This was posted on the 1st Sept. What the hell was I thinking?! Duhh I shouldn't say goodbye if I want to go away, just leave laa aliaa eh kemon~... Leave and let them wonder where you go~ -.-
I had deleted that post tho... Today, no regrets.
Because it captioned this picture and I just realize that I don't like the one on the right. Who on earth smiles like that?
*hands up*
Me. Nobody nobody but me.
Also... Oh actually I'm up to nothing today Just done scrolling some threads in twitter (yasss I got tweet tweet now ^^) because every class was cancelled today (there's an event idk what it is so don't ask) and you know, it really bugs me, like TOTALLY bugs me seeing how some people are shamelessly talking bad about others. Putus tunang. Buat thread in twitter. Gf/bf curang, buat thread. Cerita hantu, sihir semua buat thread. It's like a trend! Don't get me started about the language that they used. So rudeeeee! Bod*h. B*bi. B*tch. Sh*t. F*ck were like their common words!
So sad.
Okay, so I used to do that too in my blog. Literally throwing everything that my heart said about certain persons, except I didn't curse like that... or not at all, you know that huffaz guy and the gossip girl. They did something I didn't like, so I got my revenge and did something wrong by writing here. Not intelligent at all haha >_<
Maybe it's the devil in me. But I don't feel anything about it except serendipity LOL. Btw, I don't trust anyone and that's why lerr I will always prefer my blog over someone else (except my family), just in case you're asking... because,
- I think it’s proven that humans are so good at backstabbing half of their own population. WE ALL SEE THAT COMING, admit it 😏 akhir zaman kott..
- This blog isn't well known, thus the story won't spread far. Heck, no one will ever spread it because they will get bored even before they finish an entry HAHAHA XD
- People rarely ask me about those persons. Buat apa tanya because even when they do, never in a million years will I tell them a word. (me being too secretive just annoyed my friends seriously. I'm sorry heheh.)
- There's no button for 'retweet' or 'like' here. If you don't like what I wrote, then just go click the 'x' button where it always is. Simple. Why spread something rude if you know it's rude?
Sooooooooo it's fine. I guess.
Oh I'm not saying that I'm right okay (The REAL right thing to do is to keep quiet, be patient, and pray to Allah so He will give hidayah to those people of course). Everything in life has limits and you set your own limit. We are all grown up now, takkan semua benda nak diajar macam budak tadika lagi. Come to think about it, we'd spent like 11 years from primary till high school learning about morals.
Cannot relate eh?
Seronok maki-maki orang macam itu zikir harian kita?
Pity us.
I am very new to twitter btw and don't know much yet. But rather than finding it addictive, I think it's just a waste of time just like instagram... but don't worry, you can blame me - for wandering aimlessly at some random crappy timelines :P
Please people, don't be too stupid to blabble everything on social media. You could trigger others to create a lot of assumptions. Like, what I'm going through right now... I want to tell you, I don't care anymore 😒
Allahuuu, I thought that my course is tough enough but these people are even more complicated. Sangaaaaat!
If you hate someone, can you not pull me into it also? The funny thing is that : if I didn't even budge from your... hasutan? (pfft) you suddenly said that I was already influenced with your enemy. Wutt?! God, it's so annoying.
Why do they even have an enemy in the first place? (actually enemies 😑).
So there are two sides here. Two gangs. A and B. I am in between. It's not even my choice to be in between but my life is so sad lol :P and things happen and before I know it, I was there. Surpriseeee!
This is the circle of friends that I'd mentioned long time ago. They never changed.
I know my classmates know everything too since they've witnessed everything in the class and they're sympathy of me. But they can't do anything.
No one actually likes one of the girls from gang A. I repeat, no one. Including me, but mind you I'm still trying so hard to teach myself to dislike only her mean attitude ok. Pheww... I can do this! so hard, mannnnn!
The judgmental look from both gangs totally doesn't welcome me as long as I'm still in between of them. Personally I like gang B better because they're nice, both parties are nice (err... noooo) but I'm much fond to the attitude of gang B. Plussssssss what I dislike about gang A is that they treat me like I must choose one side only. Which is crazy. Kerja giler.
Syurga neraka bolehlah nak pilih satu, ni kawan sayang~ you can't eliminate just anyone from your life unless you've got that pass/ticket to heaven or something then... just do what you want. But remember, we have Rasulullah s.a.w as our role model and he... forgives the worst of people.
No one is guaranteed the heaven, now get your feet on the ground, peeps.
Regarding this thing, I will truly appreciate it if they don't tell me anything at all. I'm doing my own thing, whatever it is that they're thinking I'm doing doesn't matter at all. Please, please, please take a real good care of your heart. Fix it. Don't damage it with your sad thoughts about other people, stop overthinking. Okay?
Being a pitiful victim sucks but it feels funny too hahaha XD. Entahlah, this is sooo the end of the world, isn't it? But I'm glad He chose me, because I am forever in need of His guidance :)
Last semester I walked to class alone every morning, all the way from my room because that's the only time I could actually be alone and I always felt like crying. Why did I end up staying with them?It's obvious to my heart that I was not happy being with those people, not at all. But then when I looked up to the sky, the miserable feeling just went away like breeze. That moment, I know He was there and He would help me get through this. Goshhhh...
I'm sorry if everything that I wrote above is also stressful for you.
Now! let me show you these Android names, tetiba kannnn hahaha 😂 they're so cute !
Cupcake
Doughnut
Eclair
Frozen yoghurt
Gingerbread
Honeycomb
Ice cream sandwich
Jellybean
Kit Kat
Lollipop
Marshmallow
Nougat
Oreo
Give me all of them!!! Dapnyeee 😚
Next will be P and it could be a pineapple pie or a peach cobbler! :D Till then...
Oh btw Ifah sent a nice message to me awww. Why this girl?! 😍 always at the right moment.
🌹"Jangan pernah mencampur adukkan antara dia dan sikapnya. Karena dia akan tetap menjadi dia sementara sikapnya akan berubah tergantung dari sikap kita kepadanya. Kamu berhak membenci sikap seseorang tanpa perlu membenci orang tersebut."🌹
🌸Habib Ali Zaenal Abidin Bin Alwi Alkaff🌸
She didn't know anything, I swear this girl could read my mind.
Goodbye everybody. Hikhik. ^^
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