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Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts

Sunday, 28 January 2018

Have you ever felt scared of meeting a close friend?

It’s my roommate back in Penang Matriculation College, she came to Kelantan last week and asked me to meet up. Of course I agreed! I’ve missed all of them so much, but meeting just her is more than fine! :’)

Sorry, old photo. Guess which one is she :D

Erna is an exception so excuse her 1/3 face here hehe :P

Tbh yessss I’m quite scared of this friend; because she is that someone who loves asking other people about their mission and vision, plans in life, etc, etc... *cries* I just hate that because I don’t have those things carved in my head like some people do -,- you know~ pssh.

While waiting for her, I was sooo, sooo tired from worrying too much that even my neck felt weak to hold up my head 😭 mannn it was that serious. I mumbled some nursery rhymes that I memorized from Iskandar's mp4. Maybe it sounded like a song on a broken radio but who cares. And then she showed up. Looook at that girlllll! My sweet, sweet roommate did not change at all ^^

We met for only an hour though because princess had to be home by 7pm (plus my sister is scared to drive at night). However, instead of asking the mission, vision first (lol) πŸ˜‚, she asked if I was close to any guy right now (in other words, ‘Do you already have a boyfriend?’)

How weird.

As usual, my answer would be ‘no’.

And as usual, just like all my friends who asked me the same question reacted, she asked in disbelief “Reaaaaaally?! You’re lying, right?”

Yeah yeah, whatever you think...

She told me she that had this one friend and if I was interested, she wanted to give my number to him. Oh.

Oh.

I was like ahahhahaha god noooooooo no no let’s go back to the mission and vision, shall we? They sounded way easier, no lie. Meh nak cerita plan masa depan sekali. πŸ˜‚


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Me and that orange kitty never really say anything that elucidates our relationship. Wth we barely say anything at all, what am I talking about?? So, I somehow think that I am the only one who still has a crush on him.

I think I am too free now dunno why. 

We didn’t restrict others from entering our lives, did we?

I hope he didn’t.

It's just like closing all the doors around you when there might be something better waiting behind those doors. But God forbid if anything bad happens to him, I'll cry T.T

Just kidding hehe. I hardly cry for people luls 😌

Back then, it was me who sent him a friend request on Facebook. On the 10th of October four years ago. The shameless me. HAHAHA XD

I tend to do something stupid from the start danggg it.

Thursday, 21 December 2017

Let's throwback...

because I am bored. And I can’t sleep. Well I’m not supposed to feel bored, am I? There are like 10 days left before finals. Phewwwww... *let’s not think about that now* Anyways here’s an update! Hello again, friends :)

14/12/2017

On that date, aku berlakon y’all! πŸ˜‚ *throws confetti wohoho*. Jadi watak mak, pastu ada laa seorang anak derhaka (nauzubillah). So nak dijadikan cerita, pelakon utama tetiba tak boleh datang pada hari kejadian dan aku kena ganti dia (pfft~ what a joke). Dapat tahu pulak 10 jam before shooting video (double jokes). Skrip dahlaa dalam bahasa arab pastu panjang berjela lagi, so... hmmm. Redho. Papepun aku berjanji pada diri sendiri yang aku takkan tengok video tu. Never. Nehi. La. Teringat jer pun boleh cringe 24hrs~ :3

Why year three still kena berlakon, you ask??

Because I enrolled in an Arabic class (and this vid is a part of our assessment), and since I took language class a year later than some of my friends, all the people in my class rn were basically a year younger than me... and they adorably called me 'kak Aliaa' hewhew... πŸ˜—

Ustaz said "tak kisahlah awak nak buat video tentang apapun, yang penting saya nak kelas awak dapat nombor satu." and I only half-listened to that because I thought I wouldn't involve at all for the video making or whatsoever. Plus, I was already in charge for the tickets --"

My family came to visit me also that day because Abah was going to Makkah, not with my mum but with his friends. I really really adore their friendships you know, Abah and his friends, seriously all of them are so cuteeee hanging out together doing productive things like solat hajat and something similar uhuhu #friendshipgoalstilljannah XD I think all of them were from the same secondary school, Sultan Ismail College.


