Monday, 26 December 2016

Selamat tinggal 2016

Hai.

Sepatutnya aku tak buka blog dah ni. Studylah kan, esok nak exam. Esok woiiiiiii T.T tapi semalam aku dah buka facebook, tadi pun buka, so....aku nak buka seeeeeeeemua benda. Break one rule, gotta break them all. Hehe. You're soooo done ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Umm..

So macam biasa, aku takkan sempat nak update blog masa tahun baru sebab exam pun tahun depan baru habis. *sempat jer, tapi aku malas*

Nanti malam tahun baru kan, jom kita solat sunat. Dua rakaat, pukul 11.58 tu dah ready atas sejadah, pastu solatlah. 5 minit camtu haa, tak rugi pun.

Boleh jer kalau nak pergi tengok bunga api, nak sambut dengan pakwe makwe pun boleh, nak update status kat facebook pun boleh. Korang nak buat apapun semua boleh.

Semua tu buang masa. Lol.

Bukan ke comel bila fikir : benda last yang aku buat di hujung 2016 ialah solat, pastu benda first yang aku buat pada tahun 2017 pun solat? Omeyy en :D

tapi jangan ko pegi sengaja lewat-lewatkan solat isyak pulak, kang mati tetiba -.- solat sunat ok.

Remember that no good deed goes to waste.

Wukay~ takde apa dah. Happy new year in advance \(^_^)/

P/s : Doakan aku jangan duk berlagha-laghaan sangat. Muehehehe

Tetiba mood study hilang. Eh.

Thursday, 15 December 2016

I have a confession ❤


Assalamualaikum

Hi guys! I've been wanting to make this confession since loooong time ago but never had any motivation to write about it. Today marks the fourth bloggervarsary of PetiteLadyInDisguise yayyy! *cue everybody, krik krik >_< *, (or perhaps it was yesterday hahaha) and I think I have no reason to delay it any longer. You know~ before all my ideas disappear.

Oh btw this is not a confession to my long-lost-love (is there any? no) or crush (too many ๐Ÿ˜, hey there Callum Gribbin! Asal awak baru 18 tahun ek?) or boyfriend (lol) or my friend's boyfriend (I'm not crazy fortunately) or anything related to all that. Keep calm and read till the end ๐Ÿ˜‰

So, umm, ehem..ehem. To all of you who have been here, whether this is your first time or many3 times already, I just want to say thank you.

and I love you!
I love you for increasing my pageviews.

I love you for making me scared afterward xP

I love you for being here!

And I love you for...

for whatever reason laa (excepttheawkwardreason)

awkwardreason like this

Woahh kids, seriously??

Both of you have calculus, physics, and dendrology to worry about in the future..

Fyi, I start blogging just for fun, and since it's just for FUN, that's why everything you found here are useless ihiks!

Do you know that many bloggers have stopped writing? Including most of my friends...*hope all of you read this, girlfriends* which is so so disappointing.

And you know what?

I think I want to stop writing too. *muka poyo*

Ah calm down..still not sure when, but I will, u know, I WILL! I'll definitely stop!

One day all of you are going to come here again and find no more new entry. You're going to miss the author's cheesiness (make her perasan one last time please :D), her useless stories (true3), her love for football (Red Devils all the way!), her broken english (she's trying okay), and...and her lil secret entries!
 *stare at the popular posts*


 ๐Ÿ˜

Don't worry, I love lil secret entries too hahahaha xP

Okay back to the confession.

Why do I want to stop writing?

First, because I don't plan to share my stories till the day I die. *that's clichรฉ*

Second. Because I don't like to control whatever I write here.

Well it's obvious, I write whatever I want xP. It's sooo not me to say something super duper nice all the time just because I know people are reading. I also can't pretend as if there's no reader at all because I know, I know people read this blog. I watch my stats all the time okay.

Aaaand... do you know why I always change my blog address?

I know some of you are annoyed. Buka2 takde, blog hilang, eh gediklah penulis ni. Unfollow.

Hahahahaha guys, GUYS. I am so sorry.

It's not because I'm being mengadeee (well, maybe sometimes~), I just get really scared when the pageviews go skyrocket. ๐Ÿ˜…

Yeah it sorta happens to this blog. Unbelievable kan~

Can you imagine? Who the heck read my blog up to 100 pages in just an hour??

Maybe I shouldn't bother. This is a blog after all, and I make it public. Everyone is free to read it, duhh..

*slap self*

Sometimes it feels like some people actually know a lot of things about my life and it's scary. Of course I don't blame anyone, it's me who simply share everything here. And then I annoyingly think that my privacy is invaded. Hehe ๐Ÿ˜‚ *please kungfu-kick me now*


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Funny I even have a blog right?





Funnier I don't even make it private.





Funniest I actually feel scared. By you.






Next time if I reveal too much things about myself, please let me know ๐Ÿ˜Œ Just leave a comment below. Or more comments, whatever, I don't mind cause I know you won't heheh >_< (except you thaqif, you're leaving wayyyy too many comments -.-)

And oh! Cheers to more entries that will come in the future wohohohoho~!!!

P/s : Hey little sister (and big sisters?), I know you guys check on my blog regularly. And nope, I won't say anything about what's happening ๐Ÿ˜‰ Good or bad, it shall pass.

Helloooo~ I don't even tell my friends okay. You know how much I hate sympathy and pitiful looks from people. I don't need all that. Btw I have this big wound on my arm (don't ask), but it almost heals. Alhamdulillah... and I don't tell Ma about it also. Proud baby here!

I guess this wound is nothing compared to what we're going through right now. You guys scared me to death, no kidding.

There are a lot of things that I want to tell my mum. Like seriously A LOT!

Life is tough, pheww... but I'm tougher so don't worry ^^


Ah kemonlaa aliaa, u don't even know how to use the public transport! 


And it was Allah azza wa jall who picked me up everytime I fell.

Bye bye! ❤❤❤


Pp/s : I actually wrote this entry since Tuesday, but everytime I wanted to publish it I just felt so disturbed with the massacre in Aleppo. Deeply disturbed.

How could I publish something so cheery and be happy as if nothing was happening there?

Why did we pay less attention to them?

Aleppo was attacked since four months ago. Since ramadhan. Or maybe earlier than that, in 2012 or 2011, only I didn't know. There were bodies on the streets, but everyone was unable to take them due to the bombs and bullets from satans. Well, you know... those satans. Some activists posted goodbye messages this week, and now, do we hear anything from them? Nope. Children were trapped in a building under fire, separated from their parents since...god... who knew?

Tomorrow, when we stand before Allah, what are we going to say?

"Oh poor marouane fellaini, he was booed by fans last sunday, they really don't deserve to be at old trafford. Stupid fans!"

"I have finals next week, so busy studying now i'm gonna rest *open twitter/fb* hey look there are news about Aleppo and Rohingiya. Duh~ who cares, we can't do anything anyway. Just scroll down. Down down down"

"Ohhhh my goshhh Big Bang has released a new album *squeal*!!! Let's share this news to the world. Aleppo news? No thanks because man, that will only make my feed ugly"

I'm writing this not to prove that I care about them, but just to remind you and my-super-ignorant-self to at least mention them in our prayers. Maybe once?

This world is dying of humanity. I mean, even the living humans don't care anymore. Sampai bila-bila aku takkan faham kenapa ada yang suka sangat bunuh orang. Kenapa takde lansung belas kasihan.

May Allah forgive us for doing absolutely nothing.

Sunday, 11 December 2016

๐Ÿ˜‘

Oh brother in law

Youuuuuuuuuu!!!!

Hahaha I'm not mad, don't worry. I know that that huffaz guy still contacts you. The friendly you, siapa tak nak kawan kan, abg Zul???

