What's not to love?

I missed MU's match yesterday oooooh my god. So upset okay, Abah had texted me but I didn't even hear the notification tone. T__T

They only drew though but it's okay, I love them.

Anyway, forget about the match... because right now I'm soooooo in love with my new house (can't live inside the college anymore lulz), because it has a BIG living room where there are enough tables for all of us to study and berguling-guling hehe. See, I told you that I wanted to live here since last two semesters. There's a Harry Potter room also, sahhhh cute! The bedroom is only for sleeping which means I can sleep earlier now ^^ annnd I don't think I'll feel scared to wake up in the middle of the night too. It's safer here (kott..)



 Lol ^^



Lololol >_<

Even my schedule is sooooo lovely. No class again on Thursday yay!!
But I died every Tuesday 😪, the last class actually ends at 7pm.

Today, lectures and tutorial classes had started and I walked to class. I WALKED.

Then I sweat. Yes ofcos I love sweating because they say sweating is actually the fat crying. But what I don't like is the fact that we'll all smell like an... exploded mammoth. (Sorry, not 'we' it's just me) Can't wait to bring my bicycle here soon.

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I am paired with Azifah for usrah this year, you know the angel sent from heaven? Hehe.. I love love looove this girl. Last semester when she told me that I should become a naqibah again, I kindly declined her offer because... I just didn't want to do it anymore.

Why?

I was not a good naqibah, that's what I thought and I pitied my anak-anak usrah. See, this girl was done surrendering, like TOTALLY.

But she was so good at convincing me. Long story short, I agreed to join again, but with one condition. She must not leave me alone. Never. (So silly of me to give such condition, ofcos no one will leave me. It's usrah we're talking about not a random backstabbing organization) Honestly I almost forgot about that after listening to Ustaz Khalid's talk during our muzakarah just now. Everything was so inspiring and I felt good once again. Thank you for this feeling, Allah, I will be forever grateful for each moment I spent with them.

Only certain people get to be called 'angel sent heaven' by me and they're included. ❤

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Assalamualaikum! 

We, my family and I went to that place again last month. Shhh. That place which name shouldn't be said due to its bad effect on you guys kekeke. The sweetest thing about it is that we went there as one whole family! ❤️ But I might be forgetting everything already which is lucky for you haha. Oh wait! I remember B ate lotssss of strawberries, I couldn't even look at her without feeling like I wanted to puke. Also remember that I took so many photos of abg. Zul. I swear he was eeeeeverywhere! I did try to shooooo him away of course but it became a legit failure BECAUSE HOW COULD I DO THAT WITH ZAYN AIDAN IN HIS EMBRACE?!

We went to Mossy Hill, Big Red.. oh okay you don't want to know that sorry. Hik hik >_<

Let the pictures speak then~


Meet one year old baby Iskandar!
He's so adorable! tq kakyen for giving birth to this precious jewel >.<

Baby in an attempt to make a duck face.
And me trying not to fall asleep.

We went out for some steamboat at almost 10 pm kottt.

*sleeps*

Family photo! Yes it's blurry and I looked so short omg
but everybody was there so let say Alhamdulillah with me hehe. 
Fyi, our raya photoshoot this year had been a total disaster, 
I'll write a separate post about that ok.

Please, appreciate this one. Thank you.

AFHA + Zara + Zarith + Durrani + Iskandar + Zayn Aidan.

Abg. Zul took this photo that's why it's so senget aigooo.. and 
how come Anis looked like she had the same height with me?

I just love this pic! Geng bongsu tak berapa nak bongsu XD

Kakna, what were you pointing at?

Idk how to caption this one.

Blue sky?

Kids and their parents?

#DURRANiSKANDAR family. Kakyen uses that hashtag all the time :)

The unofficial photographer for this trip. She took bad photos too 
but other people were worse than her somehow kekeke XP

We also went to Cameron Square and I tried some of the games there lol *won't tell you which one* because my nieces urged me to. Basically the purpose of doing that was for them to be amused watching their Lion Makteh and for me to look like an idiot. T.T eyyyy

I followed Kakna's family on the last day because the rest wanted to go home already. Sooooo off to tea plantation we went! Kakna (or abg. Zul idk) ordered these:

*drooling*

Mine was the chocolate one (not the muffin) but idk how I ended eating all of them. The drinks too (there were hot chocolate, milk tea, iced-lemon tea and plain water) because KakNa only took a slurp and B also took a slurp and everybody was just so cerewet.

