Satu pasukan satu semangat 👍

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.

I joined so many programs recently. But, today I'll just tell you about 1 Team 1 Spirit (1T1S) camp which was held in Raub, Pahang, since it's the best one so far.

There were so many interesting activities, all were handled by the trainers there, *do I sound lazy to you right now?* 

• water rafting (5km but it didn't tire me at all, ekspedisi sungai lebir 50 km kott)
• night walking (6km. There were like 6 checkpoints and I just love doing this because from checkpoint 5 to the final one, we're released one by one. Weeeeheeee I loikeee! It was super duper dark and tbh I really wanted to brag about it here in my blog but then, there's nothing scary so takpelah...)
• survival kitchen (we got third place out of seven groups. Ok or not ok?)
• water confidence (Best gila!)

I love eeeeeeeevery second spent at that camp. We slept in this cute hut btw which got no fan no anything, there was only a small lamp and that was that :) still better than a tent so why not?! 😜

I definitely recommend this place to all of you - Kela Adventure Camp. Oh in fact, I already miss all the trainers now. They were all so kind and 'daddy'ish like tegas pun bertempat since it wasn't a leadership camp. And tell you what, that was the best experience I've ever had with PRS. Thank you Zap for letting me replace you 😘.

At first I was actually contemplating whether I should go or not. (I even created a poll in my instastory about going to this camp or going home) I called my mum hoping that she'd want me to go home early and of course she said yesssssss. That's when I felt like whining and I just wanted to cancel everything for her. But I gave it a second thought, 1T1S is only for those PRS members with important position and I am nobody in this organization. Nobody nobody but you~ apart from that, this golden opportunity doesn't always come easily like this.
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And I don't think I can go again next year... so, ok I will just take the chance. No regrets ^^
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One more thing... I think the president of this club doesn't like me. I don't even know the reason but it's too obvious. T.T

I tried to be nice and friendlier, I even smiled at him... but he ignored me everytime -.- sooo irritating. *I think you all know too well that I'm not being myself whenever I smile at a guy. Right??? It's a huge sacrifice that I did for this organization! They said we must exchange smiles whenever we bump into each others bla bla blahhh... now what?

Ok laa, maybe he's just shy 😂 awww shy guys are so cute, malu kan salah satu daripada cabang keimanan (which, in this case doesn't make any sense because he's over-friendly jer dengan orang lain). Shy my ass... 😒
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Tsk, doesn't matter tho. Excuse me, why do I even mention about it here?

Bye everyone! Next time you go there, please let me know! I wanna hear your review too.

P/s : ni baru start cuti midsem hohoho :D

Should talk or shouldn't talk





Hi beautiful!

I watched Reese Regan's video on YouTube about anxiety and I somehow thought that she actually spoke my mind. My feeling even. Well, except I never cried like she told she did. Poor girl I almost sobbed too watching her. But I know, I don't deserve to talk about something like that here.

Or I should only talk about something like that here... I dunno... enough said.

Anyways I'm quite busy nowadays *rolls eyes duhh* but I like to do inappropriate thing like this when I have a lot of works ahaha. It's soooo me weyyy 😂. I need to submit a secret video tomorrow (won't tell what kind of video it is because I truly suck at editing videos) and it isn't finished yet lol.

I guess I shouldn't mention about midterms, quizzes, and assignments now because they are literally my breakfast and lunch *puke water*. And oooh I forgot to tell you about one more interesting thing. Yesterday (Saturday!) I went into the forest at as early as 8 am you know muehehe please be proud of me. (let me repeat, yesterday is Saturday tau tau tau!!!) We were divided into two groups. Our purpose was non other than to do some clearance on our 10km track for AGX Eco-Challenge. Very interesting. Honestly I'm a bit nervous about our route umm... however I'm more worried about our contestants. Because, well it is in the forest obviously, plus the distance is a-freaking-10-kilometer, gaiss! Do you want to see the map?

I can't show you unfortunately, im so sorry T.T (cam nak kena lempang jer kan?)

There are too many pacat there. Sooooo many of them and they are very aggressive. Forget about pigs or other wild animals, right now I'm only focusing on that small creature called 'pacat'.