But, it's okay, I won't stop both of you :)

If your young friend reads my blog, then he'll know too. I have something to tell him,

Hi, can you just give up on this girl? She's no good, I swear! I really reaaaaaally want to reveal all her bad attitudes but of course it's not okay to do that. Just think carefully. She's no good. Oh btw she only likes football players. And Cloud Strife. And Mcnair of course! Aaaand... maybe that guy whose birthday falls on August. Thehehe~

My dear brother in law, I have Kakna, Kakyen, Ma, Abah, and Anis by my side.

BY MY SIDE.

So, by hook or by crook, I'll still know everything in the end. Hehe >__< siblings for life~

Sincerely,
Your prettiest sister in law :P

xoxo

Saturday, 10 December 2016

Tell me how should I feel, maybe you know better

Pada 27 November lepas, telah berlansungnya annual grand meeting satu persatuan yang saya join. Kenapa guna saya? Eh suka hatilah :P

Saya dari Biro Publisiti dan Penerangan pun turut hadir ke majlis tersebut (ingatkan ada kelas ganti, pastu cancel hehe). Pada hari itu, pimpinan lama akan melepaskan jawatan masing-masing dan digantikan oleh kami, barisan pimpinan 2016/17.

Spot that double chins!
Rasanya semua sudah tahu bahawa saya sentiasa memilih biro publisiti tidak kira kelab apapun yang saya sertai. Bukan gila publisiti, cuma minatnya cenderung ke situ. (jap nak gelak xD)

Nak dijadikan cerita, seorang lagi pimpinan telah dilantik pada hari tersebut, secara tiba-tiba without any notice.

Pimpinan biro apa? Biro Publisiti dan Penerangan lah kan, apa lagi, takkan aku nak cakap pasal biro lain pulak.

Dipendekkan cerita, majlis tamat. Heheh ^^

And you know what? After that day, tiap-tiap hari setiausaha persatuan ni duk tanya aku, aku okay tak dengan keputusan tu?

Did you feel sad? Bla bla

Did you want to switch position? Bla bla bla

Did you feel unimportant? Bla bla blah

Were you annoyed? Oh yessssss

I was actually annoyed with her constant never ending questions. Hahaha xD

I know she's worried about me. Honestly, I don't feel anything. I'm happy to have that new pimpinan as my associate, she's my friend after all, and the most important thing is my work will be automatically reduced :D weeeee!

Pimpinan muslimin? Idc.

Perlantikan baru tu dibuat sebab biro publisiti & penerangan sepatutnya dibahagi dua, satu untuk publisiti, dan satu lagi penerangan. Tugas pun berbeza, iolls tak payah manage facebook dah. Yay!!! Tapi still kena jadi admin untuk forestry club punya page –_____– ciss...

Bila terjadinya perkara macam ni, aku teringat kisah yang Daie Nasrul cerita masa forum baru-baru ini. Cerita tentang sang kekasih Allah, Khalid al Walid.

Khalid al-Walid. Dalam buku teks form 3 ada ni, mesti dah belajar. Hehe. Beliau sangatlah terkenal disebabkan kehebatan dan kebijaksanaannya di medan perang. So no wonder laa selalu jadi panglima perang kan.

Suatu ketika, beliau telah diperintahkan untuk menyerang kota Romawi. (Maaf, ada salah info sebelum ni hehe ๐Ÿ˜‰ ada banyak versi agaknya)

Semasa sedang menyampaikan taklimat terakhir kepada para tentera Islam, sekejaaaaaaap jer lagi nak pergi berperang ni, beliau didatangi seorang utusan, namanya Munajamah bin Zanim. Khalid menangguhkan taklimatnya serta merta dan mengarahkan utusan tersebut untuk berjumpanya di dalam khemah.

Si utusan lalu membacakan berita yang dibawanya,

1. Saidina Abu Bakar telah meninggal dunia. Innalillahiwainna ilaihiraaji'un...
2. Jawatan Abu Bakar telah digantikan oleh sepupu Khalid sendiri, Saidina Umar al-Khattab
3. He's no longer a panglima perang (at that moment, guys T.T right that moment!)
4. Tugas beliau telah diambil alih oleh Abu Ubaidah ibnu al-Jarrah

Tau reaction Khalid macam mana?

"Okay fineeeee, aku nak tarik diri daripada peperangan ni. Biar Ubaidah lead all of them. K bye~"

Okay. Itu kalau kita. Haha. Khalid ni, beliau hanya mempamerkan riak tenang setenang-tenangnya. Then beliau cakap kepada penyampai berita tersebut, "Wahai sang utusan, bolehkah engkau tunggu sampai aku habis berperang dahulu, kemudian kau bacakan semula berita ini kepadaku?"

Si utusan setuju. Even Abu Ubaidah sendiri pun minta berita tersebut dirahsiakan terlebih dahulu daripada pengetahuan tentera Islam. Bimbang ada yang tetiba give up ke apa kan...

Kemudian Khalid al-Walid dengan penuh gayanya tawadduknya membawa kuda beliau di hadapan seluruh tentera Islam, dan beliau melaungkan,

Wahai tentera-tentera Allah, wahai bakal syuhada', kita akan pergi berperang!!! Seperti biasa, akanku laungkan tiga takbir. Pada takbir yang pertama, sesiapa yang pengecut, sila keluar dari medan perang ini! Pada takbir yang kedua, hunuskan pedang-pedangmu! Dan pada takbir yang ketiga, kita akan serang habis-habisan! Kerana di sana menanti kita ada dua kemenangan ; sama ada bendera ditegakkan dengan kalimah Lailahaillallah, ataupun kita bakal tidur dan bangun sebagai shuhada' di syurga.

Allahuakbar!

Allahuakbar!

Allahuakbar!

Lalu berperanglah. Dan ditakdirkan, kemenangan milik tentera Islam.

Semasa semua tentera sedang berkumpul, Khalid al-Walid mengambil peluang untuk membacakan berita daripada utusan tadi kepada tentera beliau. Dibacanya satu persatu, dan apabila dibacakan khabar yang ketiga, seluruh tentera Islam senyap.

Terkejut kott... tonggak pimpinan sudah berubah.

Ada yang bertanya apakah beliau sudah maklum tentang hal itu selepas ataupun sebelum pergi berperang lagi?

"Aku tahu sebelum berperang lagi"

"Tetapi kenapa kami tidak nampak seolah-olah kamu berputus asa??"

Beliau menjawab, "Wahai sahabat-sahabatku, aku berperang bukanlah kerana jawatanku, pangkatku, bukan jua kerana Umar, tetapi aku berperang kerana ALLAH."

Dan saat itu beliau pergi ke arah Abu Ubaidah al-Jarrah, dikucupnya tangan pemuda yang jauh lebih muda daripadanya itu, lalu berkata, "Sekarang dia adalah ketua kalian, dan aku akan bersama dia."

Pergggghhh..

I died.

:)

Saifullah al-Maslul, kisah awak ni memang datang pada masa yang sangat tepat ❤

Saya bukanlah siapa-siapa untuk terlalu memuja jawatan yang saya pegang. Untuk berasa cemburu dengan sahabat sendiri. Ataupun untuk sombong dengan apa yang saya ada. Dan saya tahu ayat ini sangat takleh blah ๐Ÿ˜‚ hahaha.

If they think that I'll be affected by this, then they still don't know me that well. Adios~


Sunday, 4 December 2016

I was doing just fine before I met you

I hate it when the seniors are always being nice to me, it's a good thing yeah I know... but the treatment that I get from my friends because of that really make me want to scream!!!! Hwaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

Friends...

Really?

Matanglah sikit please. Dengan kawan sendiri takkan nak jeles kott..

I don't want to think that they're jealous or something, but really...It just doesn't make any sense.

You don't have to mention about how I stuttered during our forum last month (or is it last three months???). You don't have to mention about how I ruined your supposed-to-be-perfect #mannequinchallenge just because I blinked. Forgive me Your Majesty :) of course mannequin challenge is so goddamn important that you can freely embarrass me.

Duh~~

Dear seniors, I just want to request one thing : please don't compliment me in front of my friends. Or take photos with me (I'm not a pop star!) whatsoever...