Went home and I lost my voice. Ha-ha not kidding. I totally lost my voice followed by a terrible cough. Then I got a high fever. Then wala!... mood swing.

LION got a mood swing bebeh, party's overrrr!

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KakNa baked a marble cake a day before raya haji, and look what happened four days later.... hehhe..

No fungi or mould forming. But nobody wanted to finish it.

Guess what? it was so hard. *who's the baker? pahahhaa* Btw if you're wondering why only half of the cake left and which monster actually ate the other half, well...

I did. I did.

Because it still tasted yummy, I kid you not! (can't be a judge for any cooking show this girl hahahhaa)

Ok moving on~

Kak Ummi got engaged on 2nd Sept but I didn't attend it. I still had no voice on that day. It would be so weird to just keep quiet and refrain myself from roaring coughing as loud as I wanted. Congratulation to you, my beautiful cousin! 😘

Third day of raya haji, I'd got some visitors. Nurayunie binti Nafi, Hasni Syahira binti Abdul Ghani, Elunihayati binti Abdul Hamid, and her little cousin. (What's with the full name you may ask? Hihi... you know, just in case someone is searching for any of them, their secret admirer especially, you can find them here! Thank me later, bruh. On your wedding day ;P)

Honestly I was very tired. I didn't even want to get off my bed let alone meeting other people and I would seriously eat those who tried to wake me up then my mum told me that my friends came, sigh...

GOSHHHHHHH which friends?! Please tell them I just died, pleaseeeeeee.. 😫

I'm so sorry hahahha, I love all of you but the fever was killing me... and my mood.

Those three are the queens of impromptu visits so it's nothing weird to my mum. And I thought they only come to see me lol then Luni shoved my face with her external hard disk - for movies. K fineeeee gal! You only want the movies, tsk.. I'll give you my laptop. XP nah hamek kau..

Later, they dragged me to Zulaikha's house for her nephew's aqiqah. I refused ofcos.. buuuuut before I knew it...

...we were all having lunch there. Pretty funny, huh?

I think they're also secretly the queens of convincing others. My friends are so talented...haihh.

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Remember this date Aliaa (7th Sept 2017), you quitted instagram. Oooooo I'm so proud of myself *cries*! So proud that my blog also went private tehee~

This was posted on the 1st Sept. What the hell was I thinking?! Duhh I shouldn't say goodbye if I want to go away, just leave laa aliaa eh kemon~... Leave and let them wonder where you go~ -.-

I had deleted that post tho... Today, no regrets.

Because it captioned this picture and I just realize that I don't like the one on the right. Who on earth smiles like that?

*hands up*

Me. Nobody nobody but me.

Also... Oh actually I'm up to nothing today Just done scrolling some threads in twitter (yasss I got tweet tweet now ^^) because every class was cancelled today (there's an event idk what it is so don't ask) and you know, it really bugs me, like TOTALLY bugs me seeing how some people are shamelessly talking bad about others. Putus tunang. Buat thread in twitter. Gf/bf curang, buat thread. Cerita hantu, sihir semua buat thread. It's like a trend! Don't get me started about the language that they used. So rudeeeee! Bod*h. B*bi. B*tch. Sh*t. F*ck were like their common words!

So sad.

Okay, so I used to do that too in my blog. Literally throwing everything that my heart said about certain persons, except I didn't curse like that... or not at all, you know that huffaz guy and the gossip girl. They did something I didn't like, so I got my revenge and did something wrong by writing here. Not intelligent at all haha >_<

Maybe it's the devil in me. But I don't feel anything about it except serendipity LOL. Btw, I don't trust anyone and that's why lerr I will always prefer my blog over someone else (except my family), just in case you're asking... because,

1. I think it’s proven that humans are so good at backstabbing half of their own population. WE ALL SEE THAT COMING, admit it 😏 akhir zaman kott.. 
2. This blog isn't well known, thus the story won't spread far. Heck, no one will ever spread it because they will get bored even before they finish an entry HAHAHA XD
3. People rarely ask me about those persons. Buat apa tanya because even when they do, never in a million years will I tell them a word. (me being too secretive just annoyed my friends seriously. I'm sorry heheh.)
4. There's no button for 'retweet' or 'like' here. If you don't like what I wrote, then just go click the 'x' button where it always is. Simple. Why spread something rude if you know it's rude? 