15/12/2017


So... I did not go to the hall where they tayang the video. Like, obviously duhh (¬_¬)οΎ‰ ~ *can you believe that we only took less than 24hrs to make the whole video??*

Surprisingly, we got number two out of all other language classes (Spain, France, Thai, Mandarin). Well, wow jugaklah enn 😌. Sorry ustaz, bukan nombor satu.

Then that night ada dinner course aku. The theme was B&W. Since I didn't have any black n white outfit (that was suitable for an occasion like that), I went like this...

The theme breakers... yep I know that dress looks familiar..
why did I make that mini heart sign though? *slaps self*
 

“Sokay~ Aku bayar kott ehh sukatilah nak pakai apa...” That was what I muttered to myself aaaaaaall the way from home to the hall (because I was so scared that I might look weird) I was still the weirdest one tho, because there's nothing b&w on me... except my eyebrows. If they’re even counted.


17/12/2017

Present tender kayu balak!

I !

was

so

nervous

waiting

for

this

day.
Wutt is thiss??

We, from a logging company called Gold Skidder, had to compete with other groups to assure the judges (a.k.a lecturers) to choose our company. You know, to invest their money. LOL.

*btw our company is a legal one ok XD

before present haruslah tayang muka kerek camniii haa
*to scare our rivals ritee?

And we won.

Alhamdulillah.

It's so exciting hahaha haha ha... Not!

Ok so we actually need to present the tender for 20 minutes only (10-15 minutes presentation + 5 minutes Q n A). But, because we were 'super lucky', we got attacked by lots of people with questions homaigod I don't even want to remember it... our group stood the longest in front of the room.

But I didn't feel like it's long or anything, until I watched our video. Boy, did we really look that good??! >_<


Hats off to all my teammates. We did great!

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And also! that day, should I say this? miahahaha >_< So... his friend actually knew that I know him...amagad (emm I guess... no, ok I'm positive). I watched his friend's instastory. He happened to screenshoot my ig story that I updated that morning and then sent it to him! Which...
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Idk, thank god I saw it after the presentation hehe.
 K byee~ It seemed like he didn't know me though, but Cameron Highlands somehow reminded him of someone hmm :) *k baii*


18/12/2017


Presentation of our forest inventory. All went well I think. Prof asked questions on the basal area of our plot *cries*. We totally had no idea since we only took the basal area of the trees. Why prof whyyyyy. But we finally got it correct although it took quite some times heheh. All in all, Alhamdulillah.


19/12/2017

I fell sick again weyyyyy. Now I dunno why.. T.T

This time, I didn’t see the doctor. Because I was so weak and too lazy to move, plus the meds didn’t work well on me. It would still take me more than a week to completely recover so better not penat-penat pergi klinik kan.

I didn’t tell my mum also hehe because I love doing that since forever ^^ yuhuuu~!

Haritu tak sakit kepala pun, but this time... it was the BOMB πŸŽ† BOMBπŸŽ† BOMBπŸŽ† headache. I asked Fatin to buy me a Cool Fever *thank you kurus! I am really fond of dat cool thing you know because it always makes me feel like I'm pampering myself when it's on my forehead lol >_<

Sadly I didn’t attend any lectures too that day as I slept since morning till evening, only woke up to pray and eat. Even that took me so much energy 😒 When I woke up that evening, I found a bottle of cooling water (yang cap kaki tiga tu) and a bottle of 100 plus right beside my bed. Who on earth was so nice to gimme that? 😭

Year three is the year that I mostly skip my classes and lectures, because of not being healthy. Actually not year three, it’s just the month of November and December buuuuuuut I’ve never crossed the 20% line yet so don’t worry, see ya there final exam! See you when I see you~

That day, we also had a video presentation for class wood n non wood chemistry. My group won again and I wasn’t there to celebrate sobs3x... (tbh idek that it was a competition πŸ˜‚).

Uyun was the leader, she's the cutest one in front.

Dr Sitti treated them ice cream after that, and I could only see their selfies. #sadlyfe

Then at night, there was supposed to be this class for techno daie (photoshop class), I couldn’t go obviously but demm... it sure took me lots of courage to tell my partner that I was sick. I didn’t want to look like I was making excuses, although I might already look like that to him.