I guess it hurts them.

Well what they do after that actually hurt me. Big time!

This circle of friends doesn't seem right anymore.


Perempuan. Perangai sorang-sorang ikut kepala dia jer...


I wish I was born a boy.


Bros before hoes. So they say.


I wish I never knew these 'friends' too. I wish I never met them...

*maybe I'm just being emo while typing this entry, ah yeah I AM!*

Sunday, 20 November 2016

Just another trip

So...about my trip yesterday. There's nothing unusual pun hahaha. We just learned some new tree species, and their dichotomous keys.

It was quite scary when we arrived there. First, because it's very quiet. And second because we couldn't see anyone at all other than the guard.

Even the guard looked like someone who you couldn't trust wuwuwu (I'm sorry, but everybody says so and I'm terrified yo!). 

Jaa : Guys, this scene feels like a movie...

Fatin : Yea... I know.

We went quiet for  while and then suddenly...

"I know I know! Omaigod this is really scary right?? I remember watching this movie where a group of students went camping...bla...bla...there's a killer...bla bla...one by one died..."

That. Was. Annur.

She only stopped when someone hit her hand. Hard. Haha~ I think it's me xP

We also had a 'secret question' for each other. It acted like a password or something idk ๐Ÿ˜…. If I said this, my friends should answer that, just to make sure that nothing could disguise as us. I mean...oh come on, you know what I mean. We're in a forest, okay ladies.

There's nothing much to share. So I don't know hahahhaa.

Here's a collage during the trip.,I don't want to waste my data ihiks >_<


1. I was photobombing their beautiful picture. Hahaha sorrayy~ xsenonohnya muka.
2. Our train of friendship...cheewah. At least I'm not the shortest there.
3. Susahlaa tangan pendek pegang kamera.
4. Kak Yan cantik ๐Ÿ˜˜
5. I did the same thing like the emoji. Ehehe not good not good.
6. Don't find me, I'm the photographer. Aaaand not everyone is ready I guess ๐Ÿ˜œ
7. Forest! A proof that I really went into the forest! (Alaa belakang umk pun ader... cehh)
8. & 9. Just us being vain. Astaghfirullahal'azim...

Bye~

Friday, 18 November 2016

Last night was a nightmare (but I like it)

I didn't sleep.

For the first timeeeeee!

I still feel so excited wahahaha. Need to tell my mum later naah~XD

Look, the emojis even wink and smile at me >_<
That strawberry tea was accompanying me till morning >>>>>

So sweet as usual muehehe. Let me live a long life, okay sugar.

I actually had this genius idea about making a cup of coffee so I'd stay awake longer, but then I hate coffee. It always makes me dizzy like hell! This girl almost died because of that caffeinated drink before...

Also, special thanks to my bloody industrial talk report for making me wide awake till morning. Goddamnit! 12 pages in one night...I suddenly felt like my life was unfair.

My roommates' too lol ^^

They're so shocked when I told them that I'd never stayed up late before. I only slept late because of my weird sleeping cycle, never because of assignments. Yeah, a good student I am :P

I wasn't delaying those assignments okay (I just think you should know that too hahaha). It's true that I play with Miss Procrastination all the time, but it's not the problem this time. Maybe last semester, when I was whining and ranting about how busy I was, it was just a crazy joke after all.

This semester a lot of things had been happening. Not good obviously, something like crappy-time-management things. And also lect-don't-understand-that-they-can't-expect-us-to-do-seven-days-of-homework-in-a-night-things~~~

Please...give me strength T.T

I'll have a field trip tomorrow. Hope everything will be fine.

P/s : burnt my left wrist while ironing baju kurung. It didn't hurt. Or....maybe just not yet. Banyak dosa agaknya. ๐Ÿ˜‚ byee~!

Tuesday, 15 November 2016

Ana nak share cerita best :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Pada suatu ketika, Rasulullah bertanya kepada para sahabat,

“Siapakah yg paling luar biasa imannya?”

Para sahabat menjawab, “malaikat,ya Rasulullah.”

Balas Rasulullah, “sudah tentulah malaikat luar biasa imannya, kerana mereka sentiasa di sisi Allah.”

Seketika terdiam para sahabat, kemudian mereka menjawab lagi, “para nabi,ya Rasulullah.”

Rasulullah berkata, “para nabi sudah tentu hebat imannya, kerana mereka menerima wahyu daripada Allah.”

Para sahabat mencuba lagi, “kalau begitu kamilah yang paling beriman.”

Jawab Rasulullah, “aku berada di tengah tengah kalian, sudah tentulah kalian orang yang paling beriman.”

Lalu, salah seorang sahabat berkata, “kalau begitu, Allah dan Rasul Nya sajalah yang mengetahui.”

Maka dengan nada perlahan, Rasulullah berkata, “Mereka adalah umat yang hidup selepas aku. Mereka membaca Al-Quran dan beriman dengan isinya. Orang yang beriman denganku dan pernah bertemu denganku, adalah orang yang bahagia. Namun orang yang tujuh kali lebih bahagia adalah mereka yang tidak pernah bertemu aku tetapi beriman denganku.”

Rasulullah diam seketika. Kemudian, beliau menyambung dengan suara yang lirih, 

“sesungguhnya, aku rindukan mereka…"



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Saturday, 12 November 2016

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Assalamualaikum

Minggu depan, jangan lupa bawa cerek. Cerek cerek cerek!

Nanti kalau tak bawa kesian semua orang diberi harapan palsu.

Takkanlah nak masak air dalam tin yang empat segi tu. Iye iye iye?

Aku suka minggu ni. Sebab ada banyak kuiz dan juga midterms. 'Suka' giler. Pastu kena jumpa Dr. Boon. Nak tengok result iolls - merudum or meningkat. Thehee. Takutnye saya. Maaflah, sebelum ni saya tak pergi jumpa dr sebabnya saya ingatkan dr dah tak nak tengok muka dak2 second year *macam saya ni ๐Ÿ˜‚

Sem ni rasa macam laju jer masa bergerak kan.. tak lama lagi dah finals. Enam subjek nak kena cover...aku rasa macam tak banyak pun tapi tapi tapi...lelah jugaklah.

Statistik. Pada pendapat aku, subjek tu susah. Aku dengan nombor macam bawang merah dengan bawang putihlah. Sampai bila-bila pun takkan boleh jadi real friends. Ukhwah yang bukan kerana Allah ni, ish tak berani aku nak cakap. Tak berkatlah kan. Ihiks >_<

Dendrology. Prof Hashim, you can count on me! Wohohoho~! Disebabkan prof dah ingat nama saya yang tak susah mana pun ni, of courselah saya harus belajar bersungguh-sungguh. Prof tau tak, prof cakap prof dah ingat baaaaaanyak sangat nama-nama saintifik pokok sekali dengan family semualah, sepatutnya nama saya pun hari first lagi prof dah ingat tau. *ngadenye anak murid sorang ni.

Intro to science forestry. Mesti orang ingat senang sebab intro je weyyy. Ha ah, aku pun ingat senang. 'Sebab intro je weyyy' meh sini nak luku kepala. Haih mana ada benda senang unless kita minat –,–

(ke takde kaitan?)

Falsafah ilmu, english for science, keusahawanan korporat. Tiga-tiga ni aku malas nak komen. Sebab diorang laa yang paling banyak menumpahkan air mata kawan-kawan aku. Air mata aku tak cukup so tak tumpahlah hahaha hambar ๐Ÿ˜ธ. Sakit kepala duk hadap research article jer plus ahli group yang tak bertanggungjawab namateyy..eh tak baiklah aliaa ni, husnuzzon pliss dia busy dengan benda lain kot. So, no comment.

No I won't drown..

Cuma...janganlah campak ke dalam air yer T.T

Minggu depan masuk hutan. Sebab tu kena aku bawak cerek. Minggu lagi sekali ada kem kepimpinan. Minggu laaaaagi sekali ada program Tekno Da'ie (anjuran iollllllssss!!! >_< *dan haikal) yang ni yang paling penting.

