On that road once again

Hey guys. I just come back from my junior's house for some photoshoot session. 

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Why am I feeling so numb?

Whyyyyy?!

Sorry, I guess you don't understand what the title actually means, and I dontwanna explain either and you probably will stop reading at this point... *sigh* I don’t think I can take it anymore weyyyy because I'm afraid that I just cannot handle everything. Like bite more that I can chew? Na-ah… no no no. Oookay I admit that I could be confident at times… but when I don’t even feel like it, I am like the most anxious person ever exists. And right now, I am the latter, obviously... you see.

Hahaha ooowh god what have I been doing since I left that position?

NOOOOBODY, I repeat, noooooooobody wants to know that!

I don’t really have a long-term dream right now tbh. All I’m trying to achieve are just my short term goals. For example my quizzes, and things like that. Tim Minchin says that you don’t need to worry about what you’re gonna do with the rest of your life. And that is exactly what I am trying to do. Chill and smile XP lol.

I hope I can do well. Aminnnnn.

I phoned my mum yesterday and today (actually... okaylaa everyday), Anis said something in the background, telling Ma to tell me to wish her ‘good luck’. Sooo mengada laa uolls. So I said something quite long … which was quite touching also (ehh?)

She didn’t say anything after that but I could tell she was crying. Haha. My sister could be emotional sometimes. She's almost like me omaigosh when did you become like this? >.<, I only cry when I talk to my loved ones too because they matter sooooo much to me.

And how do I know that? Because I am a good sister *duhh* and she loves me!

Good luck you munchkin lover~ (oh yeah, munchkin is me) 

Blackey who?

Assalamualaikum

I won't tell wohohoho! Interpret the picture on your own, can you?

This girl didn't wake up last time she said she wanted to watch her babies (yappp of course her babies won! They rarely disappoint their mother now ^^ hehe) because she was too busy trying to digest an awesome article into her brain.

I stopped reading and highlighting the points halfway aaaaaaas I just realized that one of my unknown skills is reading an academic article without absorbing a single word. *cries* Chill aliaa chill.. the time just... isn't right. Yes. Soooo true. But tbh right now I could still describe Benfica much better than describing that article. I mean you ask me, where Benfica is on the map, I can show you exactly where it is. Just kidding, it's not on the map, it's a football club name :P

And if you ask me what is Kappa number, uhhh sorry. Wrong person 😗. Baby shark here dududunno anything...

Eyy guys, aren't you curious about my laptop a.k.a Blackey?

It will be hospitalised until the end of this week Abah said. Now I'm using his laptop which is so empty (and has no name, okaylaa Asus will do) -.- I got to choose whether I want to bring his or Anis's laptop (not hers actually, it's just she puts so many stuff in that lappy so I reckon it's hers) or our computer to uni. Ngehehehehe ^^

Of course I only want Blackey.

It has been with me for four years, just like baby Samsung. So let's pray for it to recover quickly. Thanks.

Am I not sad you ask? Oh well... I don't really feel sad since I'm not starting my fyp thesis yet XD so all is well, and I already saved everything on my sister's hard disk therefore they're safe. Except movies. And drama. And all Manchester United videos! Hwaaaaa 😫😫 No no, can't cry yet.

The day after I went back from that camp in Raub, I tried to turn Blackey on but nothing happened. Its screen was just as blank as my planner lol. So I plugged in the charger until it was fully charged and then I tried to start it again. Nope, it still wouldn't show any sign of life. Then I removed the battery and put on the charger again and woaaaaaaahhhhh I get it I get it! the light at the bottom front wouldn't come out at all! You know the led power indicator light...yes, that one.

I tried to do what youtube told me to do also (look, I was very desperate okay). Remove the battery and AC adapter then press the power button for 30 seconds. I pressed for like 15 minutes and it's useless.

So....

What the hell is happening to you...?

Blackey never caused me any problem before! Not even once. It'd never gone unresponsive, tak pernah mati terkejut, tak pernah tak pernah punnnnn!

So sad now

that it becomes like this... 😢

But then, when I look back at the purpose of turning it on on that day, which is to watch the new episodes of While You Were Sleeping (omaigad I loveeeee Han Woo Tak! 😍).

Maybe I shouldn't feel sad at all muahahhaa. Toodles!

Even facebook makes me cringe!

You liked that one post!

How come I only realized it just now? 😂

Oh well, that was meant for you anyway so... 

*lol aliaa lol*

*you know what guys, it's late and I should be sleeping right now because my babies have a game tomorrow at 4 and I, need to wake up for that!*

Maybe next time I shouldn't turn off the notification anymore mehehe~okbye!

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Correction, I should only use messenger from now on. 
No more facebook. Or new post.

TC, bruh! 

One more thing, good luck on your final year (or not yet? or am I late?!). You will definitely nail it. I mean you've done things much harder before (idk anything but engineering is hard, isn't it?), so of course you can do well too this time.

😛

Nevermind, I'm just gonna write all those things on my forehead instead. 

You, be well 😺