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Everyone is practically dying this week it's pretty fun to watch hekhek jkjk too many submissions to be done and yet me and my roommate are laughing like crazy (after being attacked by an unknown insect just now, heloooo it bites my arm -.-) and here I am again?

God, what is happening to us? I swear this is nothing like at the beginning of the semester.

Hehe. I still remember those days my morning routine was pretty standard:  y'know~ shower, makeup, tudung and so on. "Senior year is going to be great" uh that was a HUGE lie that my brain told me everyday. I gave myself a break on No Makeup Wednesday because we worked on our gazebo all day long every week. On Thursday too, sometimes. Now it's No Makeup Everyday lol 😂 and I'm lucky if I even wear different tudung thrice a week. Yikes!

BUT NO ONE CARES ABOUT THAT SO WE'RE GOOD.

Btw I feel like we both are going to cry after this because I dunno... *sighs* But isn't it nature anyway? If you're too happy now, then later you'll feel sad ☹

And I'm a tad bit happy too because my supervisor doesn't want to see me today hikhiks. Seriously I'm just nervous all day thinking about what's gonna happen if I turn off my phone for a while. Just. For. A. While. First of all as a clingy potato that I am, I have this habit of venting out everything to my mum. That's how I stay calm in uni okee ladies and gents. I did that early this morning so boleh tak nak off phone kejaaaaaaaap je and tido lama sikit because I can't focus at all. I just need a break from something weird I learn this week.

Actually I need a break from everything but let's just pretend I can handle 'everything' except that 'something' 🙄

Not easy. Tsk.

Please, let me be okay. Let us be okay.

P/s: Oh nope, I don't need any word of encouragement from anyone, I just need your silent prayers :) hehe

Thank you, next.

I mean, bye hahahaha ^^

!مرحبا

Missing people isn't fun, rite?

Well~

P/s : Bella I take back what I said because I don't think you could handle two babies at the same time 😆

8 Letters

Easy.

I love you.

. . .

Alaaaaa 8 letters could be anything 😂 luls.

. . .

I've completely forgotten about MPG PRS. It will be held this Saturday and I don't have any suitable outfit that fits the theme. Hahaha 😆 but it's okay, I have always been the theme crasher (or breaker whatever~)

AGM on 25th Oct. I don't even care *but they might get mad at me so okay, I care..and then the little things in between, urghh... I might walk by all of them again 🙁

Tbh I don't know why I was selected for MPG. Usually they only picked those who devoted their time for that student body (read: PRS).

I don't think I'm eligible yet. Just never deserve to be included.

The only logical reason I could think of right now is, that I am close to the juniors. But naah, as if that's helping -.- of course not.

By the way, do you know the pop band 'Why Don't We'?

(it's necessary to put aphostrophe over there because that is literally their group's name.  Why don't we? Why don't we what?)

They're all cute kids! 

With beauuuuutiful voices!

I love 8 Letters so much! Now go listen to it.

Opening and closing up again, 

I've been hurt so I don't trust

Oh people are like that right?? Today they act as if they could be your entire sky, but tomorrow they just leave you like you're that black cloud that no one likes. Just because you rain and they don't  💁🏻‍♀️ lol nak jeles pun simpanlah sikit woihhh.

But it's okay, there will come the day when your heart will be strong enough to not care about any bulls*it thrown at you. Be patient, friends! (Sabar itu indah - many people said this so who should I give credit to now?)

Why do I pull you close, 

and then ask you for space

Uuuuu that got me like, chill~!

Sometimes you don't even pull someone close, they're just drawn to you.

What I mean is, don't go mad if someone falls for you, it's only natural. Feeling comes and goes anyway. Relaks lah.

*cakap senanglaa aliaa kan...*

*emm pastu kau dh takde keje ke sampai mentadabbur lagu kat sini?*

hahahha ada, ok2 bye! 😂