Pastu dah jangan ganggu aku nak finals.

Ok bye!

Oh ada orang tanya kenapa aku tukar address blog instead of buat private jer. Kan senang. Haha kalau buat private kaaaaaan, followers still boleh baca. Kalau tukar ni, takde sesiapa pun yang boleh jumpa >_< so boleh menyorok jap. Hehee~

Then ada jugak yang tanya, kenapa aku tukar address? Perlu ke?

Hmm...

Sebabnya...
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Iolls ni ngada-ngada. ๐Ÿ˜œ takkan tu pun tak tau.

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Ask.fm?

I get bored. Literally.

Thursday, 10 November 2016

You know who~~~

Betullah orang kata umat Islam itu sendiri yang mesti kuat, bukannya kita mengharapkan kelemahan musuh.


Aku tak follow pun election amerika nun di sana tu, tapi asyik masuk noti bbc news dalam phone (asal laa aku ada apps tu ๐Ÿ˜‚). Duh..

Scary kannnn? Dahlaa laki tu benci Islam. Obvious sangat.

So...bagaimana kita 'meraikan'nya? ๐Ÿ˜

#Hafal surah al- kahfi 1-10 (hafal semua laaaagi bagus)
#Tambah ilmu akidah fiqh dan tasawuf (ambillah masa sikit, tak rugi pun)
#Banyakkan duduk dalam majlis ulama' (selagi ada peluang, pergi je)
#Banyakkan selawat (sudah-sudahlah duk puja retis, nabi rindu kita kott T.T)
#Jadikan al Quran teman sejati (๐Ÿ’ช)
#istiqamah dengan perjuangan jemaah islam (never give up never surrender!)


Maka apabila manusia disentuh oleh sesuatu bahaya, ia segera berdoa kepada Kami; kemudian apabila Kami memberikannya sesuatu nikmat (sebagai kurnia) dari Kami, berkatalah ia (dengan sombongnya): "Aku diberikan nikmat ini hanyalah disebabkan pengetahuan dan kepandaian yang ada padaku". (Tidaklah benar apa yang dikatakannya itu) bahkan pemberian nikmat yang tersebut adalah ujian (adakah ia bersyukur atau sebaliknya), akan tetapi kebanyakan mereka tidak mengetahui (hakikat itu).

(Az-Zumar: 49)


Moga Allah melindungi kita semua umat Islam.

Tuesday, 1 November 2016

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I'm just emotionally exhausted

๐Ÿ˜ข

Maybe it's the hormone. Pfft..it sucks!

I don't want to complain.

Oh well I really can't complain.

Maybe it's okay to get hurt so many times.

Yup it's okay.

Just make sure that you don't hurt others. Okay Aliaa? You have to be nice.

Suuuuuuper nice.

That's right.

Right?

Funny my body doesn't want to cooperate ...

It gets tired all the time.

My heart beats faster that usual.

Lol.

A sign of nervous-breakdown?

I don't know, I'm just scared and exhausted.

There is no point telling other people though, I mean no one is cool enough to listen to this.

And the annoying me just want my family and friends.

I'm not going to tell them either.

You should know ladies, it's not all about you guys.

It's fun, isn't it? ๐Ÿ˜ Acting nice when all of you are actually doing it on purpose.

P/s : Excuse me, I'm sad this week.

Monday, 31 October 2016

When Mr. Homesick said 'hi' to me :)

I'd definitely say 'hi' back of course!

Hi, Mr. Homesick! 

Please...just, please go away you jerk!!!
Yeah..as if you're studying 100000++++ miles away from home -____- boleh blah okay Aliaa...

I miss my family already..sobsobsob

Kakna and family just came home last night, why did I have to return to uni today???

Have a nice holiday without me, everybody ๐Ÿ˜ข

Btw guys, have you seen my facebook dp? Dah ke belum?? I feel so ashamed with myself omg I don't deserve it! Bear with that face okay, it's just for a week, I promise. All the committee members need to use their own photo (that particular photo I mean) for at least one week (I don't know why) and... hmmph whatever malas nak fikir. And yeah, of course I hide my phone number hehe. It will be gone by next Saturday, so time please move faster! >_<

I pity all my friends who've never uploaded their photos online T.T they must feel very hurt doing that.

Some people (well, some...) say that I look fat now. FAT. Pfft.

*I don't know where does this habit of diverting topics come from, sorry*

You know how I never care about people's appearance, whether they're pretty or less pretty, well-dressed or not, fat or thin, have acnes all over their face or perfectly flawless, etc. What. Ever. Okay. So what if I look fat? Jeles lettew :D

This...maybe this is the reason.
Okay I'm sleepy. Good night~ ^^

Friday, 21 October 2016

Home sweeeeeeeet home

Assalamualaikum

Hi. It's 2.46 a.m right now. I'm waiting for Europa League, United against Fenerbahce. Yess!
Oooh how I miss our rvp T.T

Anyway. Bye-bye! Happy midsem break to whoever shares the same schedule with me!


So, umm, I open back my instagram. To look at some photos and... because Itam gets bored managing my acc. Phahahaha xD

That was last year, during BakSis.
We're using Hana's phone.
Hehe ^^ I didn't bring anything with me, remember?

This is the last one from me. I hope.


From Kak Fatin's ig
That was last month. 
When someone thought I was a junior...
and I had to answer a question because of that -.-

Cissss!

And that...

was a slap on your face. Kah! >_<

Let's get ready. Hehe.

Woah woah guys.. I saw van persie i saw van persie i saw van persie i saw van persieeeeee ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ gawd... *forget rooney and everybody else*

Goodbye *this is a real one okay ๐Ÿ‘‹*

Thursday, 13 October 2016

Throwback family day ๐ŸŽˆ

Assalamualaikum

Haiiiii guys!

Tengoklah jerawat (a.k.a Miss Pimple gedik gedik) datang balik. Dia monopoli hidung aku lagi, cam takde tempat lain laa ko ni kan -.-


Psst! Aliaa tu bukan setakat gelak jer macam 
the joker, tapi sengih pun sama *creepy* 

#Miss PimpleandGigi Arnabdontcare~~~
30/9/2016.

Tarikh tu ๐Ÿ‘†aku join family day JPV Tanah Merah

Kat mana?

Kat Cameron Highlands!!!

Ya Allah, tahun ni dah berapa kali ek aku pergi sana? ehehe. Ni sayang JPV ni xD

Stay kat satu apartment ni, besar giler wuishh, satu rumah ada tiga family. Aku tak familiar dengan semua orang sebab first time jumpa en. Tapi kawan-kawan abah kenal jer aku, ni mesti biasa tengok masa kecik-kecik ni. Femes jugak iolls rupanya hahahha.

Aku tak bawa banyak barang. Lansung. Phone semua tinggal kat rumah. Memang mood bercuti. Lagipun aku dengan phone bukan bff till jannah, yelah every time tengok mende tu jer aku rasa macam bebanan yang datang berduyun-duyun. Si samsung tu pun mesti menyampah tengok tuan dia ni, asyik terbaling sana terjatuh sini.. ๐Ÿ˜ kadang-kadang MIA masa mood silent.. hehe ampunkan saya.

Adik ipar kawan abah siap bawak iron kott. Dia lelaki, aku yang perempuan ni relax jer pakai baju n shawl berkedut seribu. Ohoyy, I is malu. Bangun pagi tengok dia dah ready kat luar duk iron baju kemeja dengan seluar. Mesti dia fikir eh anak pak cik nasir tu selekeh betul baju pun tak iron takleh ngorat niii >_<

Lol.

Selekeh sikit jer pun.