Every time he conducted a program under our lajnah, I was aaaaaaalways sick. Eeevery single time. Sorry, kid... it’s not like I wanted this to happen okies.

Lastly, one more photo with the leader...just because we wore
the same stripeyy shirt! Hehe. I'm a lot happier when I meet someone shorter
than me. Again, why that mini heart?? *sorry bella I surrender*

This was during our course exhibition day. We, year three students made recycled papers from the newspaper!
I had sooo much fun that day minus the fact that I had to deal with this pakcik who kept calling me for inappropriate reasons -.-

 20/12/2017

Yesterday, my last presentation for Dr. Hazim's class. I was feeling a little better so... yeah I was ready for it. It's just a mock proposal defense and I think we (me, Annur, and Fatin) did okay.

However when I explained the results, there was a little misunderstanding lol. I was so embarrassed because I'd been explaining about it so confidently like I knew everything (confidence level skyrocketed since we practiced a lot hihi). I mean I explained everything that I knew based on all the journals that I'd read about that similar research (but neeeever enough aliaa, remember that!).

He's very nice though to correct me and explained the real results with examples that were more complementary to our project. Thank you Dr. ^^ If it's not because of him, Annur and Fatin wouldn't know the correct results too. And ohhh please include myself. Hehe.


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So okay, I guess that's all for now. I hope you're doing well, readers and thank you for reading this entry. Bye bye. Actually I'm still not sleepy. But don't tell me to study or do revisions, because that would be a perfect sleeping pill right now (what's the point of studying if you just do it in order to sleep??). Manchester United have a match against Bristol City after this, but I'm not excited at all. Maybe the fever is still messing up with my brain. Hmmm. Oh well, goodbye again...

Saturday, 28 October 2017

Satu pasukan satu semangat πŸ‘

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.

I joined so many programs recently. But, today I'll just tell you about 1 Team 1 Spirit (1T1S) camp which was held in Raub, Pahang, since it's the best one so far.

There were so many interesting activities, all were handled by the trainers there, *do I sound lazy to you right now?* 

  • water rafting (5km but it didn't tire me at all, ekspedisi sungai lebir 50 km kott)
  • night walking (6km. There were like 6 checkpoints and I just love doing this because from checkpoint 5 to the final one, we're released one by one. Weeeeheeee I loikeee! It was super duper dark and tbh I really wanted to brag about it here in my blog but then, there's nothing scary so takpelah...)
  • survival kitchen (we got third place out of seven groups. Ok or not ok?)
  • water confidence (Best gila!)

I love eeeeeeeevery second spent at that camp. We slept in this cute hut btw which got no fan no anything, there was only a small lamp and that was that :) still better than a tent so why not?! 😜

I definitely recommend this place to all of you - Kela Adventure Camp. Oh in fact, I already miss all the trainers now. They were all so kind and 'daddy'ish like tegas pun bertempat since it wasn't a leadership camp. And tell you what, that was the best experience I've ever had with PRS. Thank you Zap for letting me replace you 😘.

At first I was actually contemplating whether I should go or not. (I even created a poll in my instastory about going to this camp or going home) I called my mum hoping that she'd want me to go home early and of course she said yesssssss. That's when I felt like whining and I just wanted to cancel everything for her. But I gave it a second thought, 1T1S is only for those PRS members with important position and I am nobody in this organization. Nobody nobody but you~ apart from that, this golden opportunity doesn't always come easily like this.
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And I don't think I can go again next year... so, ok I will just take the chance. No regrets ^^
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One more thing... I think the president of this club doesn't like me. I don't even know the reason but it's too obvious. T.T

I tried to be nice and friendlier, I even smiled at him... but he ignored me everytime -.- sooo irritating. *I think you all know too well that I'm not being myself whenever I smile at a guy. Right??? It's a huge sacrifice that I did for this organization! They said we must exchange smiles whenever we bump into each others bla bla blahhh... now what?

