Friday, 27 May 2016

It's May~! Soooo may I blog today? ^^


Oh.. *stare at the calendar* hello guys~

I haven't been here for a while right?
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Okay. A month.

*smack self*
I know you miss me hekhek. Because I do too!

Sorry for not updating. You know me~ being a person who is soooo easily distracted and all. She got caught on other (less fun) stuff before :D

I had to handle a camp for form 1 students from MRSM Jeli(there was this little boy who's sooooo cute I couldn't look at him for more than 5 secs because he literally killed me with that face! stubby and so short(comelnyaaaa serius aku tak tipu)). got some works from JT, then the sports carnival, bengkel keusahawanan, dinner PRS, dinner course, dinner JT (tapi aku tak join yang ni).. emm what else? I don't know.

Then there come the presentations - among all the subs I love Microbes the most *although it's actually the hardest*. I love Dr. Su. I love everything about her, being so super duper nice all the time! I just wanna cry because I can't express this feeling sobs sobs... T.T Dr, please know that I feel so blessed to meet someone like you. Don't forget to give me an A. Weeeee~! Hahaha.

Okay stop.

Actually, this is study week already. That's why I'm free! hoooooooray! Not that 'free hooray hooray', there are chapters to be revised Aliaa, don't forget that!

I went home on 1st May but sadly I just had enough time to finish my assignments, sleep, eat, and it went on like that for three days. I didn't even get a chance to do my wishlist (well..kinda) ಥ⌣ಥ

It was really, really sad. I remember Ma asking me to massage her back.. but I was too tired so I just laid starfish wide beside her and put my hand on her back *hoping that it could miraculously act like the ogawa chair* and then fell asleep hikhik >_<

Now let me cry. Next time I really shouldn't bring any assignment when I was going home. *Correction : I shouldn't go home when I had a lot of assignments.*

It's crazy to think that there were times when I could happily sleep before twelve...(in March right?)

Those are the glory glory manchester united  times and I miss them so badly. Eh wait, does that time really exist or... Okay it's real.

Banyak benda nak cerita sebenarnya ni, tapi takpelah.. Oleh sebab masa amat mencemburui kita *ewah ewah* so aku sambung lepas final okay~

Aku selalu tak join tadarus sejak sebulan lepas. Dah jadi macam biskut oreo, kejap ada kejap takde. Sad. I know. *berapa kali dah ye aku duk ulang sad,sad,sad -.-* Tapi Alhamdulillah dah khatam pun, sem depan ragu-ragu nak join lagi ke tak. Sangat menyedihkan kau ni~

Orang kata kalau nak buat amal tapi kita asyik busy dengan kerja kita, maknanya kita laa yang kena ubah jadual kerja tu. Bukannya ubah amal ibadat biar jadi makin kurang.

Betul.

Senang cakap daripada nak buat sebenarnya. Manage masa elok-elok, jangan sampai terganggu apa yang selalu dibuat. Scarynya kalau fikir yang aku jadi macam ni sebab Allah sengaja sibukkan aku dengan benda-benda dunia.

Busy sebab banyak sangat aktiviti kelab, mostly PRS pastu JT.

Aku kan semua kelab under exco publicity, rasa macam nak campak laptop ke luar tingkap pun ye –.– saaaaakit mata beb~

Asal selalu bagi kerja last minute? Aku sampai terbawa dalam mimpi kot - tetiba rasa macam ketua bagi kerja actually takde pun hehe. PRS pulak orang duk jeles cakap kitorang banyak program laa itu laa ini laa. Memanglah banyak, tapi kalau sampai tak sempat nak buat benda lain tak best jugak T.T.

Nak tarik diri? Pernah jugak terfikir, but then I've come this far (well idk how far don't ask please), pastu nak lulus iv tu dulu bukannya senang. Daripada 170 students, 30 jer yang terpilih. And I had said that it would be a miracle if I was chosen. See, miracle happened ^^ !

Did I mention that I always have to submit my assignments a week earlier just because I won't be in uni on the due day?

Which means farewell to Miss Proscrastination.

This is Miss Proscrastination. She's copying my innocent head-tilt ( ̄^ ̄)

Yes, it's hard *thanks for asking* (dude~me and little Miss Proscrastination are like siamese twins! we're both cuties). And yes it makes me want to cry all the time (not that I do, of course). Last two months were probably one of the most hectic of my life, totally torturing, no kidding. I really thought about quitting. Aku penat..like seriously penat gila~ rasa macam tak mau join apa-apa program dah. T,T asiff jiddan ya Rabb. Belum apa-apa dah penat, memang nak kena campak ke laut jugak budak ni. Kata aliaa kepada dirinya sendiri ehehe. 😂

Dahlaa birthday pakwe pun tak sempat nak wish

Aip, sape pakwe ko?

McNair lah sape lagi~ eh sepak kang

Laa..bukan crush ke?

Apa-apa jerlah.. one hand clapping won't make any sound okay -.-*aww sad*


Happy birthday handsome! You look old~ hehe sorry
*don't ask me his birth date*
*please google it yourself*
*because I don't even remember!*
*it's in April, I only know that >_<*

Aku tak taulaa nak kata apa kat diri sendiri. Kbye bye~ Thank you guys baca sampai habis, love you mucho mucho~ Countdown to final : 11 days. (seriously?!) And Ramadhan 10 days away. I can't wait! >_< Oh yes, I watched FA Cup final last week, but I can't talk about it today because no one's gonna read my babbling of 1000 more words, right(?)..hehe. I know it ^^ and  also about our new manager, let's be honest - I hate him.

P/s : Hey awak tu~ whoever you are, please please please don't stay up late reading my blog. I'm feeling soooo guilty. Baik baca lecture notes (ke exam dah habis?). Take care 🙆