Dia dahlaa friendly selalu datang berborak dengan aku. Pastu Abah join. Pastu aku slow-slow blah. Daripada duk berbual baik aku mintak pinjam iron kohkohkoh~ ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ #takpinjampun #sayakanbudakhutan #selekehtubiasa

Semua aktiviti best, sebab office mates abah baik-baik dan peramah jer. Acara cabutan bertuah paling meriah. Abah yang cabutkan nombor, senior officer katakan, dan...umm..nak cakap ke tak eh? aku rasa Abah ada main tipu xP Hahahaha.

Pergi haritu masa cuti satu muharram, jamp teruk weyhhhh terperangkap lima jam dalam kereta. Durra time tu dia tak kenal dah siapa Makteh, siapa Ciksu, Tokma, Tok abah. Habis semua orang dia geram nak gigit nak cubit. Ya Allah, sabar jerlah dengan budak sorang ni ๐Ÿ˜‚ Mama dia cakap mesti sebab Durra dah lama tak solat that's why jadi camtu muahahaha xD

Bertolak balik pukul 11 pagi dan selamat sampai pukul 10 malam. Lambat sebab jalan jamplah. Aku dah agak dah sampai rumah mesti aku tengok phone macam tengok bom beracun. Okayy aliaa, are you ready to be suffocated???

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Aku sayang semua mesej dan email yang masuk  :D

P/s : kalau korang tengok aku selalu online fb kan..kan..kannnn.. tu sebab iolls jadi admin untuk beberapa page huhuhuhu tak rela sebenarnya tapi apakan daya T.T sebagai admin yang baik hati lagi berkaliber (puihh), semua mesej haruslah direply (saje nak bagitau). Inilah harga yg harus dibayar bila semua kelab kau join under team publisiti *i died* Bye guys! Macehh baca :D

Wednesday, 5 October 2016

Jom istighfar :D

Assalamualaikum
Pernah tak tanya diri sendiri

"Aku ni berapa kali istighfar sehari?"

"Sampai tak 30, 50, 70 kali?"

"Hari ni dah istighfar ke belum?"

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Adehh.. *taknak jawab boleh?*

Okaylaa, aku tahu yang buat sampai 1000 kali pun ada. Serius hebat. Tapi untuk sesiapa yang tak sampai pun bilangan yang aku sebut kat atas tu, marilah sama-sama kita merenung diri sendiri yang entah pape ni. Haha.

Aku dah lama sebenarnya dengar pasal hadis yang Rasulullah istighfar dalam 100 kali sehari. Mesti korang pun biasa dengar kan?

Rasulullah sallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda,

ูˆَุงู„ู„َّู‡ِ ุฅِู†ِّู‰ ู„ุฃَุณْุชَุบْูِุฑُ ุงู„ู„َّู‡َ ูˆَุฃَุชُูˆุจُ ุฅِู„َูŠْู‡ِ ูِู‰ ุงู„ْูŠَูˆْู…ِ ุฃَูƒْุซَุฑَ ู…ِู†ْ ุณَุจْุนِูŠู†َ ู…َุฑَّุฉً

Demi Allah. Sungguh aku selalu beristighfar dan bertaubat kepada Allah dalam sehari lebih dari 70 kali.” (HR. Bukhari) 

Beliau sallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam juga bersabda,

ูŠَุง ุฃَูŠُّู‡َุง ุงู„ู†َّุงุณُ ุชُูˆุจُูˆุง ุฅِู„َู‰ ุงู„ู„َّู‡ِ ูَุฅِู†ِّู‰ ุฃَุชُูˆุจُ ูِู‰ ุงู„ْูŠَูˆْู…ِ ุฅِู„َูŠْู‡ِ ู…ِุงุฆَุฉَ ู…َุฑَّุฉٍ

Wahai sekalian manusia. Taubatlah (beristigfar) kepada Allah karena aku selalu bertaubat kepada-Nya dalam sehari sebanyak 100 kali.” (HR. Muslim)

Boleh bayangkan tak, Rasulullah yang maksum tu pun istighfar setiap hari (banyak pulak tu) sedangkan baginda memang confirm laa masuk syurga kan...yelah dosa yang lalu dan yang akan datang pun dah diampunkan Allah. Tiada dosa pun.

Selalu jugak fikir, kalau Rasulullah istighfar sebanyak tu sehari, kita yang tak terlepas dari berbuat dosa ni mestilah nak kena buat lebih daripada tu. Setiap saat patut dihabiskan dengan berzikir jer. Lagipun siapalah kita kalau nak dibandingkan dengan Baginda Junjungan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w kan.

Tu tak sebut lagi pasal Baginda solat sampai lebam-lebam (ada yang kata pecah-pecah) kaki sebab terlalu lama.

Kita????

Siapalah kita kalau nak dibandingkan dengan Baginda....

Amboi ๐Ÿ˜‚

Anyway, kalau tak mampu istighfar lebih daripada tu pun takpe. Betul, takpe. Janji kita buat berterusan. Istiqamah. Sikit pun okayyy... Yang tak maunya hari ni istighfar 100 kali, pastu esok tak buat lansung. Allah dah tahu kita ni hamba Dia yang saaaaangat sangat lemah. Masalahnya kita pulak cam tak sedar diri tentang hakikat kehidupan ni adalah untuk mengabdikan diri kepada Allah. *awwww sakitnyeee*

Hehe betul apa. Benda lagha sanggup dilayan, pastu nak buat baik takde masa pulak.

Siapa tuuuu?

Alaa tak payah tengok orang lain, tengok kat diri sendiri dah rasa macam nak pitam.

Dalam nak ajak orang lain buat baik ni, diri kita dulu yang kena berada di landasan yang betul. Lepas tu barulah orang sekeliling akan turut terkena tempias yang positif tu. Orang sekeliling tu maksud aku family.

Macam diri aku sendiri, aku bukannya datang dari family yang alim. Jauuuuuh sangat tu. Ma dan Abah aku tak pernah larang buat apa-apa, err..ntah... Maybe sebab semua adik-beradik aku macam okay kott (ye ke?? hehe).

Suka bila Ma mintak ajarkan doa itu doa ini, Abah tanya pendapat bagai, rasa macam oh aku ni quite useful jugak ye *wink2*

Mestilah useful. Hatta sekecil-kecil kuman pun berguna oii.

Wukayyy.. aku tak tahu apa dia motif aku update blog hari ni.

Kat bawah ni aku copy paste penghulu istighfar untuk kita sama-sama baca. Cehh. Skema jer ayat ko hari ni dah kenapa  -_____-

*okay abaikan*

Dalam sahih Bukhari ada mention yang penghulu istighfar ni ataupun sayyidul istighfar adalah yang bacaan istighfar yang paling sempurna.


ุงَู„ู„َّู‡ُู…َّ ุฃَู†ْุชَ ุฑَุจِّูŠْ ู„ุงَ ุฅِู„َู€ู‡َ ุฅِู„ุงَّ ุฃَู†ْุชَ، ุฎَู„َู‚ْุชَู†ِูŠْ ูˆَุฃَู†َุง ุนَุจْุฏُูƒَ، ูˆَุฃَู†َุง ุนَู„َู‰ ุนَู‡ْุฏِูƒَ ูˆَูˆَุนْุฏِูƒَ ู…َุง ุงุณْุชَุทَุนْุชُ، ุฃَุนُูˆْุฐُ ุจِูƒَ ู…ِู†ْ ุดَุฑِّ ู…َุง ุตَู†َุนْุชُ، ุฃَุจُูˆْุกُ ู„َูƒَ ุจِู†ِุนْู…َุชِูƒَ ุนَู„َูŠَّ، ูˆَุฃَุจُูˆْุกُ ุจِุฐَู†ْุจِูŠْ ูَุงุบْูِุฑْ ู„ِูŠْ ูَุฅِู†َّู‡ُ ู„ุงَ ูŠَุบْูِุฑُ ุงู„ุฐُّู†ُูˆْุจَ ุฅِู„ุงَّ ุฃَู†ْุชَ

