I would want to go there again, maybe kalau pergi lagi boleh kott jenjalan dekat adventure park pulak sebab tak sempat pergi situ. Ah I don't know.

That was at the rabbit park! I looooove rabbits but they hate me seriously I can't even brain, whyyy? Three seconds later it ran away from me, whut? do I look like I wanted to eat you? T__T

But at least the mousedeer allowed me to touch his head hehe. Never mind that bored face.

Moving on~ I have moved inside the college hostel. Yuhuuuu! My little sister had gotten her SPM results also. It was a good one, Alhamdulillah!

She got the best one among us siblings ^^ LOL! Go ask her if you wanna know.

When I look at KakNa’s results and see how she’s doing these days, I wouldn’t mind getting something like that 😂 haha. Even her husband is so proud of her #relationshipgoals. I remember when all of us were cleaning the house last year, Kakyen found Kakna's copy of her SPM results and after a few moments analyzing (yes, she analyzed) it, she called Zara to show that piece of paper to Abang Zul. #kakyenjahat hahaha XD

Then Kakna went around the house saying she's the smartest of all and blah blah something funny.

You're also the funniest of all, Kakna! HAHAHA

Honestly though, you just can’t be too sad over something temporary like that. At the end of your life (masa nak mati tu), would you still think that exam results truly matter? No, right? SO, enjoy life, count your blessings and be thankful for every little good thing that happens. And, always try your best no matter what, don’t do things halfheartedly. Nope. 😉 Knowing that God doesn't make any mistake is enough to put me at ease now, hope it does to you too, okay...  #wisewordsofaliaapuahahhaha XD

Entah, dulu tengok results aku sendiri aku menangis seharian kot sebab yang lain semua B B+, cam menyesal ah kononnya, lepas tu tersedar yang usaha bukannya setimpal pun. Lol. Boleh blah okeee aliaa 😌. It was 5A's btw not 6. After that barulah stop nangis and gelak kat diri sendiri *sbb baru sedar tadi kan XD

Kemain...

Anyways, I’m sooooo happy for you. Congratulation, love!

Buuuuuuuut...

#kaknakakyenandmetooksciencestreamthough

#kaknakakyenandmetook11subjectsthough

#teamtaknakkalah #teamnakmenangjugak

#teamgapoever~~

Hari Anis ambil results tu, aku pergi berjimba-jimbo kat SK Gemang hehehe XD. Ceyyh takde maknanya berjimba... aku pergi buang kudrat tiga kerat ni kat situ adalah.

KDF peeps!



Except me of course...

That pretty girl is Nia, the one yang berlakon jadi anak derhaka dalam video arab sem lepas tu. Oh yes, aku emaknya.

lavvvv the camera! It knows exactly when to blur my face and focus to people at the back *rolls eyes at Asma*

Tak tau laa kenapa sekarang aku rasa makin bnyak benda kena buat, makin banyak pulak benda aku join. Gedik en? Tau dah tau dah...

I can’t juggle everything all at once. Not me. 

But then at the same time I also think if I didn’t join this and that programs, I might be wasting time in my room instead of studying. Yerp, it happens. So... nak elak benda macam tu jadi maka aku pun joinlah pelbagai aktiviti. Rasa macam wauuuu occupied giler masa iolls. Nak tak nak kena selit jugak waktu study mana-mana. *tell me wth was I thinking when I chose to do nanoemulsion for my fyp?!* 😆

Oh btw aku join lagi futsal. I guess aah this is the only time of the year that I really, reeeeeaaally miss my seniors. Kak Ain, Kak Haniey, Kak Jieha, Kak Samah, Kak Wawa, abang Nik, Jan, Amir, Ohm, sape lagi ehh... sebab diorang yang rajin train kitorang dulu. Tak penat ke, brader sister? 😅

Now, there is only Amirul, my junior who soooooo rajin namateyyy comes to each of our games. He becomes  our coach. Our manager. Our everything. Thank you kid!! Actually dia pengarah sukan kampus sem ni, cam bapak ah bagus giler asyik datang support kitorang, dahlah busy.. *I keraiii...*

You know when I volunteered to join the futsal team, my juniors were like ‘perghhh..terbaik ah kak Aliaa’ and I smiled at them like a psychotic person, not uttering a single word. Aww 😚 they seriously had no idea what kind of trouble I was going to give to the team  XD *heyy come watch us play!

Tekno Daie also dah settle. But I’ll write about that in another post. Goodbye!

P/s : Have you watched Samuel's new music video? Guys, T____T I am so emotional it's like my baby has grown up and become successful just on his own two feet! :'D can never imagine him in that group...umm what is it? wanna wanna something..wtv~ :P

Thanks for the fun :D

Assalamualaikum



I had an fyp workshop today from 8 am till 5 pm. Minus breaks it’s almost 8 hours straight! 😭 Anyways during breaks in between sessions I somehow ended up at that photobooth hehe. It was at an event today, with the people in Jeli. Tok Pa punya program. The photobooth was offering a free service, so why not? 