The baby pacat could get into your socks too goshhh idk how they do it. Maybe they... stretch their bodies until they become really really thin... and long(?) and then they sneakily slip into our socks. Or maybe my socks are just cheap and there is a hole somewhere. Nope,there's none. I just hate pacat, no kidding! At first cam geli-geli jer... pastu aku dah jadi meluat betul sekarang rasa macam nak curahkan semua minyak cap kapak atas pacat-pacat tagunee tu -.-

We finished at around 1 pm. I went home and bathed and prayed then I slept. I set my alarm at 4 pm because I had to go for usrah later at 5 pm. But you know,,, I was too tired.

I woke up at 4.40 pm. Everybody was sleeping too hekhek >_<. Siapa yang kata nak bangun study tuuu and janji nak kejutkan iolls tuuuu? 😝 Hehe takpe, yang penting niat tu ada. So I went to usrah but a little bit late lahh and we played a game after that.

Then last night there's a meeting for PRS. Thank God I still had a drop of strength left in me so I went to that meeting too.

Well that was my yesterday's story. Last week? I can't even remember kekeke >_< My planner is as clean as an A4 paper, such a shame rite? Seriously I just don't feel like writing now. Typing is fine !

Bye bye ^^ nak sambung buat video.

Hello beaches!

I wasn't allowed to go to Penang, so my mum let me go to the beaches. Yay!

I followed Asma and her housemates. We went to Pantai Senok, Irama and D'Aur Beach Resort. I never know that most of the beach(es) here in Kelantan are so beautiful! And yes guys, it was my first time going to that famous Pantai Senok lol so malulah kata pure Kelantanese 🙊

This is the best picture from my trip so... yeah pathetic.
I was like "Kemonnnn angin, you wanna ruin my tudung rite? GO ON! DO THAT!!"

Thank you for inviting me, peopleeeeee!!!



Whose friend is this?

This is Asma guys. The owner of the bicycle with disfunctional brake tuu. Remember her? Comel khenn? Kurus lak tu...



 

At this point, I just couldn't care less about my tudung ヽ(^。^)丿

Ewah-ewah ^^ hahaha

My family would definitely say

"in what way are you wearing that shade? eyy wait whose shade is that?" 😴 *not mine obviously*

But whatever, we literally shooed a group of kids away to get our photos here. Hehe sorry kiddos, your sisters datang dari jauh kott. Kasi chance ok?

P/s : I'm not ready for final year. No kidding. Oh btw I hope the title doesn't sound too rude... oookay it's not rude but it does sound rude 👋

You...

Of course you do! (jk)

My fever lasted two weeks later (not a surprise) because I didn't take any meds :P In fact, I'm still coughing till this day. Batuk 100 hari my mum said. But no worries because this thing always happens. Moreover I already have someone taking care of me.. hehe - It's me, ofcos!!! I got my own back ^^

Btw I miss you too, readers.

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And that

 ...is my diary. You will find a black paper at the very first page where I wrote my password for every social media that I have. Correction : actually there's only ONE password - for an app in my phone where I keep all my passwords kekeke. Just in case I die you know (Izrail comes to see us more than once a day ok), someone can deactivate all of them for me. My family especially, but while I'm still breathing now, don't you dare to touch that book. Ever.

Nobody has seen it though.

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Moving on. My friends invite me to join their trip to Penang this upcoming weekend. OOOOOhhhh I soooo want to go (actually not sure yet)! I even ask Asma, Uyun, Syura, Finaz and lots of people to come with me and I just can't wait anymore ^^ . Everybody is like 100% sure that I'm gonna join it. But...

Hehe 👉👈

Little did I know,

my mum doesn't allow me to go.

"If you want to go, then I want you to come home this week" - Ma

I just came back from home last Saturday kott...

Love you MUUUUUUUM! Now I don't need to do solat istikharah regarding this issue anymore.

My friends sure are disappointed wuhuhu... I'm so sorry (for being too excited lol XP).

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Well truth is, I just dontreallywannajoindaurahpembangunannuqaba... that's why I try to run away to Penang. Kononnyeee~ What a bad, bad girl. Hahaha XD omg what's got into me??

Goodbye!