Sooooooooo it's fine. I guess.

Oh I'm not saying that I'm right okay (The REAL right thing to do is to keep quiet, be patient, and pray to Allah so He will give hidayah to those people of course). Everything in life has limits and you set your own limit. We are all grown up now, takkan semua benda nak diajar macam budak tadika lagi. Come to think about it, we'd spent like 11 years from primary till high school learning about morals.

Cannot relate eh?

Seronok maki-maki orang macam itu zikir harian kita?

Pity us.

I am very new to twitter btw and don't know much yet. But rather than finding it addictive, I think it's just a waste of time just like instagram... but don't worry, you can blame me - for wandering aimlessly at some random crappy timelines :P

Please people, don't be too stupid to blabble everything on social media. You could trigger others to create a lot of assumptions. Like, what I'm going through right now... I want to tell you, I don't care anymore 😒

Allahuuu, I thought that my course is tough enough but these people are even more complicated. Sangaaaaat!

If you hate someone, can you not pull me into it also? The funny thing is that : if I didn't even budge from your... hasutan? (pfft) you suddenly said that I was already influenced with your enemy. Wutt?! God, it's so annoying.

Why do they even have an enemy in the first place? (actually enemies 😑).

So there are two sides here. Two gangs. A and B. I am in between. It's not even my choice to be in between but my life is so sad lol :P and things happen and before I know it, I was there. Surpriseeee!

This is the circle of friends that I'd mentioned long time ago. They never changed.

I know my classmates know everything too since they've witnessed everything in the class and they're sympathy of me. But they can't do anything.

No one actually likes one of the girls from gang A. I repeat, no one. Including me, but mind you I'm still trying so hard to teach myself to dislike only her mean attitude ok. Pheww... I can do this! so hard, mannnnn!

The judgmental look from both gangs totally doesn't welcome me as long as I'm still in between of them. Personally I like gang B better because they're nice, both parties are nice (err... noooo) but I'm much fond to the attitude of gang B. Plussssssss what I dislike about gang A is that they treat me like I must choose one side only. Which is crazy. Kerja giler.

Syurga neraka bolehlah nak pilih satu, ni kawan sayang~ you can't eliminate just anyone from your life unless you've got that pass/ticket to heaven or something then... just do what you want. But remember, we have Rasulullah s.a.w as our role model and he... forgives the worst of people.

No one is guaranteed the heaven, now get your feet on the ground, peeps.

Regarding this thing, I will truly appreciate it if they don't tell me anything at all. I'm doing my own thing, whatever it is that they're thinking I'm doing doesn't matter at all. Please, please, please take a real good care of your heart. Fix it. Don't damage it with your sad thoughts about other people, stop overthinking. Okay?

Being a pitiful victim sucks but it feels funny too hahaha XD. Entahlah, this is sooo the end of the world, isn't it? But I'm glad He chose me, because I am forever in need of His guidance :)

Last semester I walked to class alone every morning, all the way from my room because that's the only time I could actually be alone and I always felt like crying. Why did I end up staying with them?It's obvious to my heart that I was not happy being with those people, not at all. But then when I looked up to the sky, the miserable feeling just went away like breeze. That moment, I know He was there and He would help me get through this. Goshhhh...

I'm sorry if everything that I wrote above is also stressful for you.

Now! let me show you these Android names, tetiba kannnn hahaha 😂 they're so cute !

Cupcake

Doughnut

Eclair

Frozen yoghurt

Gingerbread

Honeycomb

Ice cream sandwich

Jellybean

Kit Kat

Lollipop

Marshmallow

Nougat

Oreo

Give me all of them!!! Dapnyeee 😚

Next will be P and it could be a pineapple pie or a peach cobbler! :D Till then...

Oh btw Ifah sent a nice message to me awww. Why this girl?! 😍 always at the right moment.

🌹"Jangan pernah mencampur adukkan antara dia dan sikapnya. Karena dia akan tetap menjadi dia sementara sikapnya akan berubah tergantung dari sikap kita kepadanya. Kamu berhak membenci sikap seseorang tanpa perlu membenci orang tersebut."🌹

🌸Habib Ali Zaenal Abidin Bin Alwi Alkaff🌸

She didn't know anything, I swear this girl could read my mind.

Goodbye everybody. Hikhik. ^^