Ya Allah! Engkau adalah Rabbku, tidak ada Rabb yang berhak disembah kecuali Engkau. Engkaulah yang menciptakanku. Aku adalah hamba-Mu. Aku akan setia pada perjanjianku dengan-Mu semampuku. Aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari kejelekan yang kuperbuat. Aku mengakui nikmat-Mu kepadaku dan aku mengakui dosaku, oleh karena itu, ampunilah aku. Sesungguhnya tiada yang mengampuni dosa kecuali Engkau

Kalau dah ingat, dah pernah hafal, dan selalu amalkan, Alhamdulillah. 
Dalam ma'thurat ada istighfar ni. Sebab tu laa kot digalakkan baca waktu pagi dan petang. Andaian sendiri muehehe ๐Ÿ˜‚. Lagipun kelebihan baca tu lebih kurang sama jer dengan baca al-ma'thurat  :)

Oh lagi satu, kita sekarang kan dalam bulan muharram.. Salam maal hijrah. Ni untuk peringatan atau pengetahuan suka hatilah, minggu depan banyak hari yang disunatkan berpuasa tau, hampir setiap hari kott jadi jomlaa puasa:

☝ Isnin, 9 Muharram (10 Oktober) puasa Tasu'a
☝ Selasa, 10 Muharram (11 Oktober) Puasa 'Asyura
☝ Rabu, 11 Muharram (12 Oktober) Puasa ba'da 'Asyura
☝ Khamis, 12 Muharram (13 Oktober) Puasa Sunnah Khamis
☝ Juma'at, 13 Muharram (14 Oktober) Puasa Ayyamul Bidh
☝ Sabtu, 14 Muharram (15 Oktober) Puasa Ayyamul Bidh
☝ Ahad, 15 Muharram (16 Oktober) Puasa Ayyamul Bidh
☝ Isnin, 16 Muharram (17 Oktober) Puasa Sunnah Isnin

Ajaklah kawan-kawan sekali. Okay boii~~

Thursday, 29 September 2016

Bahagianya menjadi seorang Nur Aliaa

Tu ๐Ÿ‘†๐Ÿป

Kawan-kawan aku yang selalu cakap.

Alhamdulillah orang nampak aku bahagia hahaha  >_<

Jom tukar topik.

Tau tak? Tau tak? Aku bengang giler dengan someone ni, ya Allah rasa macam nak pukul-pukul jer dia -.-

Pernah tak kau tolong seseorang siapkan kerja but then tetiba dia lepas tangan camtu jer. Aku setuju masa dia tanya boleh tolong ke tak, sebab aku ingat dia akan buat benda tu sama-sama. Tapi tak. End up semua aku yang kena buat, dahlah bukan bidang aku kotttttttttttttt. Dan tu bukan kerja aku. 

Kena tulis buletin. Bahasa inggeris dan bahasa melayu. 

Eleh aliaa, buletin jer pun. Okay, maybe korang rasa senang. Tapi bagi aku tak. 

Dapat tugas tu hari Isnin. Seharian duk fikir cari idea, tapi otak aku blank. Seriously suruh buat benda yang kita tak tahu, kau rasa?

Camnilah kot perasaan pemain bola yang asyik kena tukar position. Aku bagi contohlah, kalau Rooney tetiba uncle Mou suruh dia jadi defender. Mestilah kekok kan sebab dia dah biasa jadi striker. Pastu tak perform. Pastu kena maki. Pastu struggle nak start untuk first team. Tak adil!

Aku nak nangis. Dia memang totally lepas tangan. Rasa lost gilerlah. Lecturer nak benda tu secepat mungkin, takkanlah aku nak buat cincai2 jer no way okay. Budak tu pulak bukannya nak bantu ke apa tapi asyik duk push nakkan buletin tu cepat-cepat.

Macamlah kita ni takde kerja lain. Yelah yelah, aku kan nampak bahgioooo cam relax jer all the time -..-

Ada orang tak tahu kot. Kita boleh jer sibuk diam-diam, without telling the whole world. Tak salah pun.

Umm. Aku rasa nak cari gaduh tetiba. Ihiks xP

Hari Selasa malam Rabu, ada muzakarah bersama seorang ustaz ni pasal akidah islamiyah. Beliau sentuh bab musibah. Ustaz pun ada ceritalah kisah Ummu Salamah (ditimpa musibah dengan kematian suaminya) Ada satu doa yang beliau amalkan,

Dari Ummu Salamah, aku mendengar Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda,
“Tidaklah seorang muslim ditimpa musibah, lalu dia mengucapkan doa yang diperintahkan oleh Allah,

ุฅِู†َّุง ู„ِู„َّู‡ِ ูˆَ ุฅِู†َّุง ุฅِู„َูŠْู‡ِ ุฑَุงุฌِุนُูˆู†َ. ุงู„َّู‡ُู…َّ ุฃَุฌُุฑْู†ِูŠ ูِูŠ ู…ُุตِูŠุจَุชِูŠ ูˆَุฃَุฎْู„ِูْ ู„ِูŠ ุฎَูŠْุฑًุง ู…ِู†ْู‡َุง

melainkan Allah akan menggantikannya dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik dari yang hilang.”

Baca dengan yakin, Allah kan mana pernah mungkiri janjiNya.

Mula-mula Ummu Salamah pun tak percaya sangat sebab beliau selalu rasa macam suaminya sahaja yang terbaik, takde siapapun yang boleh gantikan tempat Abdullah bin Asad a.k.a Abu Salamah.

But then tahu tak apa berlaku?

Rasulullah menikahi beliau.

“Saat Abu Salamah meninggal, aku berkata, ‘Siapa di antara kaum muslimin yang lebih baik dari Abu Salamah? Iaitu keluarga yang pertama kali hijrah menuju Rasulullah s.a.w. Aku tetap mengucapkan doa itu hingga Allah mengganti Abu Salamah dengan Rasulullah s.a.w.”

Tengok, kan Allah dah janji yang Dia akan gantikan musibah tersebut dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik :)

Tak kisahlah musibah apa pun, masalah pun musibah jugak, baca doa tu. InsyaAllah hati tenang, sebab kau yakin yang Dia akan tolong.

Suka betul dengar pengisian daripada orang yang berilmu macam ustaz, rasa macam hati ni mampu serap semua yang disampaikan. Sayunya lahai...time aku serabut ni tetiba ada muzakarah. Pastu pengisiannya pulak macam kena tepat kat batang hidung sendiri.

Kuncinya sabarlah. Semua orang Allah akan uji. Tu pun janji jugak.

Apakah kamu mengira bahwa kamu akan masuk syurga, padahal belum datang kepadamu (ujian) sebagaimana halnya orang-orang terdahulu sebelum kamu? Mereka ditimpa oleh malapetaka dan kesengsaraan, serta digoncangkan (dengan bermacam-macam cobaan) sehingga berkatalah Rasul dan orang-orang yang beriman bersamanya: “Bilakah datangnya pertolongan Allah?” Ingatlah, sesungguhnya pertolongan Allah itu amat dekat  [al-Baqarah:214]

Memanglah aku ni susah nak cakap 'no' 'tak nak', 'aku banyak kerja' dan yang seangkatan dengannya, lol tak tahu pulak akan ada yang ambik kesempatan.

Hari Rabu semalam, sebab aku geram sangat, aku pun tanya dia kenapa aku yang kena buat bulletin ni? Sajalah nak tahu asbabnya. Sebab dia bukan ada kuasa veto nak arah-arahkan aku buat macam-macam. Tapi asal aku yang kena buat? Out of everyone?

Pastu.... kau tau dia cakap apa?

Actually kawan dia yang kena buat, tapi

tapi

tapi

tapi

kawan dia tu busy....

WHATTTTTT?

Hahaha XD

Wow! Inspiring giler friendship cenggitu, sanggup susahkan diri sendiri orang lain demi kawan.

