8 Letters

Easy.

I love you.

. . .

Alaaaaa 8 letters could be anything 😂 luls.

. . .

I've completely forgotten about MPG PRS. It will be held this Saturday and I don't have any suitable outfit that fits the theme. Hahaha 😆 but it's okay, I have always been the theme crasher (or breaker whatever~)

AGM on 25th Oct. I don't even care *but they might get mad at me so okay, I care..and then the little things in between, urghh... I might walk by all of them again 🙁

Tbh I don't know why I was selected for MPG. Usually they only picked those who devoted their time for that student body (read: PRS).

I don't think I'm eligible yet. Just never deserve to be included.

The only logical reason I could think of right now is, that I am close to the juniors. But naah, as if that's helping -.- of course not.

By the way, do you know the pop band 'Why Don't We'?

(it's necessary to put aphostrophe over there because that is literally their group's name.  Why don't we? Why don't we what?)

They're all cute kids! 

With beauuuuutiful voices!

I love 8 Letters so much! Now go listen to it.

Opening and closing up again, 

I've been hurt so I don't trust

Oh people are like that right?? Today they act as if they could be your entire sky, but tomorrow they just leave you like you're that black cloud that no one likes. Just because you rain and they don't  💁🏻‍♀️ lol nak jeles pun simpanlah sikit woihhh.

But it's okay, there will come the day when your heart will be strong enough to not care about any bulls*it thrown at you. Be patient, friends! (Sabar itu indah - many people said this so who should I give credit to now?)

Why do I pull you close, 

and then ask you for space

Uuuuu that got me like, chill~!

Sometimes you don't even pull someone close, they're just drawn to you.

What I mean is, don't go mad if someone falls for you, it's only natural. Feeling comes and goes anyway. Relaks lah.

*cakap senanglaa aliaa kan...*

*emm pastu kau dh takde keje ke sampai mentadabbur lagu kat sini?*

hahahha ada, ok2 bye! 😂

wut happened yesterday?

Oh nothing much. Just got myself locked out of my room and I couldn’t get in.

13 hours outside.

I left everything inside lol 😂

Long time no see ✌🏻

Today's topic for muzakarah nuqaba' feels soooo relatable. Uwuuu ♥️

Islam is the way of life.

Well, not the topic actually, but Ustaz Khalid just knows how to twist it and make everything sound interesting. And he eventually makes us talk about ukhuwwah islamiyah instead (lari topik, a bit) 🤦🏻‍♀️

(Idk what I blabbered just now. I couldn't remember anymore lol XD)

I found it otw back to my room so 

I think it should appear here too(?)

It's true, we do need some real friends to be our backbone. Ukhwah islamiah bruh 😏 But the sad truth is they're so hard to find these days. Be one and you'll find some. It's unbelievable how the boys actually have the same problem, just like us girls! Lol. They all look very cool tho (bajet~ puihh), tapi hati tisu gak  😂

When ustaz said, "Orang perempuan ni banyak betullah problem", we all just laughed at that. Eyy, laki pun sama je ustaz, diorang tak kecoh je 😏 and I know we can't keep everything to ourselves, but really, not everyone can actually listen, and understand.

(It’s not that I don’t want to share anything with you, it just doesn’t feel alright yet, I’m sorry.)

Here's a story about a stranger who now becomes one of my favorite persons.

Kak Ina a.k.a Haslina. I love her very much. Many people say that I'm like her little sister because we're soooo close and she admits that too. Aww.. (but she's gone already, bulan 10 ni grad 😭 alaa sedihlah)

Idk how we become closer day by day, what I know is she's the one who makes effort to get close to me. At first. Me? I'm terrible, terrrrible at making friends ok. Since day one. I will never forget when we first met. Me being me, I don't easily accept people into my life, I don't even like having so many friends. But I like being w this one. Like, she cares a lot and I believe, she does that to everyone else as well. What an angel.

Tbh I'm quite the jealous type if someone else tries to get the attention from someone whom I'm very fond of (hehe). But I love this relationship wayyyy too much to even make fuss and ruin everything.

So whenever I saw her went somewhere with others without including me, I was just like na-ah, she's like my sister but she's everybody's sister too. 

Just like she always said, usrah makes us becomes one big family, I agree 💓💓

(edited: kalau naqib/naqibah tu perform laa, kalau tak kelaut jugak, eh 🤭) Haha but one thing for sure, there will be no jealousy if your intention is pure. Jadi~ jangan malas pergi usrah

*what is this? like a slap from me to me?*

Goodbye.