Btw I am not going to talk about that.

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Let's talk about : PRS.

Last night I joined an event organized by them.

(organized by the unit that I'm in to be exact, publicity.)

❤Time 4 Us❤

But I went as a participant. Hehehe (because I'd never attended our meetings lol ada jer haa dalam group chat tapi...hmm... camtulah). Tbh I felt lazy to step outside of my house (#introvert with no social life detected 😂) but at the same time I just wanted to have fun aaaaaand it sounded fun so apa lagi, join jerlah kan :D

And indeed, it was SO FUN! >.<

There were only one third of us last night. Can you see me?

No?

Thank you to all my juniors! Group members also. I don't know why I'm really moved whenever people remember my name, like I legit forget their names kott.. all the times T.T Pastu sebab aku bukan aktif pun dalam PRS. Serius, macam lalang. Aku tak kenal pun ahli PRS yang baru wey huhuhu.

Kalau JT tu umpama MU en, PRS umpama... Arsenal?

Eh?

Entah.

Aku bukan suka Arsenal okay, tapi kalau lawan City ke Liverpool aku sokong jerlah. They’ll get my vote. Ok. Bye. Oh talk about Liverpool, this very moment I'm just controlling myself from crying because my babies are doing so well!!! T___T but where the heck is Lingard??

But really, all of them are so nice. *back to PRS* Plus they know that I'm a one of the members and a senior and it's just wonderful and guysssss I will never forget that round of applause which was dedicated for all the third year students that came yesterday. And me. *cries* T.T

Why this post is getting emo? Astaghfirullahal'azim. 🤦🏻‍♀️

I want to write more okay, but I don't have much stories to share with you. So, yeah... goodbye?

P/s : it seems like in the next post, my first sentence would be something like "Hey guys, sorry, actually I wanted to write this post since last month/year but I just couldn't find my way back here..." because I don't know, I just think it will happen somehow.

Goodbye readers, thanks also for always coming back. Yerp, I'm referring to my small number of followers hehe :D *hugs*

Pp/s : and we won “ψ(｀∇´)ψ  #GGMU

3 kg, where you went?

Guysss, guys, I lost three kilograms! Omg I'm so happy because this is what I've been praying for - losing weight without dieting or having any heartbreak. ihiks XD But still,

I can't see any change tbh. Tak nampak makin kurussss pun. Hmmm.

My mum would be upset if she knows about this though 😂 hehe. Yerp because she always thought that I'm not eating when I'm in UMK. Whatttt? No, here is where I gain so much weight, mother. But the fun thing about me is (well, I find it funny. It's just me), my weight will never exceed 46 kg. The highest is 45.3, which is ideal with my height, tqvm.

Next month, I dare say that I'll get that 3 kg back. You have to trust me, everyone. Peace yo!

Btw my roommate, Iyraa just told me a joke (or a riddle? idk). There are two men - a programmer and a doctor. Both of them fall in love with the same girl. So much drama everywhere *rolls eyes*. The doctor gives the girl a rose eeeeevery single day, while the programmer gives her an apple. Also everyday.

So why do you think he gives an apple to that girl? Why not something else?

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Okay! Time's up!

Because an apple a day keeps the doctor away! HAHAHA >_<

Gosh, it sounds so lame when I'm typing it here.

I want to go home, readers. *tetiba* I know you can't do anything, no I know you want to do something, which is slap me on my face (yerlah ko keje asyik nak balik rumah jer kan), but I feel like telling this... right here. I left my facial cleanser at home. I left my fav prayer mat also. And I left my heart too omg. In a nutshell, I left so many things at home. SO I WANNA GO HOME.

But I can't. Because, umm priorities? (stupid priorities)

My mum actually has this genius idea to come visit me at uni every weekend which, I disapprove of course. I have never not felt worried whenever they come to my place. You know, both of them are old now and maybe tired. Abah is already a pensioner this year (oooh right, that's the reason they wholeheartedly want to come and see me actually. hehe).

So yeah, I gotta stop whining to them now. Just really, really need to start writing in a diary again. Sorry, maybe I'm really like a baby just like what my friends said. Baby to the fam!

Missing this little huggable guy also...sobs. Btw thanks for ruining my tudung.

Goodbye.

Scaredy cat

Assalamualaikum.

Psst, have you gone kayaking before?

Ok, thanks.

I don't know what made me excited before I even asked my parents lol. But once I talked to them, everything nightmarish just flooded into my mind (like wth?! 😫) and I didn't even think twice to cancel my plan.

My juniors are so brave. Me too, yesterday ahaha 😅

They didn't try to scare me or anything. In fact, they gave me the green light. All of them. My father and siblings even encouraged me to go because they said that it would be a good experience. That Tasik Temenggor was huge and the water was calm and everything. Tsk.

