post-meeting the sv

Assalamualaikum

Hi everyone. I just met my supervisor with Nasir. She's so funny ooemmjiii I'll forever love her! (jot that in mind aliaa so even when she's angry at you, you gotta read this again and love her the same!). Okay, so...umm.. apparently she's just asking about.. how our fyp going.

Not bad, but I won't say it's going smoothly either. Half-half. Kekkekeke >_<

I hope the layer is clear enough for you to see.
I hope it's not just hexane and water.
I hope that the betel oil is in there too.



She also conveyed a little bit of what I called as 'tazkirah'. You know, just to boost our spirit up. Also commenting about our behavior. She said Nasir has become more matured now compared to last semester, not childish anymore. I guess they might have had a private talk before because I didn't understand a single thing about that luls.

Until she talked about me, about my behavior? ummm... *damn, my heart almost popped* 

She said that I need to be more 'chill' XD kah!

Perhaps I don't even realized how I was doing before because I think , well I think I was 'chill' enough. Nope? Tapi memang aku jenis terlebih serius pun sampai orang nak bergurau pun takut hihiks :D

But anyways, I don't want to talk about how much of a 'serious person' I am because that also depends on who I am with. The same goes to all of you right?

In term of this, it's all just respect.

P/s: She actually wanted me to publish a paper, but I need to make a poster about my research first and join a conference to present that. I don't want to believe it, yet. Just, why me instead of her other supervisees? Why not all of us? T.T Ooo, what have I put myself into now?

I need my parents. Nak balik ah camni -.-

If boredom could kill,

you might be reading an entry written by a dead person already.

I am so bored.

Gosh, I'm so bored you got no idea!

If I don't have any drop of shame left in me

like this little fella over here...

I would have done something stupid already.

Already did tbh... I activated my instagram... and then accidentally made it public.
I didn't mean to do that, the button is totally at different place now and everything is just confusing.

Oh well, look at me blaming the universe as if none of it was my mistake 😂 hahaha.

But no worries, I'll shut it down again.

Should I?

Btw did my sister really follow you???????? whoever you are?!

Anyways, I'll write again tonight, insyaAllah. I don't have anything to do so I just can't wait to be in the lab again tomorrow. Spending the weekend here without any assignment *coughs* is the most boring thing ever. If you call that a 'thing' but whatever, I AM SO BORED!

excuse me, i cAN't sLeeP

I SERIOUSLY HATE FALLING ASLEEP WHEN I DON'T EVEN WANT TO SLEEP YET! 

To be precise, I hate it everytime I fall asleep in the evening *and then wake up to total darkness. At night! Whaaaaaasattt?! It feels as if I've done something wrong for the whole day. Wuhuhuuhu😧

Well yesterday was one of those days...

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I was in lab doing the extraction since 8 in the morning bruh and only left at almost 5 pm. Whatever 😒 I'd never been that long in lab tak keluar2 lansung, what I know is my body was obviously exhausted. Alsooooo it's my first day getting a visit from Aunt Flo. Hee hee.. >____<

You know that cramp, it would have gone unnoticeable had I been lying comfortably (on bed, procrastinating), but when you're stucked in lab and just watching those condenser doing its work... for almost 9 hrs?!

the pain was real. I couldn't take it anymore... #weak

but yeaaaaaahhh...just deal with it.

Hats off to all the girls who experience excruciating pain every month. You guys are one of a kind. Not moiiii~! Well of course not me, I'm weak. Pfft 😜