Wahai awak yang mempunyai seorang kawan yang sibuk, saya nak ucapkan terima kasih. Aku tak pernah rasa macam sakit hati giler sebab macam dianiaya gitu. Ecehh~ :P takpelah benda dah lepas. Aku tak kisah kalau kau tolong jugak buat benda tu, at least bagilah idea, sikit-sikit pun takpe janji ada. Bagi tajuk pun dah okay, aku bukannya mintak banyak weyhhh. Nak tajuk yang catchy2 bagai, mohlerr kita bincang sama-sama.

Awak kan yang tahu cara-cara nak buat, dan apa yang lecturer nak ada dalam tu. Awak ni...memang tak kenal siapa saya ek :) 

Lepas ni aku rasa dia takkan minta tolong dengan aku dah kot. Muka aku ni memang takleh cover kalau kecewa sebab confirm nampak jelas. Aww aku senyum okay, tapi jadi lopsided and weird cam sinis giler hahahaha takleh blah betul.

Pasal JT, Kak Azura selalu tegur (ke marah?) aku cakap jangan buat kerja sorang-sorang. Dia tahu kerja aku banyak, dan dia takut aku down, pastu mula laa nak letak jawatan. Ops. Terima kasih sebab ambil berat.

Haha. Bukannya saya tak nak mintak tolong, tapi orang lain pun sibuk. Menyusahkan diorang jer.

As long as aku mampu buat, aku tak kisah pun, aku mohon jawatan tu sebab aku suka. Bukan saja-saja. That's why aku tak fikir pun pasal penampilan aku yang lain daripada orang lain. Lagipun memang dah ada gambaran peranan aku nanti macam mana. Takdelah blank otak serabut sorang-sorang -..- adios!!

Tuesday, 20 September 2016

Hi, meet me The Lion ^^

Assalamualaikum

My sisters already know this. They all do. The title of this entry is about me, because I am The Lion at home. Not the tame one obviously. Hehe.

It's true! The whole family always uses my name to scare the kids.

"Hey that book is Makteh's. Put it back!"

That book is not even mine okay.

"Eh, don't touch that. Makteh marah nantiiii!"

Why I yang marah?

"Haa! Makteh datang dah tu, cepat turun!"

Why me?! WHY WHY WHY??

I don't know whether it is a good thing or not, but it works all the time. They're scared of me. Hahahaha ┐( ̄ใƒฎ ̄)┌

Am I really that scary?

Please know that I really feel guilty whenever people thought that I'm the nice girl who never know how to get mad. Cehh.

They are DEAD wrong.

So, umm, today, I don't have anything to share with you. As usual >_<

# I am a bad blogger.
# I am a lazy blogger
# I rarely update my blog (even when I do, it is mostly about unnecessary things)
# I am a bad blogger.

Nothing interesting happens.

Maybe I'll just talk about my nieces and nephews a.k.a the kids who are scared of me. All the pictures are randomly picked from my phone, sorry for the bad quality :D

My first niece is Zara, 6 years old, she's veeeeeeery smart and pretty. Her hobby is reading. Wukay~ when you get older you can inherit all my books. She can also speak a little bit English and her accent is so cute I can't even understand it. Haha xD She loves telling me stories (cock and bull stories guys), and I tell her mine (not like she understands any of them)..


One time she knocked banged on my door and called my name so loudly, I thought our house was on fire or something.

"Maktehhhh!"

"Maktehh!"

I didn't give any response.

*banged some more*

"Maktehh~"

Maybe she's bored...

I was about to open the door when I heard her singing Do You Wanna Build A Snowman mixing it with Let It Go lyrics. Aww so adorable.

I changed my mind. Let's not open the door. Hehe >_<

Zarith a.k.a Baby a.k.a Bi. My second niece, 4 years old. She talks a lot and always knows how to melt everyone's heart. Including mine! A little bit propa laa budak ni, she sugarcoats every word that flows out from that tiny tiny mouth. Remember when she scratched Zara's face until there's blood? That was her not so long ago, but now she's quite okay (read girly and sopan santun).


Seeeee~! she's wearing that shirt! THAT. SHIRT.
Makteh love you Bi ^^
Zac Aryan is 1 year old. Everyone calls him Jack. He is a very gentle boy who reeeeally really loves smiling!...and crying. I used to like him, I mean I still like him now, but he's too attached to her mother, doesn't want anyone else. Ngade jer dahlaa suka nangis -.-


I told you he only wants his mother.
Tengku Durrani a.k.a Durra will be 2 this October. She really loves talking to herself. Cubit2 anyone else and always tries to scratch my face (kidding, I never give her chance to do that of course lah aku garang kan). She likes climbing everything taller than her, loses her pacifier all the time, loves to throw everything in hands including her own pacifier (I guess this answers how she loses it). Also a little bit lazy ehem.. like me, but, at least I don't throw things okay~

Last week on raya haji, she slapped Zac's face. No lie. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Poor Jack Sparrow he cried.
She's expressionless in all of her pictures, therefore I have to take this one.
She looks friendly...
Tengku Iskandar a.k.a Is is born this year. He is...well he's a baby. He cries and sleeps a lot. Hahahha I'm sorry Is, let's get to know each other better, okay. He's lucky for having a very protective sister like Durra. Fyi, Durra slapped Zac because he's trying to touch baby Iskandar. HE JUST WANTED TO TOUCH A BABY AND GOT A SLAP ON HIS FACE. Ouch.
Five kids and they're all so special. Ahh can't wait for the next holiday! >_<

I have a simple reminder to all of you and me myself. Let say it's just for me hehhe. Whatever happens in our life, it will pass, right? It shall pass. Nothing remains forever. The pains and the good times, they will pass too. Just stop complaining about everything that make you a better person each day.

I'll make it :)

Actually a few days before the semester starts, I'm feeling a bit grouchy about all the usrah and dakwah thingy~ I don't even join it yet but now it is compulsory for me. Da heck?! Suddenly it feels like I don't belong there. I just don't belong to the community with all the good people in it. Maybe I just belong to a different path? A more fun and wild path? Hahahaha~ the devils are doing a very good job. Pfft. Rot in your place please, don't drag me.

Goodbye.

Thursday, 15 September 2016

Doppelgรคngers

Assalamualaikum

Happy eiduladha, lovely readers ๐Ÿ’•
(yeah I'm late)
I'll tick the first, third, fourth, fifth, tenth, and eleventh box for you.
First of all, I'm sorry because I can't provide any picture related to the title for this entry. Just. Look. At. My. Face. You'll get the picture of my so-called-doppelgangers. ๐Ÿ˜œ

So I've found three people who look like me. THREE.

Not fun. I always thought that my face is quite unique huhuhuhu (narcissssist level 99).

Let me describe each of them to you okay.
  • my friend's cousin
A 19 year old. She calls me with her cousin's name all the time. Syikin. The way we talk, smile, and everything is just the sameeee! My mum could have mistaken her as the daughter. I'm sad.

Nope. No one has my voice. Not her, not anyone :D

  • my a friend's girlfriend
Lol I guess. I'd never met her but the moment I saw her photo, I was like "heeeyyyy...heeeeeeyyy.... umm, okay she's tall". Veeery tall indeed why I'm so short unlike my name's meaning eh?!

Then I showed the photo to my friends.

"Guys, look.. this is ****'s girlfriend"

"Aliaa, since when you jaga tepi kain orang...ey~ isn't that you??"

Hahahaha. No! That's not me ๐Ÿ˜‚eyy of course that's not me why would I be his girlfriend???

  • a form 4 student
whom I met when I joined Bakti Siswa (BakSis). If you look at us, you'll say that we're siblings instead of twins because she's so much taller than me (what the...).

I still remember how I was forced by makcik-makcik to shake hands with the girl's father just because I look like her! *what a torture* Pakcik tu bukan muhrim saya laa makcik! Oh, her name is Syikin too, but she's 16. Ehehehe I look young, I know.

I'll never join BakSis again.