Thank God I could drop that sawan thingy(convulsion) but I can't ignore Abah's statement over there 😂
look guys looook, he shamelessly referred to me! Oh btw sorry if you don't understand my fav language hehe xD

Only my mum seemed to sense my fear, every single time. I called her and she told me to just follow my heart. She's okay with anything. :')

Anyways, I've already decided that I won't go. Although at the same time I kind of regret my decision tbh. A lot.

Like more than half of me really wants to join the expedition and only little part of me actually feels scared. And like a fool, I trust that little part... more than anything.

Sometimes, you just know when something isn’t right. When something is about to go wrong, you’d feel it. Sometimes. (Side note: I’ve joined water rafting before (thrice) and I swear I’d do that all over again if I get a chance in the future. Funny isn’t it? How I used to be so far from any terrifying thought of being in the water)

Nobody told me to read the news about fatal accidents during kayaking.

Nobody told me to google the kayaking death stats.

Nobody told me to search the news about a student who died because he was trapped under the kayak 
due to his own life jacket that was pushing him upward. He was trapped  :'(

But I did anyway.

I read everything that I found...

And now, I have to admit that FEAR has successfully taken over my mind.

Yerp, it’s true. Kayaking looks like fun. Duhh~ if you've done it before, or if it's actually your fav pastime whatsoever, of course you'd say that it is thrilling, amirite? 😉 plus it's less dangerous compared to water-rafting, I guess. Got a lot of bruises and a few cuts just from banging with something that I can’t even remember. 😂

I already imagine that kayaking would be a memorable experience to me. I want to go, mannnn!

However, being someone who almost drowned to death. I don't think those three days would be enjoyable. 

What if I keep thinking about stupid things? *smacks self*

I know the possibilities of something bad to happen is like only 0.01%. Veeeeery little because, you know every time the university organized this kind of expedition involving flat-water or whitewater kayak, no serious accident had ever occurred. Thankfully.

Also, I know that I'm being too paranoid >_< tehhehe~ like, yeahhh if my time has come then I'll be dead anyway right? Anytime, anywhere even when I'm walking, sleeping, or eating, etc. So why be so pessimist that if I go into the deep water I'll die?

Can I say that I just don't want to die drowning? eeekkk...

Okay laa, to be frank I can't remember anymore how it felt when I drowned years ago. I mean, almost drowned. Hehe. But you know? The pain of not being able to breath plus the pain when you feel like your heart almost giving out is mooooore than enough to make me have a phobia. Tqvm.

You go try that and then come back and tell me how to overcome this fear. 😛

P/s : Also, I need to learn swimming again. Kakakaaa 😆 and I just found out here that one quarter of drowning victims are swimmers, urm but learning won't hurt, right? I don't know when the participation will be closed, they only need one more person from my course. Hehe. 😏

I am copying (almost) every single words.

Assalamualaikum. 

Here I’m just copying a text, (a beauuuuutiful text about stuff that will make you roll your eyes till you can see your own brain a.k.a JODOH) from the blog - Meniti Kehidupan KeranaNya.  Yay! Just straight up plagiarizing. No shame. Hehe. 😂 I love your writing, gal, it’s so beautiful. Not sure if the blog is still active or not, but your writing will definitely live for a long, long time!

Here’s the link : 🦋Meniti Kehidupan KeranaNya

Go follow her!

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Now let’s start reading.

Nevermind, I think you should just check out her blog 😅

Silent Saturday

Assalamualaikum.

 

 

It's very, very quiet this morning. All my housemates went out for shopping.

 

There were only Tika (she's reading a journal with an encyclopedia by her side *cries*), Azie (idk what she's doing upstairs), and me, just lying on my bed while typing this.

 

Kak Umi messaged me at 9 saying that she was going to my house later at 11, which is 4 minutes from now I assume. By 'my house', I mean it's the house in Pasir Mas. Hehe. She must be thinking that I'm home right now. Noooooo woman no! *croaky voice*, I'm here in uni, still contemplating whether to wash my clothes tonight or tomorrow morning. *heyyyy the ceiling looks... kind of...like a field full of sheeps?*

 

So I called my mum and dad to inform them. I could hear Kakna being loud in the background "Ya Allah! Hadiah Umi tak balut lagiiiii!".

 

She did that on purpose. Seriously, my sister is so annoying XD

 

Uh well, I was supposed to wrap the present since last two weeks actually, she told me to do so but I kept delaying that (I'm so sorry), so can't do anything anymore now. I'm in UMK so wrap it on your own ok, Kakna :P

 

(waittt, you can ask my comrade, Anis! how can I forget her ooemmjii >__<)

It's 11.47 a.m. right now, ladies and gentlemen.

Would you please take a few moment to ponder the fact that
I just took almost an hour to write a short entry like this?!

 

I hope you have a good day everyone.

And happy spring break (to those who have that kind of holiday).

Till then!



 



Actually this is the shortest post (ever) 😁

*still reading Percy Jackson and The Greek Gods*

Nowadays I need a week to finish a novel.