Ok laa, maybe he's just shy πŸ˜‚ awww shy guys are so cute, malu kan salah satu daripada cabang keimanan (which, in this case doesn't make any sense because he's over-friendly jer dengan orang lain). Shy my ass... πŸ˜’
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Tsk, doesn't matter tho. Excuse me, why do I even mention about it here?

Bye everyone! Next time you go there, please let me know! I wanna hear your review too.

P/s : ni baru start cuti midsem hohoho :D

Sunday, 8 October 2017

Hello beaches!

I wasn't allowed to go to Penang, so my mum let me go to the beaches. Yay!

I followed Asma and her housemates. We went to Pantai Senok, Irama and D'Aur Beach Resort. I never know that most of the beach(es) here in Kelantan are so beautiful! And yes guys, it was my first time going to that famous Pantai Senok lol so malulah kata pure Kelantanese πŸ™Š

This is the best picture from my trip so... yeah pathetic.
I was like "Kemonnnn angin, you wanna ruin my tudung rite? GO ON! DO THAT!!"

Thank you for inviting me, peopleeeeee!!!

Whose friend is this?

This is Asma guys. The owner of the bicycle with disfunctional brake tuu. Remember her? Comel khenn? Kurus lak tu...

 
At this point, I just couldn't care less about my tudung ヽ(^。^)δΈΏ

Ewah-ewah ^^ hahaha

My family would definitely say
"in what way are you wearing that shade? eyy wait whose shade is that?" 😴 *not mine obviously*
But whatever, we literally shooed a group of kids away to get our photos here. Hehe sorry kiddos, your sisters datang dari jauh kott. Kasi chance ok?

P/s : I'm not ready for final year. No kidding. Oh btw I hope the title doesn't sound too rude... oookay it's not rude but it does sound rude πŸ‘‹

Thursday, 7 September 2017

Quit

Remember this date Aliaa (7th Sept 2017), you quitted instagram. Oooooo I'm so proud of myself *cries*! So proud that my blog also went private tehee~


This was posted on the 1st Sept. What the hell was I thinking?! Duhh I shouldn't say goodbye if I want to go away, just leave laa aliaa eh kemon~... Leave and let them wonder where you go~ -.-

I had deleted that post tho... Today, no regrets.

Because it captioned this picture and I just realize that I don't like the one on the right. Who on earth smiles like that?

*hands up*

Me. Nobody nobody but me.

Also... Oh actually I'm up to nothing today Just done scrolling some threads in twitter (yasss I got tweet tweet now ^^) because every class was cancelled today (there's an event idk what it is so don't ask) and you know, it really bugs me, like TOTALLY bugs me seeing how some people are shamelessly talking bad about others. Putus tunang. Buat thread in twitter. Gf/bf curang, buat thread. Cerita hantu, sihir semua buat thread. It's like a trend! Don't get me started about the language that they used. So rudeeeee! Bod*h. B*bi. B*tch. Sh*t. F*ck were like their common words!

So sad.

Okay, so I used to do that too in my blog. Literally throwing everything that my heart said about certain persons, except I didn't curse like that... or not at all, you know that huffaz guy and the gossip girl. They did something I didn't like, so I got my revenge and did something wrong by writing here. Not intelligent at all haha >_<

Maybe it's the devil in me. But I don't feel anything about it except serendipity LOL. Btw, I don't trust anyone and that's why lerr I will always prefer my blog over someone else (except my family), just in case you're asking... because,
  1. I think it’s proven that humans are so good at backstabbing half of their own population. WE ALL SEE THAT COMING, admit it 😏 akhir zaman kott.. 
  2. This blog isn't well known, thus the story won't spread far. Heck, no one will ever spread it because they will get bored even before they finish an entry HAHAHA XD
  3. People rarely ask me about those persons. Buat apa tanya because even when they do, never in a million years will I tell them a word. (me being too secretive just annoyed my friends seriously. I'm sorry heheh.)
  4. There's no button for 'retweet' or 'like' here. If you don't like what I wrote, then just go click the 'x' button where it always is. Simple. Why spread something rude if you know it's rude? 
Sooooooooo it's fine. I guess.