That's all! ๐Ÿ˜ Hope you'll meet your doppelganger too and feel excited+funny like me (I don't even know what I'm feeling honestly. I think I'm not happy.). Anyway I believe everyone has twins somewhere out there, go find 'em!

Thanks for reading this entry! I feel so guilty hahaha XD

Saturday, 10 September 2016

Derby day = Sad day *because we lost*

all the time :)
The game was super stressful. No doubt about that.

Then I saw Fergie and guess what, his face was even more stressful ngahahahaha ๐Ÿ˜‚

How could City be so good? * I kraii *

Abah was watching too of course, he's one of The Citizens fans, remember? *can you imagine myself watching a derby with him? Oh my dear ears~ xD*

What surprised me later on was that he somehow thought I was on his side. Sooo weird.

No Abah.

I hate Mou, but I love MU. Manager can come and go, but the club won't change. Ever.

Okaylah. 1-2 wasn't that bad.

That didn't shatter my heart.

Schweiny did ๐Ÿ˜ญ

He did!!!

Friday, 9 September 2016

Blog hilang (macam hati tuan dia)

Assalamualaikum

No I'm not dead yet. Have you given up on me or what?? Tehee gurau jer~ Aku tukar link sebab rasa macam tak patut jer nak complain banyak-banyak, tapi still nak post kat sini.

Memang tak patut pun.

Kena stop blogging kot.

One day.

Omputeh kata 'Write your sad times in the sand, so the pain will wash away and write your happy times in stone, so the memories can last forever.'

Pape jer lah.

Lebih kurang macam tu laa aku sepanjang minggu ni. Asyik seeeeedih jer.

Diam ah!

You don't feel me bruh.. 
Nak bangun pun malas :(

Nak jumpa orang pun malas sebenarnya.
Masa kelas dendro, Prof Hashim bawak pegi 'jalan-jalan' tengok pokok.

Macam-macam jenis pokok.
Maka banyaklah mata yang memandang kitorang
Macam kucing tu, aku bosan sebenarnya. Tengok muka pun orang dah tau, budak ni bosan. Sori prof :(

Minggu first kan.

Later saya perform insyaAllah.. Cheyh.

Saya catat semua scientific names yang prof sebut okee.

Walaupun ejaan memang macam xpassed exam muehehe xD

Scientific names kott.
Dalam hati aku asyik lakonkan aksi tu jer untuk sesiapa yang menegur, kalaulaa orang tahu kan ๐Ÿ˜‚

P/s : aku kucing hitam

Just Leave Me Alone. Eveyone.

Yep, I isolate myself from people when I'm sad.

Certain people.

Eugenia papillose/Syzygium myrtifolium

Neolamarckia cadamba

Acacia mangium

Pterocarpus indicus

Tectona grandis

Leucaena leucocephala

Hopea odorata

Miscanthus gigantus

Melastoma malabathricum

Gigantochloa albociliata

Morinda citrifolia

Mimosa pigra

Pithecellobium jiringa

Hevea brasiliansis

Mallotus philippensis

Artocarpus altilis

Parkia speciosa

Durio zibenthinus

Lansium domesticum

Mangifera indica

Nephelium lappaceum

Trema orientalis

Macaranga hypoleuca

See, I'm sooooooo gonna kill everything! *before they decide to kill me*

Best kan? Kannnn? Hafal nama sahaja takde maknanya. Kalau boleh semua maklumat berkaitan nenek moyang pokok pun kena tahu. Best kan??

Okay, lupakan pasal tak dapat stay dengan kawan-kawan. Move on! Move on! Move on! Kata nak maintain pointer cantik. Kata nak debt-free~ *you know what I mean*

Kalau tak score jugak tak tahulah >_< . Aku rindu microbiology sebenarnya. Sangat bersyukur at least dapat jugak belajar subjek tu sem lepas walaupun bila fikir balik takde kaitan pun dengan forestry. Hmmm jap..adalah sikit-sikit. Xanthomonas campestris is a bad bad guy ๐Ÿ˜œ Hehe.

Above all, I miss Dr. Su.

Ahh sudahlah! Move on!

Monday, 5 September 2016

#teamsobsob

Assalamualaikum

Aku sedih. Masih lagi bersedih. Dan tak tahulaa sampai bila nak bersedih.

Ni dah start sem tiga pun. Dah tahun dua. Dah ada junior. Aku dapat stay kat kolej kediaman tau. Terpisah jauuuuuuuh dari kawan-kawan aku. Huhuhuhuhuhuhu..

Tak tahu nak bersyukur ke nak berhuhuhuhu lagi...sedih weh sedih.

Rasa macam wow aku dah takde kawan lansung sekarang.

Cakap kat Ma ngan Abah..tapi... diorang happy pulak dah. Diorang kata untunglah aku dapat duk blok sebab nanti tak payah jalan jauh-jauh dah. Ceyyyy... aku tak naaaaaak ๐Ÿ˜ข

Oh jap. Sebelum ada yang hentam aku cakap aku ni tak bersyukur ke apa ke. Untuk pengetahuan korang, yuran untuk student yang stay dekat kolej kediaman dengan yang kat luar sama je. Luar tu bukannya rumah sewa pun, tapi hak milik UMK jugak, cuma kena jalan jauhlaa. Bawak kereta lagi best. Okay what, tak payah exercise dah.

Takde dah laa Fatin nak jerit nama aku setiap hari before pergi kelas. Rasa janggal okay. Sunyi jer pagi-pagi, biasanya dialah yang riuh :3

See, aku tak payah putus cinta pun untuk rasa susahnya nak 'move on', ni pun susah giler wuhuhuhhuhu. Putus cinta kunun. Puih.

Roommates aku yang sekarang ni okay jer sebenarnya, diorang baik giler kot. Pastu aku terfikir ke aku yang susah sangat nak adapt? Der...mengada-ngada sangat awak ni aliaa.

Aku rasa macam ni tau, roommates tu dua-dua course sama, aku sorang jer yang lain. Bila diorang angkut geng-geng masuk bilik, aku nak angkut apa? Angkut baldi? Course mates aku yang dapat tempat kat bloknyee berapa kerat jer weh. Tak sampai lima orang pun.

Actually boleh jer nak join bising-bising dengan geng diorang, tapi aku yang tak nak. Teruk kan?

Yelah kot aku sombong ๐Ÿ˜ข

Susahnyaaaa nak terima orang baru aliaa oii.

Tak tahu kenapa aku jadi macam ni. Teruk, teruk, teruk giler rasa.

Malas nak cakap pasal baik buruk perangai orang. Akulah yang sombong. Diorang yang okay. Aku ni yang sombong. Diorang baik sangat. Aku yang sombong. Diorang perfect. Aku sombong. Si sombong! dem dem demm!
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Mata dan hati ni kalau selalu tengok salah silap orang lain, mulalah tak sedar yang diri sendiri lagi teruk sebenarnya. Boleh tak sesiapa point out keburukan aku? Sekarang jugak.

Huhuhuhuhu nak balik kawan-kawan aku. Macam mana boleh tercampak ke sini...

Sebab pointer? Ramai jer yang dapat pointer sama ngan aku kena duk kat luar tuh. Fatin pun beza 0.02 jer.

Jauh~ terbawa lukisan hatimu~
Sebab markah merit tinggi????

Fine. Next year aku taknak isi pun kad merit.

Tengoklah macam mana.

Mood kelaut.

Nak Fatin ngan Annur!!! ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Sem lepas dah busy rancang nak duduk kat rumah nombor sekian-sekian dengan Fatin. Last sekali takde rezeki jugak. Hwaaaaa.

Time macam ni laa aku tak sabar nak dapat assignment banyak-banyak. Phuuuu..chin up Aliaa! Up! Up! Up!

*alaa tak boleh T.T*

*banyak giler complain*

*aliaa gedik -..-*

Penat aihh taip huhuhuhuhuuhuhu.

Sekian..
#teamsobsob

#happybirthdaykakna

#yourlittlesisterissupersad