Oh I'm not saying that I'm right okay (The REAL right thing to do is to keep quiet, be patient, and pray to Allah so He will give hidayah to those people of course). Everything in life has limits and you set your own limit. We are all grown up now, takkan semua benda nak diajar macam budak tadika lagi. Come to think about it, we'd spent like 11 years from primary till high school learning about morals.

Cannot relate eh?

Seronok maki-maki orang macam itu zikir harian kita?

Pity us.

I am very new to twitter btw and don't know much yet. But rather than finding it addictive, I think it's just a waste of time just like instagram... but don't worry, you can blame me - for wandering aimlessly at some random crappy timelines :P

Please people, don't be too stupid to blabble everything on social media. You could trigger others to create a lot of assumptions. Like, what I'm going through right now... I want to tell you, I don't care anymore πŸ˜’

Allahuuu, I thought that my course is tough enough but these people are even more complicated. Sangaaaaat!

If you hate someone, can you not pull me into it also? The funny thing is that : if I didn't even budge from your... hasutan? (pfft) you suddenly said that I was already influenced with your enemy. Wutt?! God, it's so annoying.

Why do they even have an enemy in the first place? (actually enemies πŸ˜‘).

So there are two sides here. Two gangs. A and B. I am in between. It's not even my choice to be in between but my life is so sad lol :P and things happen and before I know it, I was there. Surpriseeee!

This is the circle of friends that I'd mentioned long time ago. They never changed.

I know my classmates know everything too since they've witnessed everything in the class and they're sympathy of me. But they can't do anything.

No one actually likes one of the girls from gang A. I repeat, no one. Including me, but mind you I'm still trying so hard to teach myself to dislike only her mean attitude ok. Pheww... I can do this! so hard, mannnnn!

The judgmental look from both gangs totally doesn't welcome me as long as I'm still in between of them. Personally I like gang B better because they're nice, both parties are nice (err... noooo) but I'm much fond to the attitude of gang B. Plussssssss what I dislike about gang A is that they treat me like I must choose one side only. Which is crazy. Kerja giler.

Syurga neraka bolehlah nak pilih satu, ni kawan sayang~ you can't eliminate just anyone from your life unless you've got that pass/ticket to heaven or something then... just do what you want. But remember, we have Rasulullah s.a.w as our role model and he... forgives the worst of people.

No one is guaranteed the heaven, now get your feet on the ground, peeps.

Regarding this thing, I will truly appreciate it if they don't tell me anything at all. I'm doing my own thing, whatever it is that they're thinking I'm doing doesn't matter at all. Please, please, please take a real good care of your heart. Fix it. Don't damage it with your sad thoughts about other people, stop overthinking. Okay?

Being a pitiful victim sucks but it feels funny too hahaha XD. Entahlah, this is sooo the end of the world, isn't it? But I'm glad He chose me, because I am forever in need of His guidance :)

Last semester I walked to class alone every morning, all the way from my room because that's the only time I could actually be alone and I always felt like crying. Why did I end up staying with them?It's obvious to my heart that I was not happy being with those people, not at all. But then when I looked up to the sky, the miserable feeling just went away like breeze. That moment, I know He was there and He would help me get through this. Goshhhh...

I'm sorry if everything that I wrote above is also stressful for you.

Now! let me show you these Android names, tetiba kannnn hahaha πŸ˜‚ they're so cute !

Cupcake
Doughnut
Eclair
Frozen yoghurt
Gingerbread
Honeycomb
Ice cream sandwich
Jellybean
Kit Kat
Lollipop
Marshmallow
Nougat
Oreo

Give me all of them!!! Dapnyeee 😚

Next will be P and it could be a pineapple pie or a peach cobbler! :D Till then...

Oh btw Ifah sent a nice message to me awww. Why this girl?! 😍 always at the right moment.

🌹"Jangan pernah mencampur adukkan antara dia dan sikapnya. Karena dia akan tetap menjadi dia sementara sikapnya akan berubah tergantung dari sikap kita kepadanya. Kamu berhak membenci sikap seseorang tanpa perlu membenci orang tersebut."🌹

🌸Habib Ali Zaenal Abidin Bin Alwi Alkaff🌸

She didn't know anything, I swear this girl could read my mind.

Goodbye everybody. Hikhik. ^^